Aladdinslad

The Bitch That Went Too Far

2007-03-29T21:49:00.000-07:00

I found something out a few days ago and it have me so pisses off I don’t know what to do. Yesterday it was all I have on my mind and here I am making a delivery for my uncle to his store in Dayton and a few others and I am so mad I can barely think straight. I almost even run down some old man I am so piss off.

All this time I have be think that the old fucking man who own the Gold Star Chili that I go to sometime in this one part of Cincinnati that he have poison me that time I have to be in the hospital but then I have find out from a very reliable source of information that it was not him no it was Elisabetha. That fucking bitch. I check with my friend at the Dayton store and he told me again yes it was Elisabetha but he do not know why.

Well I find out last night. It was doings of Hamil that motherfucker. I confronts the bitch right at closing time and lucky she was closes us the place and no one there so I forces her in to a back room and tell her ok now bitch I know it was you who poisons me so what do you have to say for youself?

She starts crying and begging and says Hamil have her kid and thretens to sell her to some Somalis he know in another state and she is only five years old and she starts crying. I tell her I don’t give a fuck bitch when you try to fuck with me this is the most bad mistake you can ever make. Then I tell her drop you fucking pants and she asks me why as I unzip my pants and when she sees this big dick of mine she begs me not to hurt her and I said just drop you pants and bend over or I will bend you over.

She says why are you go fuck my pussy from behind? and I said yeah something like that and so she is bends over and I fuck that ass real hard and she is crys and screams and I really let that ass have it hard. When I finally stop my dick come out and it all hot and bloody and slimy with her shit and I tell her ok now Elisabetha you bitch turn around. She is so hurt she can barely move and she is bleeds and crying so I force her head down and I say ok now bitch suck all you shit off my dick and I mean you had better swallow every bit of it.

She gagged but she do it sucking it good and licking what part can not go in her mouth and I cum a bunch of times and make sure she take that too. She was gags and crying and she stop and I look and I say you miss a bunch of spots bitch. So I make her keep on sucking and licking her own shit off this big dick of mine.

Then I tell her if you even think about tell the police bitch I will be sure and tell Hamil how you tell me about what you do for him do I make myself clear? She promised and begged me to leave and so I finally leave.

Be may I should have kill the bitch but I am just too good a man to kill a woman even one that try to kill me. When I get my hands on Hamil though I will not be so kind and good.

Fake Jewish Trash Have Got The World Fooled

2007-03-21T11:31:00.000-07:00

This is Quark and he is a character who was feature on a old tv show call Star Trek: Deep Space Nine. He was a alien and he is from a race of aliens call the Ferengi. All they care about is make money and will do anything to make a profit no matter how unethical it is. Of course when these characters were start to be on Star Trek who complain about them? Who else but the fucking Jews because they say that the Ferengi is be mean to be make fun of them the Jews.

Of course this is because they know they own selves the kind of people they are. If there real was such a thing as these Ferengi I would say well ok this is where Jew comes from.

I have be mad as hell lately about a argument that started in the comments section on Sonia Belle's blog where these people say all kind of vile shit about how the Arabs have no right to be in Palestine that it is the Jew right to be there and of course this is bullshit. One man in particular who I call him Mr Be Am Is CockSuckRat and another one equal as stubborn and stupid call Bearkin or something stupid like that say this shit.

Well here is the truth. The Arabs have be in Palestine for over a thousand years way more than that really so it is they homes. What right do the world tell them to get out now and give this land to the Jews who have not be live there in any big numbers for close to two thousand years it is all bullshit. But of course the Ferengi Jews have bribe the Americans and also a lot of Europes people to do this and they excuse they actions by say oh well it is they ancestors home lands there now and besides we want to steal the Arab oil only they do not say this last of course but that is the real truth as any person with a mind can see.

And even this business about it be they ancestors homeland this is a biggest lie of all of them. If the truth were it known, if there are turn out to be a alien race call the Ferengi, they are as much the legitimate heirs to Palestine as the great most of these so call them Jews are. Most Jews they are in fact not really descend at all from the ancient Jews of ancient Palestine at all. A few of them are yes, ones that are know them as Sephardic Jews who have live a few in Palestine and other places in the Middle East for centuries. But these true Jews of true Palestine heritage are a small minority at most be may twenty percent of them and that is actual what how they say-a liberal estimate.

Here is the kicker-AT LEAST EIGHTY PERCENT AND BE MAY MORE OF THESE JEWS ARE NOT DESCEND AT ALL FROM THE PEOPLE OF THE BOOK WHO ARE LEGITIMATE JEWS OF ANCIENT PALESTINE HERITAGE.

So who are these so call them Jews then who are by far the most? Well, the truth is they are descends from a race from Central Asia who are call the Khazars who are a tribe whose king convert them all to the Jewish religion. But by blood they are not descend from any peoples from ancient Israel or Judae. This is just a fucking fact. That is what is now living in the Palestine and tell they lies that it is they ancestral homeland bullshit they ancestral homeland is Central Asia so let they asses go there.

Then they talk about how Arabs do not live there they just come there suddens and try to cause trouble which is more bullshit. It was Arabs who live for the last more than a thousand years in the ancient cities of Jerusalem, Hebron, Bethlaham, Nazareth and all the rest. These places do not just go away on vacation for a thousand years and then magical reappear when the Jews start to go there about one hundred fifty years ago. They have always be there and Arabs have live there and is they homes until the fake Jews move in and make the world give them to them.

They are not even brave enough to try to take the land they make the world give it to them by bribe they leaders. Bullshit. Then they get credit for win these wars when the US and others supply them with they weapons and money and all the rest and even threaten Egypt to not use they air power against the Jews in the 1967 war well fuck who could win a war under those conditions?

Now here is two things I will say in the fake Jews defense. One is that you should not go around killing little fake Jew children and fake Jew old people by blow them up in cafe's and busses this is vile shit and the coward way to do things. But on the other hand is also vile all the people of Arabs who have be murdered and oppressed thru all these years.

Another thing I will say is that like I said a small minority of these Jews actual are descend them from the true people of the book the true Jews who really are descend them from the true Jews of ancient Palestine. They have a right to be there and live in peace but not these other motherfuckers who are not Jews by ancient heritage at all just have the world fooled.

Well one day true justice will prevail and these fake Jews will be run them out and then there will be peace finally but not until then. As for the ones left alive after that final war let them go back to where they come from to Europe and America or like I said if they want to have them a homeland of their true ancestors then let them go back to Central Asia which is for most of them they true ancestral homeland.

Or they can go to outer space and find be may there real is a race of Ferengi who will take them in. God knows just look at that picture up there if that do not scream to you hey I am a fucking Jew nothing do.

Or be may better choice of all-they can just all go to fucking hell. But until the time that this will hopeful be a reality I encourage you to go to this blog here by name of Day Of The Rope. This fine blog contain a lot of good information about Jews that everyone need to know about. I can do without him call us Arabs towel heads and the like but I can look over that the fact is he know all about Jews and they bullshit and you should know it too.

Tribute To Uday Hussein-One Of The Good Guys

2007-02-14T19:47:00.000-08:00

I have been think some about Saddam Hussein and how he has they execute him for his many crimes and my thoughts are well good enough for him. My only complaint about the whole fucking mess is that his end was not as bad as he deserve. The people that execute him they know this and so they taunt him and people are complains about this but the truth is he deserve a whole lot worse. Saddam should have be have to face the same kind of hell that he put on so many of his victims both those who were innocent of any crimes as well as those who may have be actually guilty but at the same time they were not tried and convicted in a proper way.

Many times they were tortured and their woman folk were raped them by his guards and what have you. He even went so far as to have people put through a wood chipper can you imagine such a horrible fate as this? Well this in my humble opinion is what should have be done with Mr. Saddam Hussein. Yes, and it should have be filmed not with a cheap camera phone but with state of the art Hollywood level technology and put a soundtrack to it as well. Then it should have be distribute it all over the world. It should have be considered must see viewing both here and all over the world.

They should have name it A Tyrant Gets His Just Desserts or something like that.

As for his sons I have mix feelings here. The youngest son Qusay Hussein was a real sonofabitch and should have faced a similar fate as what I prescribed for Saddam but still even though like Saddam he died a relative quick and easy death at least the sonofabitch is dead.

Uday now this is a different matter. I think that the world have misjudged this good and fun loving man. He could not help be Saddam’s son or be raised by him. Still think about it this way even though he was Saddam's older son he fall out of favor with Saddam to the point that for a while Saddam exile him to Switzerland even though of course he too ashame of himself to call it exile. Still this is unhear of in the Arab world the first born son should never be treat him like this for no good reason though of course in Saddam's pervert case the no good reason was that poor Uday just did not have the black and evil heart like the younger son Qusay who may have be even worse than Saddam if that was it possible.

Now some people will say that Uday was a abuser of good Arab girls and womans that he would have them by force be take them to his mansion and he would force them to have sex and then he kill them and they are never hear from them again. Well ok if this is true then I will say fine good that he is dead but on the other hand where is the proof of this? I do not believe it because I know how Arab mans thinks. When they find out that they girls have be fucked by a man and not be marry a good many times these mans will kill these womans of they own families even they own daughters and call it well this is a matter of honor for the family.

If you do not believe me well all I can tell you is just to do you research in to the goings on of the Arab world and you will find that this is right. Of course in Saddam's Iraq there was one good thing of a very few good things which was that this kind of so call it honor killings was not allow. So they have to do this shit in secret. So there you have it. Uday Hussein was in my opinion unfairly maligned just because he like to fuck womans and girls and to party down. What woman in her right man will tell him no just look at all the money and power he have even though he was out of favor he was still the son of Saddam.

Any woman can be fucked by at least one man or another I do not give a fuck how good and religious they claim to be or even if they are a filther disgust homosexer lesbian. Any woman can be fucked though you have to exercise some tact in some cases. Who knows what line of bullshit Uday use to lure these girls and womans to his mansion. That is beside the point they fall for his come ons so it is on they heads what happens next. Uday probably he fuck them and tell to them ok now I am through with you pussy get you ass on back home. Then when they get there they father ask them where in the hell have you be and they say oh Uday Husein have be kidnap me and rape me father.

At that point the father knew there was only one thing to do and that is to kill this little whore daughter of his and I am sorry but that is just that. For that matter in some cases be may they have not even be around Uday Hussein they just say this as a excuse to be out with some trash be may one of Saddam's guards or what have you a official of the government for example just some man who is not important but who understandably want some of that pussies and so feed her a line of shit and she fall for it boo hoo.

In other words Uday was like what I have hear call him the Boogie Man just a convenience excuse for these slutty girls to go out and get they some dick. Well they pay for they lies didn’t they?

I am sorry that Uday is dead I think he would have be a good man to party with and would have be a good friend even though he is son of the crazy evil bastard Saddam. I have hear it say how he have in his mansion pictures of the Bush girls the twins Barbara and Jenna. Who knows be may if he could have had his way with them and fuck them both or even just one of them that might have be a way all of them together could have make some kind of arrangement. They still could have got rid of Saddam and Qusay and put Uday in power and Jenna or barbara or both could be his wives and by now Iraq would be a happy, secure, propserous place and permanence ally and friend of the United States.

Well I guess we will never know now.

Sherey Doing As Well As Can Be Expected

2007-02-10T17:43:00.000-08:00

For a while now I have be in a bind as to what to do about Sherey. The days that I was in the hospital was worrys me and even I do not want to take the time to go to Washington even to get my citizenship buy for me all because of worry about her. Still nothing I can do. Just yesterday i go me to Kimi’s Korner to buy her some food. She like baloney and also I am know that she is get more like a animal every day and so just to be on safety side I buy her ten can of Alpo dog food.

Then off I go to Sherey’ apartment because today her mother is finaley be home from the half way house and there she is. Now what am I go to do if she want me to give her some heroin? I still have plenty of course in a storage building in Cincinnati but I am afraid she is makes a big mistake if she start this up this fast because they will be checks up on her and do blood tests on her to see if there be any thing bad in her system

When I go there she is talks about how much she wants to have her something and I say well better wait for a while and she says ok and still she keeps brings it up. Not one word yet about her daughter Sherey or even about little Ruthie who have be missing now for months and who is dead of course but she does not know about this. All she talk about is thanks me for pays her rent and keep talk about how much she wish she could have something and then finaley she brings up Sherey, says that it was all her fault she gets arrested her and in trouble. Not one word as far as worry about what has be happened to Sherey or Ruthie either one and as far as the other kids go they are be takes them by the state.

she starts crys about this but of course I know this is just because she wants that money she gets from the state for they. Shit she is lets me date her underage daughter because I keep her in heroin though she do not know that in reality it is not for me that I want Sherey but for my dog Thor to fuck her. But the more I think about it the more I doubt she will even care about this. Still there is no need for her to know any thing about this.

And then it hits me Thor he have be sad and worrys because he do not get him any female human pussy and so I tell her listen now that you are home you can go back to pay your rent and bills ok? She look at me and about to have a heart attack oh please what will I do I can not pay rent I will be out on the street. I will never get my kids back and she starts breaks down and crys and so I tell her ok here is what we can do if you let my dog fuck you I will keep pays you rent for you. But you have got to swear not to be let any other man fuck you because I do not want to take the chance of my beloved dog come catch a human sex diseases.

Then I pay you rent and bills include even cable and phone and plus give you extra money besides to buy you food and cigarretes. How much money she ask me and I say that depends on how good you do for Thor you keep him satisfies him you will want for nothing. But no you be fucking anything else person or otherwises.

I have to think about this she said I know this is what you have be real doing with Sherey all that time because she breaks down crys and tells me. I whip her ass for let you do her like that but then she seems to like it and she will not do it if she do not. She is going over all this in her head like she is real talking out loud to her self and I am thinks yeah bitch as long as you get you drugs what the fuck do you care that you fifteen year old daughter be fucking a grown mans German Shephard dog while he watch.

Anyway I decide ok why deny it I just said nothing and tell her ok you think about it and let me know and she just shakes her head ok. So off I go and in my line of vision I see the old abandon house that is about fall it down and where I have Sherey hide her and I go in through a brake up window. Down the old creaky steps I go then and there I hear her panting and soon I see her but she growling until she see it is me. Then she start panting but is acts worry and ever now and then she still growls.

Have you be a good girl Sherey like I tell you I have some good food for you here. So I toss her a rump roast that I cook earlier and a big bunches of raw ground beef and about five pounds of baloney and so while she digs her into this I open up the cans of Alpo there is like ten of them. Every week I be doing this shit I bet I leave her ten pounds of food down here at least every week. So you see she is not going to stare to death I am just hopes that no one catches her here. Good that she is afraid to leave the building or at least she acts like she is so that makes it better to hide her here for a while until I figure out what I am going to do with her.

While she eats I look around the ground of the old dirt floor and see a few bones of the spiks that I bury here a few months back and so I see she have some bones to gnaw on still but I decide be may it would be a good idea to bring her some more. I do not see any more rats so I am think damn be may she has killed them and eat them all or it could just be they are afraid of her to get around her and so they hide more than when I first see them here.

Then I see something and hear a moaning sound and look and there is a old man a old tramp a street person as they call them. I even recognize him I have be see him around before his name is Garry. He is moans him and crys and I hear him say please help me and I go towards him and see it look like a big piece of flesh has be tore him out of his thigh and from he arm too and he is looks desperate like he is will die any minute now. I go toward him and all of suddens Sherey starts growl real meanacing like and comes towards me.

Ok Shrey ok do not worry I am not going to take him away from you but she rushes past me and growls and grab he arm in her mouth and try to drag he away with her arms and mouth and right then the life just go right away from him and he die I think from fright.

Ok Sherey I tell her it is ok he is you belong to and you have this other stuff here and so I go away now. Just what I need I think to myself as I gets away from there as quick as I can. She now has a taste for living human flesh and blood. I was such a hurry to get me out of there I do not even think to give her some water. Bu on the other hand shit the last time I was here I leave her several gallons in a big metal tub be may that will be enough to do her for a while anyways.

Do Not Vote For Jonathon Sharkey-Fake Vampyre For President

2007-01-29T13:33:00.000-08:00

Ever since I buy my citizens or that is ever since Uncle Massoud buy it for me I have be interest in my be able to vote especially vote for President of the United States. I do not know yet what party I will be or who I will vote for and so I have be study and do research on different people that run for president and other offices.

I thought I have see everything but this one is something else. Here is a man who say he is a devil worshiper and he is a vampyre. But he is go to run for President and he swear that he is go to win. That is his picture there just look at him hahhahahaahaahaahhhhaaahahhaa.

Then he says he will impale terrors and killers. Well more power to him on that one I hate terrors and killers too. But then he say that he will do the same thing to drug deals and other crimnals. Now this is going too fucking far and I resent this very much.

I like to do drugs and some time I like to sell them to. It brings me great joy to spread happiness by way of good drugs like cocaine and opium and other good stuff and marijuana too. When I final start my new religion this is go to be a big part of it. Not only to spread happiness but to make a lot of money.

Besides nothing is better than to get a pretty young girl high and then fuck her real good and hard. Then you have you a sex slave for life. She is either addict to you drugs or she is addict to you dick. In my case she will be addict to both so it is a win win for me. Plus they all love it in my case so really it is a win win win.

Jonathon Sharkey do not have a chance of winning President he is full of shit. Just look at this stupid argument he lose to this man I know and name of Patrick on comments of Patricks blog. For him to let a fool like Patrick get the bester of him tell you all you need to know. Still you never can tell what these kind of people might do to make a name for they selves. He can cause a lot of people a lot of trouble for no good reason. And since he do not like Arabs he might hurt some people that it might effect me and this is something I will not put up with. I have be involve in selling drugs and in selling young girls for sex trade too such as I do with Leann. It is a good life and I will not let people like this imbecile interfere just to makes a name for they selves.

But I think I have the solution. A while back this girl swore her soul to me with her last breath before she die. The story about it is include in this post. Therefore I can now command her spirit. Jonathon Sharkey is a devil worship and a vampire and so his soul is open to be spy on by this girl and she will tell me all I need to know about her. And so last night I invoke her and just early this morning I receive my answer from her. Jonathon Sharkey is no person to be concern my self with. Just the same she is watches him for as long as I want and if I give the word she will attack him in his dreams and suck his life force and make him a real vampire. But he will be a vampire slave to me.

That is just what I need a male bitch vampire. Now that is what you call power over the spirit world.

To Cure A Filther Disgust Homosexer Queer

2007-01-22T11:06:00.000-08:00

Suppose you have be out walking one day and you on the beach and it early in the morning and you are horny as hell and want some pussy and wonder where you might find you some. Then all of sudden you hear a sound and you turn around and you see this:

So you are think this would be an answer to a prayer, right? Well, in this case you will be dead wrong. The woman in the picture above is a woman name of Sonia Belle and she is a lesbian. She is thirty eight years old and according to her description which is on her blog, she has wear no clothes at all since she is a grown woman now and though she is a marry woman with two teen ages girls she is a lesbian and will never betray her man with another man.

Well until she meet me that is. She do not know this yet but on of these days I am going to get me some of that pussy. I am going to cure this woman of lesbianism.

You see since I am going to start me my own religion now which in time will take the place of all religions then I am going to have to have a mission in life. I will have many suich missions and one of these is I am going to cure homosexerism. Yes Sonia belle that includes I will cure lesbianism.

You see actual I have do this thing before. I disguise myself after shave all my faces hair and even on my legs I disguise myself as a girl and pick up a woman in a queiers bar. The best looking one I could find but I have to fight her big butch bull dyke girlfriend and I really whip her ass. They were not getting along away so even though the queiers bartender tell me to leave Rhonda she leave with me.

I ate that pussy which believe me when I tell you I can eat pussy bester than any fucking lesbian woman can so from that moment on she was mine and then gradually I fucked her. When she felt my big eighteen inches logn hard cock go up into her she was first shocked and afraid though she do not resist I guess because she thinks I have a strap on dildo. I fuck her hard but I have to scrunches up mydick wih the power of my mind to where it is just fourteen inches long as this was all she could reall take otherwise I might have really hurt her.

All the time I was thrusting inside of her she was screaming and crying and begging and all of a sudden I stopped pretending to e a woman queiers and I told her in my natural mans voice "hey guess what I am not a lesbian I am a man and this is not a dildo this is my big fucking dick hahahahahahahhaahahahhahhahahhah."

When she leave after we are finished and she see me standing there naked and see my dick and balls and me laughing at her she just stare and start crying and then she grab her clothes and put them on and telling me I have to go home please don't hurt me. I promised her I would not that I had just do what I set out to do and will do it again some time. She said okay that would be alright but now she have to go home.

The next time I see her was almost three months later and was in Georges Covington Chili restaurant and she was just sit there and stares at me. Let's go fuck I said to her and she said no I do not want to please leave me alone.

Fuck you then bitch I said one of these days you will come to me and beg me and then I will just laugh at you you stupid whore. As I left she started breaking down and crying with her head down on the table, distraught and in a state of uncontrollable grief because she knew by her stubbornness she had lost me forever.

Come to find out she ended up had to be committed to an insane asylum. She is still there so far as I know, but on the other hand this has been more than two years ago.

Be may if I had been more gentle and soothing with her it would have be diffeent, but this do not matter. What this proves is that a woman who is a lesbian is a sick and weak minded woman with devils in her head, but deep down, she is still a woman, and a woman needs a dick. Every woman can be fucked by some man and will enjoy it I know this bitch sure did love getting fucked by me while it was happening because her pussy keep wet and she have several orgasms.

As for the pussy little queier in the short leather pants and best in the faggot bar that kick me out that night I got my revenge on him as well. I went back in there this time just dresses as myself. Rhonda was not in there but her girlfriend was in there and she do not recognize me but was talk about how her girlfriend was be raped and in bad condition. I felt bad about this. I feel responsible ecasue she left my apartment by herself in a hurry and it was real early in the morning, well before sunrise. I should have walk her home at least a part of the way.

Anyway I ignore all the other patrons and flirted with Marty the bartender and whenhe finds out how big my dick is and how I can control it with my mind and make it stay hard as long as I want and even make it move around when hard like a big snake and even can snap it like a whip he do not believe me at first. But all he care about is how big it is. I let him feel it as I willed it to get hard.

Then I took him out and I beat the living fucking shit out of him I man I beat him bloody. "You had better not ever kick me out of a bar again you filther disgust homosexer queier" I warned him and furthermore I am a man not on of you sick bastard kind. He begs me for mercy and so after a while I leave him alone.

He do not come back to work after that I guess he knows what he gets now for being a homosexer and have changes his ways.

Some people say that homosexer queiers this is normal but this is bullshit. There is nothing normal about it it is a sickness a disease of the mind and soul. A lesbian can be cured of this shit just be take her somewhere and fuck her which no matter what she tells you is really what she wants deep down inside. Be may they have be fucked by their fathers or something like that and are ashamed and so because they still need sex they turn to womans. But a good fucking will straighten them out.

And the same with a man homosexer such as the ones that are on this blog Notice on the blog the first thing you see is about politics well the first post there now is. As if they really give a shit about they country. All they care about is sucking dicks and drinking down cum and be fucked in the ass and all the other vile disgust things homosexers do. Politics and other things is just a means to the end of doing these vile things. That is what they want. But what they need is to just have the shit beat out of them every day until this sickness is drive it out of them. How many people are keep going to do something that gets the shit beat out of them? Believe me they will change in time and they do not have to try to change, the change will come about natural and they will become what they are mean to be-sexually sane.

Therefore Sonia belle, get ready, one of these days I will find you and then I will be coming to fuck you and cure you and make you the real woman that judging from your picture God obvousley intended you to be.

Another Body Buried

2006-11-28T08:32:00.000-08:00

Now that I am no longer a Muslim or should I say now that I no longer call myself this I feel no restrains to do what I have to do. I have be fucking Amanda a lot these last few days and have be think about takes her back. On Halloween she want to come see me and when she come she is dresses up like a pirate of all things and even her have a fake mustash but it is draws it on with marker ink. And she have a patch over her left eye and wear a bandana.

"I am a Pirate of the carribbean" she tells me. "What is the difference from one pirate to another one" I ask her. She was wear these baggy pants with baggy shirt and she look ridiculous but I tell her it is a good costume.

She tell me she is go to a Halloween Party and ask me if I want to come and I ask her is who going to be there. She said Shirley and I said oh what will she be go as a fat ass pig? She laugh and said oh no she is go as a witch and have a nice costume I bet you will not recognize her either she look real different.

Then it hit me. I would not have recognize Amanda either if I do not know she is coming. So why the hell not. This was three days before Halloween night so I decide I am go to make myself a present so I dress as my favorite character from Arabian Nights who is Aladdin. I go out early the next day and I buy different parts of my costume in diofferent places and ont henight of the party me and Amanda we go to the place.

I decide not to drink becasue my job I have to do tonight requires me be sober but Amanda she misunderstands and tells a friend I am a Muslim. It is another sign that my plan is foolproof.

I sneak out of the party and then I head to the immams house. It is not that many people out so I make it there almost unseen but except for some drunks and some kids out try to hustle they butts. I ignore them when they whoop at me I have too many important things to do than be distract me by this human trash.

The immam is homeand so I knock on he door and I pose like a filther disgust homosexer queiers. Sure enough he opens up his apartment door and say who are you now but he say it in a friendly way and he add that is a good look costume you have on.

"Is that you Ahmed?", he asks me and I says I am tonight who you want me to be. I say it in a obvious fake voice mean to be act like a disguise beause I do not know this Ahmed so obvious I do not know how to imitate his voice though I am real good at do that kind of thing. I just casual walk inand the immam that old queier he is obvious excited him at the thought I am one of his queier fuck lovers.

Once I am inside I take off my turban and then he says with shock in his face "you".

I tell him yes you fucker it is me and now I am going to kill you. He begs me not to kill him andpromises me he will give me money and I said okay then give me all you money. He gives me all hehas a little over four thousand dollars. Okay this is good ofyou I say but not good enough. I have more he says but I say well that is too bad I think I willkill you anyway.

He begs me but I strangle him and he barely put up a fight the coward just lays there and he pisses and shits all over he self. Soon he is dead and I leave. I do not care who sees me you see becsue i am in a disguise. So I go back to the party and all of this take just a little over thirty minutes so Amanda she is just begins to wonder where Ihave go to.

The old fucker was send him back to his home in Saudi Arabia and no mention of how he die just that it was suspicous but not a lot say about it on the news just one station that I know ofmention it one time in passing and even the Muslims here do not mention it.

Uncle Massoud he say that it was awful how he die from be strangled and I ask him oh how is this with a dick down his throat. You are a cruel person Muhammed he tells me. If only he really know.

The Last Ramadan

2006-10-26T19:25:00.000-07:00

Ramadan is over at last. And I have make up my mind never will I go through this shit again. For the entire time I do not smoke, I do not drink alcohol, and I do not have any sexes with any woman, I go to the mosque and keep to my prayer schedule. Uncle Massoud he was so proud of me but the entire time I am think why I am doing this crazy shit.

I was have nightmares the last few nights but was determines I would go through it and even I give to charity though I feel the whole time it was I who needs help.

I have be accussed of on even this blog by people who do not know me of not be a good Muslim and even that I be a fake Muslim. Well guess what? These people they are right. Not entire right but in a way. You see I was born a Muslim. If you are born a Muslim that is all there is to it. You are assummed that you are a born Muslim and that is that.

If it were not for my mother I doubt I would have make it this long but she tells me the only time you real have to be a good Muslim like the Qu'ran says to do is during Ramadan. Even in these times I am not a good Muslim though but I am determine this time I will be.

So last Sunday night Uncle Massoud asks me to stay with Mara. He have work he have to do at the store and can find no one else so I agree. All this time she is still in a catatonic state and I am thinking, now this is my fault. Just like all things that are my fault like what has happen to Leann and the state of mind Sherey is in now just like a wild animal and how in a way it is my fault little Ruthie her sister is dead now and her body way out in the woods in a Easter Bunny costume.

Well I almost forget to tell how the night before I have a nightmare and Mara she raise up in her bed and look me straight in the eyes and is mad as the hells and says something but I can not hear her or understand what she says and she lays back down and there is Uncle Massoud like from out of nowhere ask me what she say. But I do not know.

So it is the next day and here I am sitting here. Uncle Massoud have be taking good care of her. Making sure she is well fed and bathed her and turns her so she will not get bed sores and massages her arms and legs and all kinds of things.

So I am alone with her now and looking at her and thinking all of this is my fucking fault how she is. I have a obligation to her and to Massoud to make things right I am thinking.

So just like that I uncover her and I undress her and then I fuck her. I fuck her a bunch of times really and hard. Man do I ever fill her up with cum. But can you believe it all these times and I am get no response from her no not even so much as a smile or a frown or a sigh. Her eyes do not open and there is no moves from her at all. It is like fucks a dead woman except I get her pussy moist by rubbing it. That is the only reaction I get from her her pussy quivers and moves.

Well anyway after three times I am disheartened and I guess to myself well I have do it now it is still Ramadan. So I have failed after all even though I meant to do this for a good reason to try to bring this bitch back to life and sanity. What was I thinking?

So anyway I have to bathe her now and so I do and make sure I get her dry off real good and back to bed and cover her up and all this time no sign of life from her. Man do I ever feel like a stupid idiot.

But then it hit me. I am not only not a good Muslim I am not a Muslim at all just like some people have be accusses me of. So that is the way it is then.

There is no God. It is all nonsense. How could there be and let me go through with all this? So I have had it. I am something better than this and mean for bigger and better things. I am a American citizen now as I explained in my last post.

Even more important than that, I am me, Muhammed Shahiri. And I can do whatever the fuck I want to do. And on the last Sunday night before the end of ramadan i fucked my catatonic aunt. It do no good she is still out of her right mind. But I know now I have only to be patient. Everything will work out for me in the end. It always does.

I Am American At Last

2006-09-28T22:05:00.000-07:00

These last two weeks have be the happy days of my life. I have finally achieve my dream of these last few years. I have become a American. It was not easy and I was afraid for some time it would never happen but finally I take a trip up to Washington and I have a private meet with a official from the INS and he give me a test. I pass it but I do not make perfect score. I tell the man I would like ot have a perfect score but he says that no one ever do this I would be the first. He assures me that I do good enough I am just as much a American as if I make a perfect score on the test. No more no less.

Then he make me swear a oath of allegiance and he signs my papers and he says well congratulations. I was so happy I could have busted but there was no one else there no other foreign peoples even no other Arabs or Muslims no one but me.

I was like a man with my head in the cloud all the way back to Covington Kentucky and I told Uncle Massoud this was the best day of my life. He said well you should be glad this bullshit it put me out 20,000 dollars and I said well I should have got a perfect score on my test then. He said you are fucking crazy you do not even come close to pass the test just be grateful he give you what he do.

He was right but just the same I could tell he was piss off and aggravate at everything. After all his stupid son Omar have already vost him all kinds of money and will have to buy him a assummed name and still he will never be safe to come back to America at least not to Covington Kentucky. And on top of that Mara is still in a catatonic state and just stares out all day and know nothing and can say nothing. Massoud even have to bath her and make sure she be feed her intravenously. It is begin to look like she will never be any better.

Still, I will not let him ruin my good mood. I promise him I will pay him back as soon as I sue Covington Kentucky for how Amandas counselor Rachel acusses me of be responsible fo rthe disappearance of Leann. WHen I say this I though he was go to run off the road so I have to shout at him to keep he eyes on the road.

You had better be good now he said. I do not know what kind of shit you are plan to do next but you had better lay low and not cause any more trouble. God only knows what more trouble you are go to cause me with you mischief. Just because you are a American now that do not mean you can get away with you antics in fact it should make you want to live a good life for once.

I guess he is right too. God has blessed me with much good fortune, be may more thanI deserve.

Terrorists Cells And Cell Phones

2006-08-15T20:16:00.000-07:00

I go back to the hospital yesterday for a follow up and I see my doctor and he is asking all these questions and tells me I should talk to the polices. I told him I have no use for the fucking polices after things they have accusses me of and this makes him look even more strange than usual. He eyes bug out and then narrow and then he suck in his lips and look over top of he glasses. And he say well it is up to you but if you have some one poisons you you had bester be careful.

The he ask me a real strange question which was only strange because of the way he ask and it was do I have a cell phone. Of course I said who in the hell do not. And he said well I was just curious if you get suspicous of someone you are around you can call someone in emergency but I know he is lies to me. At the time I do not know why though I should have.

It have be all over the news about these Arabs that have been catch them buying big lots of cell phones and have they maps of a bridge up north. Cell phones they say you can use to detonate explosives. Well of course they lie about it and say they just want to sell them over. And so they have let them go. It is no wonder Americans have be not trust in their leaders as it is obvious to everybody what these young men were up to. What do have surveillance maps of bridges have to do with sell phones. And who ever heard of buy phones retail and sell them for a profit? You buy them at bulk at wholesale if this is true.

Even I know this. It is like when I go to Egypt and buy melons from farmers and sell them on the road. Now how much money would we have be make if we buy them at a store or a market and go around and try to sell them at a profit. Of course we would lose our ass in one trip and people would just laugh at us.

It is no wonder too that Americans do not trust Arabs or any other Muslim. And American politicians who are weak cowards like this they are not making matters bester no they are making them worster.

Hezbollah-The Army Of God

2006-08-15T20:01:00.000-07:00

While I am in hospital I have nothing to do all day but watch television and so I try to keep up on the news especial the news from the middle east It overjoy my soul to see how the fucking little punk ass country Israel is gets its ass be kicked by Hezbollah in Lebannon.

Oh sure I know there are those who say it is Israel who is kicks ass and take names. But that is only propoganda as far as I am concern. I use to think that Hezbollah are be nothing but trouble makers and that they should be get rid their asses of them by whatever means. And it is true they are responsible for killing some American soldiers back in the eighties which I object to strenous because I am loyal to America now and I love this country.

Israel though that is another matter. When me and my mother and her people used to travel the country we would have to be hold up for days before we go to Egypt which the only way to do is by travel through Israel. They are arrogant motherfuckers and treat you like shit. I was a young boy then and things like this well they stick with you. They cost us a lot of money. Some of the things we buy wholesale they are perishable items and do not last long so we have to limit what we buy and sell to non-perishable goods. There is more money there anyways but that is not the point. We still lost money from losing time for security reasons be stopped and checked and all this bullshit and one time we were hold up for more than two weeks because of a name one of our people have that turn up on a list. For a while I was afraid we all would be in an Israel jail. But thank great Lord God Almighty Allah we escaped this fate.

It was not unusual though for us be hold up for as much as three days or more and before long we stop go to Egypt all together. I am almost certain sometimes that the cancer that kill my mother was from some vaccine she gets in Israel that was be test as a weapon. One day I get real sick myself from this shit. But I can not stay sick long. One old man though he die almost a hour after we leave Israel and go through Golan and back to Syria. He have a massive stroke and die almost immediately. I swear sometimes I think they were try to kill us all one at a time.

Still, it was wrong of Hezbollah to do what they used to do and I am sure now they have change and not like this and mean no harm to the US though of course they are mad that the US is seen as supports Israel. Well, who would not be?

I am hope that George Bush is will open his eyes and see the light and turn his back on these Jews. They are out to dominate not just the Middle East but the world as well. I am think they be may deep down he do not agree to a cease fire because he is glad to see that Hezbolah is kicking Israels ass and hope they will destroy them. He can not say this of course. But he is a Christian and all Christians know that Jews killed Jesus. If that do not prove you can not trust a Jew then nothing does.

Well they will be go soon and all those who support them they are on the wrong side of history and will eventual have to answer to Allah in the presence of all his great prophets which include not just Muhammed but by the way Jesus.

They have call a cease fire now I have see. But it is far from over in fact it is just the beginning of the end for the vile and filther state of Israel.

Sex Crazed Nurses And Me Not In The Mood

2006-08-15T19:43:00.000-07:00

I guess I might as well tell the worster thing of all about my stay at hospital. I have all kinds of people come to see me and one of them was Rachel this bitch nigger who is counselor to Amanda and now is the same with Shereys mother. But I am going to sue the city of Covington so I tell her to get the fuck out of my room. I almost have a heart attack yells at this bitch and I sure make my self that much sicker. She tells me now I just want to talk to you about Mary it is not about Leann or Amanda and i said get out of here you fucking nigger whore. So she go away. Be may I should not have said this word because almost every person who working here is a nigger. But they do not seem to mind if they know about it at all. Anyway when I final file my lawsuit against Covington now there will one more coffin in a nail for it as they say here.

I was surprise that Amanda do not come to see me and neither do Louise but I do get a visit from believe it or not Shirley who is a fat ass bitch that is Amandas best friend. She was act so care and concern but I know she is put on and probabal Amanda put her up to come to see me. Still I try to act like I believe her but I can tell she is fake that fat smile of her and sweet words that are over do it. She was only there for ten minutes and it feel like a hour though and was I ever glad when she final do leave.

Elisabetha she come one day and was real concern because after all I was in Gold Star and be talk to her off and on when I get sick. But other than her and Massoud no one come to see me. You see now what kind of friends I have.

Anyway all of the nurses and aids they are constant around me and it do not take long to catch on for me that they are want to get a look at this big dick of mine. After so long when certain one they come along I make sure that I am act asleep and have it hang out over the edge of the bed like it is accident. I hear one woman she gasp and I almost bust out and laugh.

But what happens one day I am mad because they send this man to give me a bath and I say you are not going to give me a bath what are you a fucking filther disgust homosexer queier or something. He said well we assume that since you are a Muslim you would be ashame to have a woman see you down there. It is really amazing what Americans believe about Muslims. The next thing you know someone will be accuse me of want to blow up the hospital.

Anyway he say oh I will just wash you on you back and you can wash that area down there. I told him I will have you know that is not a “area” that is my dick. I can tell anyways that he is a fucking fag and he is not about to touch me anywhere especial in that “area”.

From that point on I have only a womans to wash me and one day I get three baths in one day. I think the bosses catch on though because the next day it is down to one and the woman who do it is a old woman and ugly. Little do they know she is as hot for this big cock of mine as the rest of they and I could have fuck her if I want but why bother.

The nigger womans they are incredible in they lust for me they do not even try to hide it while the white woman they play they coy little games as always exept for the older ones who are of a age now they know it is useless to play hard to get and coy so they are more open about it. Still all the time I was there I am in no mood to be fucking anyone still but by the time I am ready to leave I know I have five phone numbers in my wallet. All five of them are nigger womans and one older one too she is always laughing and try to joke but I know she have one thing on her mind.

The white womans I could have got they numbers as well but would have to ask them. And I was not in the mood although this younger one that was kind of shy I was tempted to ask her. She was marry and have this blonde and brown hair it was to her shoulders and straight and she hav freckles and god do she want to fuck she turn red when she around me and one time I feel her ass and she breathe hard and act like she do not notice. Well this was me act like I am out of it and so I feel her pussy too. I know she like it but was afraid and so she leave real quick. But she come back around every day as soon as she start her shift but most of the time I am not in the mood to fuck with her.

Okay I will admit I do have one woman number that is white woman but she is be marry and I think she is a hospital administrator. She tell me this her private number in case I need to tak about my stay in the hospital and need help to pursue follow up therapy. Yeah right I thinking. She is tells me to only call her on such and such a day and at such and such a time. I know what she want and so do she but still I am not interest. I have too much on my mind now to be worry me with this foolishness.

My Near Death Experience

2006-08-15T19:12:00.000-07:00

My apologies for not be update the blog for some time now but after what i saw at the house as i told ni my last post I have be very upset. After this I have got very sick and in fact have be in the hosptial where I feel like I will die. It seem that for every day I was in this god awful place I was go to come that much closest to dying. That is the truth.

First of all Uncle Massoud he finally come home from Canada where he have be visiting with Omar and he is hopping mad at me. He tells me I know now what have been happenned with Ruthie how she died because of something that she drink in your apartment. Omar tells me of how she do this while you are not there and of how you tricked him into having sex with her by telling her this is the only thing that wil save her and then you film it and she dies anyway and of how you and him take her and dispose of her body and kill three more people besides and them all teenagers and bury them together. What in the hell kind of person are you?

It is his fault that she is dead I tell him you should thamk me he should not have be let her hang around him anyway. I did nothing but protect him. All the time I am talking I am wondering just how much Omar really have told to him. About how I then blackmail him into fucking Mara hisown mother while she was on the same date rape drug that killed Ruthie by accident and of how then I cause Thor my dog to fuck Mara and blackmail both her and Omar. I am thinking okay now if he told Massoud all ofthis I am a dead man.

But evidently he did not tell him all of this. He was still mad at me though though he thinks Omar just leaves the area for shame over what happenned with Ruthie. He do not know what to think really he is mad at his so for be involved in this mess and mad at me for what he thinks I do to help him but he is gratful at the same time. He tried to change thesubject by ask about Mara but mara is still catatonic and have not yet come out of it.

So we ate supper that night he bring some food in from a place on the road and he shares it with me but i am not hungry. He keep talkingto me all the time and I am barely hears him. Aftr some time I decide well it is time for me to leave. But I do not go home right away I decide I am go to go to the Gold Star Chili. I do not want to go home I am still upset over everything. I am especially upset still over what I see from Sherey at the old abandoned house living there like she was like a fucking animal and all alone there with nothing but five rotting corpses I have buried in the dirt floor of the basement there.

So I go to the Gold Star and there is Elisabetha and she is acting interested in see me and talk to me and is friendly and is flirts with me but at the time I barely notice. She is asking me about what is like to be Muslim because she is a Christian and she as ask me is it okay in my religion to be friends with a Arab woman even though she is a Christian. All the time I am thinking I should not have come here. But she keep filling my coffee and try to make conversation with me and the old man who runs the place I can feel him staring a hole through me.

That is the last thing I remember really the next thing I know I am at the hospital and just a few days ago I have be released from it and still not feel good.

As you who read this know though I changed over to Haloscan for my comments from what Blogger has which is a cheap looking thing I never like it. So if anyone reads this who have some advice for me as to what to do and take care of all these problems I will appreciate it. You see I found out at the hospital that I have be poisoned and it was intenton of someone to poison me to death.

Uncle Massoud come to see me and he deny strogly that he have anything to do with it so I am think okay that old fucking man at the Gold Star he donot want me to b friends with Elisabetha let alone me fuck her. That is all right his day ios comes around. In themeantime like I said any advie I would appreciate. Sometimes I feel like God has deserts me. I guess though when a person be get sick and near to die you can have all kinds of cazy thoughts like this.

Animal Instincts

2006-07-27T10:14:00.000-07:00

i have been hold off some in telling the follow story because to tell you the truth it have be bothering me the last few days…well ever since it has happen really which have be over a week now…..i really do not know what to make about it but one thing i know for sure……it is my responsible for it i know that……..what i will do about it now i have no idea……but something will have to be do about it that is for sure…….

a few nights after i buried juan and the other spik bodies in the basement of the abandon house which is a few house down from where sherey have live with her mother and sisters and brothers and what have you i think okay now it have be a few days be may i should go and take a look and see how things they be………but i had be afraid to do this…..after all they have a say here in america that the criminal one he will always return to the scene of the crime……

but i went to go to see shereys mother at the halfway house and she have tell me that there have be no sign of sherey yet……no one have any idea of where she is…..she had kick sherey out of the house now because sherey have be steal all her drugs and be take them and then she was caught buy her some more drugs and so was arrest and have be in this halfway house and now she is worry about sherey………she was cry and say first i have lost little ruthie and now sherey is be gone and it is my fault……

i real feel sorry for her so i tell her now try not to worry i will look around and see if i can find some about where she might be…….i feel responsible anyway because i am the one who have give shereys mother the heroin in return for let sherey pretend that me and her go with each other though of course sherey was giving pussys to thor not to me……

so anyway i am think now okay i can go in this house and if someone catch me there i can pretend that i am look for sherey since the building be so close to they house it would make a good hide away i will explain……

just the same i decide i will take thor with me but i will leave him in the van and if someone come to the house he will bark and let met know…..thataways if i am look at where the bodys of the spiks they be bury in the dirt floor of the basement i will know to get out of there to another floor and i can pretend to be look around and i will be shouts out sherey…..where are you sherey are you here and all of that……

all the time i am go drive to this building i am think damn be may sherey might actual be there after all she is only a fifteen year old girl she have to be stays somewhere and this building close to where she be live it actual make sense……..

but first i go to shereys house i have be give a key to go in there so i do……..no more i am there five minutes than this nosey old woman the landlady come in and ask me what i do there…….i explain to her i am a friend of family and have be look for sherey who be miss still and i ask have you see some sign of her and she said no i do not and they are two month behind in the rent…….if they do not pay up she said she will have to evict them……..so i say okay look here i will pay you these two months and another six months i will pay you how is that……..i was think okay this is the least i can do……..she change her demeanor right away when she hear this and i whip out a big pile of bills and ask her how much it is and she say well the rent is seven hundred and fifty dollars a month and she is two months behind so……

and i said stop right there you have to be jokes me you charge seven hundred fifty dollars for a fucking dump like this and she said well it have four bedrooms and two bathrooms and a kitchen and a dining room and a utility room with a dryer and washer hook up and central air and heat and and all utility they be paid so if it is a dump is just because they have make it a dump………just look around you at holes in the wall and stains where they have be fires and stains all over the carpet from spill things and let it sit and not clean it up and i tell you they are lucky that……

so i said okay okay never mind here i will pay you the two months and for another two that is all i have on me right now and do not have my check book with me….so i will bring you the rest later…..so she said okay i agree with this…….then i said and please if you see some sign of sherey you call my number and if i am not home you leave a message……she said okay i will do that…….then i ask her do you know anyting about this house down the street that is abandon from no one live there for a long time………..i was wonder if be may she might be hide in there…….i tell her that be may she is afraid the law will take her off like they do her other brothers and sisters…she said well i guess that is possible but i doubt it……she said that place have be condemned by the city and it is keep lock it up tight as a drum………i said okay but just the same i think i will take a look around there……..

so i leave and i am think okay now i have established me a alibi with someone for reason for me to be in this old falling down house so now i will go there………..so i go up to the van and there is thor wait for me and start whine and bark and want out of the van but i say no boy you stay here thor i will be back in a minute now okay we drive down here to this old house and if someone start to go in it you bark real good and loud and be may i will hear you okay………i swear the way he look at me i would not have be surprise if he do not pipe upand say okay muhammed i will do that……….a lot of times i have thoughts like this and i will think okay i am have been smoking way too much opium…..but anyway i pull up in back of the building and i get out and leave thor there and i see a window that have be brake it out so i raise the window and i climb in and look around……..

everything is so far just as i remember it nothing but insulation be fall around from the walls and ceilings where roof have be it leaks……no wonder this place have be it condemned i am think now……so anyway i go to where are the steps down to the basement and i light my flash light and down the steps i go as i be careful not to step where they are missing steps from the old wooden steps that some have be warped and others even be rot…….

suddens as i go about half the way down i hear a sound like a move and i look down to where the bodys i have put them in a shallow grave in the dirt ground and there is see the body of the one who name of hector a fat spik and look like him have try to be raise up from his grave….i think i am about to have a heart attack right there……..i am think oh my god please great lord god alla if he rise up now from his grave what will i do what will i say please give me the power to overcome this evil……

i try to tell my self oh calm you self down muhammed he probabal was not really dead i just make a mistake when i bury him but obvious he went ahead and die anyway there is sure no such things as spiks they be rise from the dead………

but just about the time i try to get myself all calm down and think like a rational person i hear the most awful sound i have ever hear…..it is a growl like a wild beast actual more like a dog than was any thing else so of course i look at hectors body but i do not see no sign of him move yet all i see move is some rats that be move around him and then suddens just as soon as i see them go to him and start to gnaw they suddens scurry away and i hear another growl more louder and deeper and more vicous than before….then suddens i catch a sight of something else moves…….i shine my light in the direction of the growl and of the moves and i see a sight that make my blood run cold and the hair stand on ends……..

it is sherey………all raggedy her clothes barely hangs on her and dirty and her hair is matted and her is covered with grime and she look like a wild animal like a girl that have be total possessed by the demon spirit of a wild animal……and she is look at me now with curious look and her mouth open and tonue hangs out…..the look in her eyes is feral and she tenses up…..i say sherey it is me muhammed you know me don’t you….but suddens she lunges forward and starts to growl and then suddens she starts to bark and i start to back up the stairs in the most fear and terror i have ever feel in my life………

i think just in time to watch where i go or i might fall through these warps and rotted steps so i have to watch and i stop look at her even though her is come toward me but i glance up and see she have stop at the steps and when i go back to the top i look and she have be out of my sight now…..so i start to say again sherey it is me it is muhammed please talk to me sherey…….

i hear her move and a couple of times i hear her whine and then growl real fast but other than this nothing……so i go back dow a few steps just enough to where i can look around the bottom of the stair well and i hunker down and shine my light to where i hear her and there she is by hectors body….. say sherey what are you doing as i shine my light on her and she look at me and she bare her teeth and start to growl now worse than i have ever hear her growl yet………and she have a look of real hate in her eyes……..

then before i have a chance to move or to say another word sherey she put her head down on to hectors belly and open her mouth and start to bit into it as hard as she can and make growl sounds the whole time as she sahke her head around with her teeth gnaws into him and she start to eat there and then before i can even think about what i have see she reach down and grab a big hunk of something some kind of rotting guts and she look around at something else and growl and she biting on it and then she scurry off with it and then a bunch of rats come up closer to hectors body and they gather on it………

right then i feel my stomach turning it flip flops and i start to gag and by the time i make it up to the steps it is all i can do to keep from throw up right there but i make it out and then i make it to the van……….before i can make it i there though i puke my guts out……..then suddens while thor is whining and pawing at the window i hear a sound behind me and i turn in fear and think i am about to die right there and but it is the landlady she have watch me go in there…..and she say to me well do you go in there…..what is wrong with you are you okay…

and i say no it is just it stinks in there and there is rats down there too i see a few and i am deathly afraid of rats……she said yes i know i am have to keep rat poison out all the time i will be glad when they tear this place down…..you had bester not go in there any more you might get in trouble or be may you will catch you some disease or get hurt……that building is dangers she said…….and then she ask me so you do not see no sign of sherey…..and i said no sherey is no where around in there i am sure…….

this is all i have have on my mind almost ever since i have see this……it is just now that i have get me around to even post about it…..i almost decide not to to tell you the truth…….but i decide no i have to tell everything i can not leave nothing out……i have make up my mind i am going to tell all my the whole story no matter what……..

this though has be beyond anything i have yet experience…….i do not know what to make of it or what i am go to do about it

What Every Woman Wants Deep Down Inside

2006-07-21T23:09:00.000-07:00

the night after i mailed my present to brandy i went to the club and watched christina dance and stayed there all night and when she got off i have to wait outside for her for about thirty minutes and after that she come out and i take her to my apartment……i fucked her two times after she sucked my dick and all in all we spend about four hours doing this and she is i can tell satisfies with me more than any man she have ever be with…of course this is always the case when i fuck a woman…..i always say i feel sorry for any man who marry a woman i fuck especially if she was a virgin when i fuck her because from that point on no man is ever going to be able to measure up in any way to her epxectations…….

i have no doubt in my mind that if princess diana had not be killed nine years ago in france it would be the same situation i would be fucking the mother of the future king of england pretty much any time i want to and anything i want well i would have it with no problems and with no questions ask and this including by the way me tell her now you will leave dodi fayed and be marry you to me……

of course now i am in love with my cousin areanessa and i do not real care for any other woman but until such time as i can make massoud agree for her to be with me i will have my fun with any woman i want…..well almost any woman more than any other man can say i promise you that……

there are a few womans who have told me no but of course i know i could have them if i go about it just right but with all my other options why bother…….the one though who might be an excpetion is crazy brandy who is christinas sister……she have make it clear to me we are only friends and she do not even want me to touch her…that i can live with but when she go along with her boy friend juan and try to set me up that is the last straw…..now i have teach her a lesson…..i have chrisitina feed her good in food as well as sex and have her breakfast the next day…..i am out to make her fall mad in love with me and i am sure i have do the job so then it is time to take her home…..i wait until two o clock in the after noon because crazy brandy she always stay up late and get up late the next day…..so by the time we get to they house sure enough she have just be up for a few minutes when in come me and christina…….

linda of course she is happy to hear that me and christina might be a item because she think i am a rich arab oil millionaire and am not a believer in terrors and these killers who cause so much trouble and claim to be my rleigion though they are frauds really……brandy is look wild and she laugh her crazy laugh and accuse me of try to start shit by use her sister to get back at her and i said that is wrong brandy you and i are just friends really and christina said just mind you business brandy and linda says yeah shut up bitch…..she talk to her like this all the time really it is no wonder all her kids are they be fucked up in one way or another……the other daughter the middle sister jamie is a lesbian and a drug addict and christina is what you call a easy girl to fuck and dance in a bar though at least she say she want to pay her way through hair dressing school….and brandy is just a crazy bitch who is acts like she possessed by devils…..

they all agrue back and forth and then i notice the box i mail from the post office early yesterday morning and am happy to see it get here today….hey what is this brandy i say it have you name on it this box do…….she said nunya which mean it none of my business and then she grab it and look at it and say when do this get here…….god dam i tell you a hour ago it here linda said and she said well i do not know what it can be it do not have a name from who it from……be may it is from you boy friend juan i tell to her….and linda said juan and give a disgust sound and look…….well open it and find out i tell her…so she said well i will do that but she grab it up and take it in her bed room….

in the meantime linda set me down a cup of coffee and ask me to stay but i tell her i have to go to work later which is a lie but not really i can not stay away too long from mara….as linda start to say something else finally i hear a scream from brandy from her bedroom it is really a terrible sound and even surprise me though i was expects a reaction like this anyway…..linda she say what the hell is wrong and christina she look at me and shout out brandy brandy……before linda have make it halfway to her bedroom brandy come out and look at me with this weird look on her face it is almost a smile but i see a look mainly of disgust and even hate….she know well i have do this thing to her but what can she say…….there is not one god dam thing she can do about it and she knows that…..

what is wrong brandy i ask her……what was in the box from you look i bet it is something you have always want…..

the next thing i know she take off storming out of the house and i am wonder what linda will do……but she do not get it she said oh do not pay any attention to her she is just mad because you are with christina……..christina she said well that is just tough shit and she gets in my lap and soon we are making out……..

and so there you have it…..i have my revenge on some one in the two best possible ways and i have another my own personal sex slave to boot.

Christina And My Special Present To Brandy

2006-07-21T22:31:00.000-07:00

the next night i decide i would go to the club where amanda is a dancer to try to see if i can tell if she have be suspects anything as far as the truth about leann.....if she has be hear something i know she cannot hide it from me i can tell it in her eyes or by the way she hold herself and the tone of her voice......i am more worry now since me and hamil have be our friendship be ended just what he might have be say to the polices or what he may have put out about me........

as luck would have it amanda is nowhere around but lo and behold there is christina she is working there as a dancer and this is the sister of crazy brandy who tell to me to stay away from her sister that she is trys to make something out of her self and try to be a hair dresser.......

i watch her dance and i get her attention and hold up my glass and after some time she make her way to my table and we talk though she act like she do not remember have meet me before or even me be at her house where she live with her mother and her sister brandy........

i buy her a drink and before you know it one thing it lead to another and so i tell her i will pay her five hundred dollars to jack me off under the table.....she agree to this and so i have to scoot back some to keep my giant cock from stick out the other end of the table.........she be an expert at this jacking off and manages to angle my dick head up so when i cum it do not shoot out the other side.....i only hope someone remembers to clean up under the tables is all i can say because she make me cum it feel for a hour but it is not this long but still every bit of five minutes......

then i tell her i will give you two thousand dollars if you spend the night with me and do everything i tell you and she smile and say wow you must really like me and i said yes as far as that go i think be may i even love you.....she just smile and blush like a little girl when she hear this and she say then to me i don't know you dick is really big and i say oh do not worry i know how to contract it so i can fit it all in you good and will not hurt still....then i explain to her how when i was twelve my mother cathces me jack off and trick me into rubbing a potion on my dick that is make in part from asps venom and how it make my dick real big and more it even give me special powers over it......

she look at me and said oh you are making that up and i said no i am not i swear....and she said well i dont know i guess i can as long as there is no real strange stuff and nothing that hurt and is dangers.......and i do not want to be fuck in the butt either she said i do not care what powers you have in you dick.........i said oh that is okay i just want you to give me a suck my dick and be may we fuck two or three times....i swear it nothing crazy shit or will hurt.....

so she final say okay then i am off work tomorrow night we will do it then if you want to and i said that will be fine....then i say to her you dont remember me do you and then i reminds her of meet her at the cornerstone church and go to her house and how i have be brandys friend.....

she said oh yeah i remember you now but the way she say this is like she know it all the time....so then i say and when we get through i take you back to you house....she said oh i see you want to mess with brandy is that it.......and i said well in a way but i really do like you honest.......

so we talk for awhile and then final she agree for sure and after this i go to my apartment.....i find there the jar i look for and there is a note from hamil and it said you are one sick motherfucker muhammed....but lucky he have leave it there and not disturb it.....it is the dick and balls of brandys spik boyfriend juan and i have it in alcohol......

i remember one time when crazy brandy tell me she would like to cut my dick off and keep it in alcohol......i overlook this crazy shit and also i overlook how she tell me she will never let me fuck her that i am nothing but her friend and that is it.......honest i am being sincere here when i tell to you i can fuck any woman i want with very few exceptions...what few exeptions there are i could fuck if i put the time and effort and patience to it but why bother.....i have too many fucking options other than these few who insist i will never fuck them......

even princess diana before she get killed back in 1997.....had she not be killed i could have fucked her any time i want to and get anything i want from her and even this includes if i tell her to leave dodi fayed and marry me i know she will do it........

now brandy may be one of those rare few exceptions that i could never fuck......so what she is a crazy bitch be may even possessed by devils.....so even this i do not care about......but when she betray me to her spik friends and her spik boyfriend and try to help them set me up to do god only know what to me.....that is a different matter and i can not and will not let her get away with this shit...........

so i put the jar of juans dick and balls in alcohol in a box and i stuff it with cotton and i address it to brandy but do not put a return address on it......then i tape it up....the follow morning i take it to the post office and mail it.........brandy have go to be get a big surprise the next day........

but even more than this i am look forward to see her face when she find out i have be fuck christina.......which is what i really look forward to most of all because i am bet that will be some fine pussy.

The Awful Truth About Hamil

2006-07-21T22:13:00.000-07:00

when i get back to massouds house i have there the scare of my life….i walk in the door and there is hamil and a couple of his friends and i tell him and try to act calm what are you do be here i have be wait for you for three hours at the gold star chili……and he tell to me yes i know this but i have to be careful these days it is hard to know who i have i can trust……i call for thor and he come in and acting funny like he is afraid…….i have to go up the side of his head hamil he said he act like he is go to eat me up but he is not so big and bad now….but do not worry he will be okay…i want to kill him right there but i know i can not do this now so thor he come up to me and i pet him and he just look sad……..so muhammed hamil say we have to have a talk…..and i said okay but these mans here i want them out of here…hamil he nod to them and they walk out…….

then he pull a tape out of behind him on the couch and he say i have found here what i look for you see i have be to you apartment too and i find it and a lot of things too and include only half the money you owe to me so where is the rest of it…….i told to him that fool in alaska do not give to me the money that is because you try to have him kill me and then you try to have you wife to kill me be may if i have the money i deserve it for that but i do not have it because he never intend to give it to me anyways…….so he owe you the money……i do not tell to him of course that i do have the money and the heroin too and it is in a private storage building under a false name in fact a american one somewhere just outside of cincinnati……

he just shrugs and says to me it is a big misunderstanding i am sorry and i say so what is this tape and he says the one that show the immam go to see rahe hosmonari to have homosexer sex love…….it have nothing on it but these spiks kill rahe and then after they leave the immam he come and go i do not know what he is that upset for….and i said because one of these spiks is a muslim and the immam have pays them to do this thing to rahe and the others are happy to go along because of what happens to their friend in the store when i kill him and they blame this on rahe because he have be brag about what he do even though he do nothing really but cower on the floor…..

that is very interesting he said….now it is i who have something on him more even than he have anything on me since my wife have be killed….and i said you wife what do she have to do with it…..and he said oh she is the one who go to the immam for help and he use what she tell him about me to blackmail me to go after you that is all but then my wife she is not satisfied so she go to the polices………and they are after you too but when my wife have die thanks to you they have nothing to hold me on that is all….so i say but why you wife want to do this thing…..i will never forget what he say and the cold look on his face and he say it is because i sell our children to be sex slaves……….then he laughs and say do not give me that look do not pretend that you are so good…..then he says if you want to make it in the big time you have to prove yourself and you have to be will to do anything no matter what or to who……….

then he pick up the tape and head toward the door……you have a lot of promise muhammed but you are stupid…you take too many stupid risks and one of these days it is going to be over for you……still i am glad things they work out to where you do not have to die and see….even still it all works out for the best for me…..my traitor wife she is dead and now thanks to you i have what i need to destroy the immam………..

then he struts to the door and turns and looks at thor who is watches him like a hawk and he says that is a smart dog you have there he said and well trained too ……he smiled and said yes i saw the tape but do not worry it is where i find it…..it is useless to me………but i will tell you one last thing in honor of our past friendship……omar is going to tell massoud everything…….i know this for a fact……….he is desperate for help……i do not know what you uncle will do to omar but i would imagine he is not go to feel too kind disposed toward you when he hears everything……..

fuck him i said he is not kind disposed toward me now…..good bye hamil……..he smiles and put his finger to his lips in a mocking shush and then out the door he goes……..so this is the man i thought was my friend i said a man who not only betrays me but have sell his own childen to be sex slaves just to prove himself worth to be a criminal big shot……..still i know i am alive this night only because he do not find anything in my apartment that would incriminate him and at the same time he do not know that i do not have something on him that i hide it somewhere and it be put out if something happens to me…..as far as i know though he might be plan to kill me later after a few days maybe….or even tonight be send his people to finish me off………

he did not do this…..still as you can imagine i do not sleep a wink this night.

The Hot Little Girl

2006-07-21T21:59:00.000-07:00

the next day i get a call from hamil he have be final release from where he have be held by the polices…..this motherfucker have more connections than a telephone company any other person be accusses of what he have be suspects of especially an arab like him be may never be hear of him again…….but somehow in some way he have manages to pull enough strings that this motherfucker he is out of the jail though as he put it he still is not out of the woods……he is insist that he need to meet with me somewhere and for me to pick a place…..at first i think to have him come here to massouds…..of course massoud would have another fit if i have hamil in his home because massoud do not approve of hamil who he says is nothing but a fucking criminal……but i do not give a big fucking shit about this my main concern is that i want to make sure if i am around hamil it is in public…..i have learn me the hard lesson that hamil is not my friend in fact he is nobodys friend but hamil…….

anyways i tell to him to meet me at the gold star chili the one up on top of the hill in cincinnati and this is the one where elisabetha she work at…….so he agree to this…….i am glad because i am be wanting to fuck elisabetha now for some time but rare is it that i have the opportunity to do anything about this…….

later that night i go on up there and would you know it there she is and she is acts her real haughty and stuff but at the same time she is acts flirtatous and smile real coy like and so of course i starts to get me a real raging hard on…she notices it too and i can tell she is ready and willing if not right now able……to tell you the truth i think that the older man who run this gold star chili he is in love with her and he watches her like a hawk…..they are palestinians and also they are christians which is they do not have any fucking real true values which why elisabetha like all they womans are they be allow them to dress in tight jeans and even do not cover they heads……

she wait on me and i never have a chance for my coffee to get it cold or even drink it half of the way down until she is brings me some more even though it is a busy night and she is walking around haughty and final she brings me my three way chii and my coke……..i just looks at that ass and the tops of her breasts that show over her top…..i do not care to try to hide how i am feel and the old man he is just looks at me and scowl……….this pisses me off so one time as elisabtha she go past i stretch out of the seat and follow her with my eyes glue them on that nice fine ass……then i say elisabetha…..and when she turn i gaze at her longing and say i need you with my hand it cup around the shaft of my dick as it sretch a little hard go down my leg….she just smile and nod and when she do this it rage out to try to go past my knee so i have to stretch out my leg….i do not try to act casual either but all of a suddens i see this little girl she is about six and is stands up in her seat and looks down at me just stares at my dick she can see because her is with her mom and dad in the seat right behind me……

i try to ignore her and turn around but i hear her whisper once can i feel it….i ignore this too but then the little girl i hears her whisper please feel my pussy…..i look back at her and she have her skirt it pull up to where her panties are barely it shows and she is trys to act casual but look afraid and suddens i hear her father say lisa get down from there and sit down in you seat…..i look around and the man say i am sorry mister and i say oh it is okay she do not bother me and then i wink at the little girl……she ask me what my name is and i tell to her oh my name is muhammed and she lifts her dress up and whisper please do it to me and then says loud my name is lisa and i say okay…..then i say hi lisa……

you know kids her father he say and i said yeah i know and am thinking mister you do not know shit about you own kid let alone any other elses……..so he and the girls mother they go back to they talking and are talk about they family and something about go to see the womans mother that her father have died and can she come and stay a while and the man he is dread this but if just a little while and they are talk and the little girl stil she is up there waiting…..just to see what she will do i cup my hands behind my neck and stretch my middle finger on the back of my seat behind my head and sure enough there is that little pussy it straddles my finger and it is throbs and gets wetter as hell as it pulsating and she pressing it on my finger and in the meantime the mother and father they are argues about money because of bills and have to fix the car…….and can you believe the little girl is asks me to stick it in but i pull my finger away from her….after some time the little girl she is still stands there wait for more but she is not going to get any more she will be getting fucked soon enough as it is more than likely at the rate she is going will happen before she turn seven……..

i wish we could fuck she whispers and sudden the womans turns around and slaps the little girls leg and says you are be told to leave people alone now sit you ass down here and do not let me see you get up and then she apologize to me and i said oh it is all right i said……

they leave after about another twenty minutes or so and as they go i wave at the little girl because she is have her eyes glue them on me all the way out the door……i feel sorry for her but is obvious to me this she is going to be a big whore by time she is a teenager if not before and will not be worth a fuck to her self or to nobody elses just like so many little girls who are not muslims especially in america and other western countries…….

but of course it is freedom of religion and that is just the way it is…..i believe in freedom and democracy but sometimes i wonder if this should include in this freedom of religion it do not seem to be worth it in fact it seem to cause more trouble than it is worth……..but after a hour and hamil never show up and i drink a ton more of coffee i just sit there and look at elisabetha that gorgeous face and eyes and hair and that fine nice ass and thin waist and full hips and those breasts i tell you she is a perfect fucking woman and thanks to freedom of religion she is able to put it all out there for my viewing pleasure and soon if i have my way about it for far more just than to look at it……

so i guess there is some good things about freedom of religion after all.

Wasted Days And Wasted Nights

2006-07-21T21:50:00.000-07:00

after i get through dispose of the bodies i make my way to home one more time to check on things and then me and thor we go back to massouds house and we no longer have make it through the door than i hear the phone it be rings off the hook…. i answer it and it is massoud and he is angry and shouts where the hell have you be i have be calls here for more than two hours…..i told him i can not help it i have things i have to do and besides i tell him you need to get your ass back home anyways….then i tell to him what happen to mara and what juan and paul and the other spiks they do to her……i do not tell to him of course who they are and how i have set them up…..just that i have a emergency to take care of and while i am gone someone break into the house and mess up the place and they rape mara……..

but after he cry for a while and i tell him mara is she be in the hosptal and she is go to be all right and she is still out of her head and never know anything he starts cussing and crying more and so i tell him just hurry you ass home mother fucker i tell him and then i hang up on him….

suddens i hear thor bark and whine and then i go in the bedroom and there he is on top of mara and he is try to dig her out from under the cover it look like and trys to pull it off of her and mara she seem to be tenses up but thor he bark and whine and lick her face and paw at her and pull the sheet with his teeth……poor thing……..

suddens i see that mara her eyes they are wide open and i can see fear in her eyes but is still not moves and she is not says anything……so i pull thor off her and take him in the other room and then i come back and there she is still just stare out in terror…….so i try to talk to her……

mara i say to her….wake up mara i know you are awake i know you can hear me…..but if she can she do not act like it so after a few minutes i go to the bathroom and then i have me a cigarrette while i try to figure out what next i should do……i go back in and she still is staring there….i just close her eye lids and go on out…..fuck you anyway bitch i say to her time is it be too fucking short for me to spend any more than have to be on the likes of you

The Fourth Of July-An American Prayer

2006-07-11T18:31:00.000-07:00

i not was able to do anything for the fourth of july this year even if i have wanted to everything that has been happens over the last two months have keep me in a state of depression i could not have been enjoy of it if i want to……..at the same time i do have a obligation to care for mara who i can not leave alone here for very long at a time and actual is takes a risk if i leave her alone at all though at times this is necessary…….

but after the night of the third and all the day of the fourth i keep wonders okay how long now will it be before it is safe to do what i hope to do and i try to occupy my time by watches the television and gets me on the guest account of uncle massouds computer and read news and learn more about this countrys celebrations of it’s independence…….

then on the day of the fourth it was that great lord god allah he gives me a sign that he have give his blessings to america…..which these foolish christians even they do not take any notice of no and they would not appreciate it if it was point it out to them….but thanks to the wisdom that great lord god almighty allah have he bestowed upon my heart and mind and soul you have be give me the ability to know and to see your hand at work…….oh great lord god almighty allah you have take you hand and stretched it out upon america the land of the free and the home of the brave…….

i have be asking you in privacys lord god…..where is the free……where is the brave…….is there no one in the house…….

and then you showed me how you have put you special blessings upon this great nation………

you have rewards this great nation lord god allah by gives them the ability to do what no nation has ever be allowed by you to do great lord god almighty allah…..you have allows them to ascend to the heavens and even you have allows them to walk upon the moon that glorious light of the night that you hung within the heavens as though it were be a tantalizing bauble…..they do not reach there just on their own courage and initiative and genius all of these things which you have blesses them with in abundance for if they have be displeasure to you could easy have tell them no……but you allows them to do this and not just once but over and over you have allows them to do this……

and now you have cause them to have to wait until the fourth of july to shoot off they rocket though they plan on do it before but you put a stumbling blocks in they path and then you make the way for them to have the best fourth of july ever and they do not notice it…..

and this evil one in north korea he have plans to show up america with his missiles……and what do you do great lord god allah…..for all they evil planning you cause them to fail you cause they missiles that they test on the fourth of july to fall away helpless…..while americas rocket it soar up into the heavens like a great eagle……..

i knew from this lord god allah that you have keep you blessings on this great country on this my adopted land and have showed me the wisdom of you ways and you blessings…….

and so i offer you this prayer great lord god allah…….while americans all over are go about they business and they fourth of july parties and get they drunk and high and have their hot dog eating contests and parades and floats and cookouts and all this foolishness that they do and most of them lord god do not even stop to think about what the day it real means…….just a day to party to some, or a weekend off of work……but few contemplate the reason for this great holiday or how lucky they are to live in this great land……and even fewer great lord god allah think about you and how you have blessed this great country…..

there are times when you have put america through the fire great lord god almighty allah and you have tested them because of the values that this country stands for which is a bright and shining beacon of liberty and justice you want the people to always be strong and brave…….otherwise they freedoms will be takes away from them or even they will just allow them to wither on the vine and die……..

i ask lord god though i have be in the depths of depression and despair of worry and anxiety that may i never forget to have faith and to be thankful for the many blessings that you have bestowed upon me…….

and always lord god i pray please continue to bless me……and god bless always this great land…..the united states of america.

An Abandoned Building Makes A Good Grave

2006-07-11T08:24:00.000-07:00

i had the perfect place to hide the bodies of these fucker spiks it be just about two bloks from shereys apartment that she have withher mother and borthers and sisters and so i go there to check it out and i take thor with me…..i do not take te bodies yet because i have to check it out good first but once i find my way in i go in through a brake window and i take off a chain lock that be put o a back doo…..

the place was filther as hell i tell you some of the walls have be fall in and part of the ceiling too and there be wires and insulation all over the place…..there was garbage all over too and it be stink and i see where there be shit writes onalls and what have you….still it look to me like no one have be go in here for a while but now i have to worry about the lock and the brakes window i do…….

but anyway i do this shit the night of the sixth i figure there would no be any person around and the fourth of july woud be too dangers………

so that night i loads all the bodies up in the van and me and thor we take all five of these mexcos bums to the building and one at a time i get them in there as fast as i can but just inside……then one at a time i take them all down a stairs….all the time i feel like i be watched and then another time i hear something like be footstps and then i hear something like a growl like a dog…..but i have thor in the van and doors lock up and windows roll up so i know it not be thor…..

the first thing that come to my mind is oh shit a poleeses with a poleeses dog but no i tells myself they would not just stands there and see me carry one after anotehr five spik bodies down the stairs to what look like the old basement where used to be heat and waer system…..so anyways i go on back up after i take they all down there and then i go on back to the van….still i see no one in sight but i am worrys now about what be this sound i hear i am even starts to wonder if my nerves are gets the besters of me…..

out in the van thor was he acts funny too he starts whines and paws at the door and is barks too like he want out of the van and looks he toward the building but i say to him no thor we have to get the fuck out of here now boy….

the next few days thor just keep acts strange and i am not hearing from massoud so i am stick with fucking mara having to watch her……my nerves are bad now i am still worrys about all this shit and have be hard to post……..but i have makes up my mind i am going to tell everything come what may…..it is just that somethings are hard to put in just the right words even for me.

Eva Longoria And Spik Kids With Cancer

2006-07-04T16:13:00.000-07:00

after i get mara back to her house i cleans up the place and then i sits around last night and i watches me some television and i watches this show that is about hollywood stars and singrs and stuff and i sits and watches this part about this spik woman who isname of eva longoria…..now this is one fine looking woman one of the most beautiful you have ever see in you life an dshe is damn sure a beautiful woman to be a fucking spik……..

she is in this one television show that is calls by the name of desperate houswives that come on sunday nights on the abc network…..when me and amanda were still together this was one ofher most favorite shows and i tell you if yu cause her to miss it she wil make shure you be sorry about it she will bitch and moan for days afters and will call her friend fat asses shirly to tell her what have be happens on the show and they will talks for hours at a time…….

so fuck that i make sure she watches theshpw and i watches it with her and you kow what…..come to findout i am hooked now on this fucking show and this is why i will not miss it now my own self and even takes thetime to watch it last the night before last even thoughthis is a reurun i have already be sees it……

in the show she play a woman name of gabrielle who have a spiks husband who is a business man but he no paysher any attension and so she have be fucking a young boy who work as they gardener….but her husband finds out but thenhe is sends him to thejails i thinkfor tax evasion or some thing like that and then she steals the money her husbands cell mate sends by her to get his girlfriend a big boob job and buys a astin martin…then she finds out the young man is sees a older woman too and she gets mad as the hells eventhough they have be breaks up for the good of her marriage…..

well when the husband get out of the prison they decide to start over and have a kid and first they try to buy one but that do not work out the people they involve with are bad people that do not hold up they end of the bargain and the father of the child refuse to go along….so then they decide okay we will hire the maid to get pregnant and have our baby all because gabrielle si a spoils brat bitch who do not want to have to carry a baby and go through childbirth……

so they have this chink housemaid who agree to this and they arifiial inseminate her though she is thinks she will be fucked by the man….anywya now gabrielle is afraid the husband is gets close to the maid and using her for sexes and the maid is in love with him and al that shit………

so anyway i follow this sillyshit and because i am now a fan of the show i sit back and see her on this show about hollywood peoplewith billy bush who i thinkis a cousin of president bush but he acts foolish sometimes though……there is a woman name of nancy odell on the show who is a beautiful woman that i would like to fuck she is a fucking phony though…..also a nigger woman who name i cannot remember….but any way when eva longoria is be on the show iknow ihave to watch and of course she is on at the very last wouldn’t you know it….that is all right though because they have a good segment about the superman movie which by the way is real fucking good i will do a review of it soon…..on the other hand enough people have do this and so many people have sees it why fucking bother………..

for some time anyway i have be think be may this eva longoria she is bester than most spiks might actual be a decent human being….aftr all it take a lot of work to be a sucessful hollywood actress so she certain is not lazy even though she is beautiful because eing beauty is ot enough to make it in hollywood not for long anyway….yes i know there are some excpetions but they are not the rule and eva longoria is definite a good actress i would even say a great one and god dam is she pretty i would fuck that in a heartbeat i don[‘t give a fuck that she is a fucking spik….

well that is how i felt until last night anyways……..when i sees her on thios show she is appearing at a charity to help kids with cancer and i am thinks oh now this is nice of her…….then would you know it it turn out that every fucking one of the kids is fucking spiks with cancer…..not one god dam single one of these kids were little arab boys or little white boys or for that matter there were not even little jew boys or little fuckign nigger boys…no every single fucking one of them were spiks……

and to make it look like not so obvious she try to make the excuse is because they have a language barrier…..yeah fucking right the language barrier do not keep the from coming over here to begin with and steal jobs and get on welfare and go to health clinics and get in schools and cause allthefucking problems that they cause so damn sure language barrier will not be a problem for cancer…….face it there is only one answer to all this shit…….

eva longoria is a fucking bigot bitch……hey eva longoria what is wrong do you not care about other little kids with cancer do they all have to be fucking spiks….i think that is pretty fucking bad my self.

My Worrys With Sherey May Just Be Starting

2006-07-04T16:06:00.000-07:00

it take some doing but finally i convinces the doctor at the hospital that mara should be release her on the grounds that her husband do not give him permits for mara to be at the hospital and neither give i my permits as her designate care giver and guardian……the doctor he begs me and the nurses they all begs me but i am adamant and i am tells them okay now you have time to run you tests on her to see if she have a disease from this be fucked by these god damn spiks mans so what do you find out…….

doctor holmes he just look at me and she say you are just joking i know we bring her here saturday and it is just monday we have no time to find out anything for sure yet thogh so far it look like she is okay…..but also ineed to tels you this woman is suffers from hysteria she is actual conscous but have something has happens that have hooroed her so much she have withdraws her mind but still she sees and hears and understands al that happens and that means she knows she was rapes by these mans….please mister shahiri she says it is best please that you really lets her stay here but i said no i am going to take her home…….

and so that is how it was but the doctor holmes she plead with me and makes me promise to takes care of her and so i said don’t worry i willl until her husband who is my uncle massoud come back from where ever he have go away to….

so they brings her out in a wheelchair and load her in my van and then off we go and i have to make a stop at the half way house to see shereys mother loretta and so i do that i just lay mara on a cot in the back and make sure i lockthe doors and then i go to see her……..

i was there just early enough and so i gt to see her and i ask her flat out what ishappens to sherey that no one is knows where she is and she says to me that she do not care if she ever see sherey again that this little bitch daughter of hers is the reason she is in this halfwayhouse to begin with so of course i ask her what she mean by this……

come to find out sherey have steal from her all the drugs that i leave for her when i go off to alaska and so she kickher out of the house……even then she come back later and steal what little bitshe have left and some food too while she go to the store…..that is why she say she go to kellys stabls and try to buy some more but some one turn her in and arrest her by sets her up though she never get to buy anything……so anyways no she do not know where sherey is and do not care even if she turn up dead somewhere after the trouble she have caused her…….

well if sherey have take all these drugs i tell her that is very possible there was enough heroin to kill a horse and on top of that the first time sherey steal her drugs loretta go out and buy some crack and some meth and more things and sherey she steal most of these two loretta get very little of this and so she go to get some more and is when the undercover polices man set her up……so this is why she was sends her to the halfway house instead of to the jails because she never actual have the drugs when she catch by them she just be trys to get some…….also she have none in her system bythe time she get around to have tomake her take a drug test.

so now i am real fucked up because if sherey is finds her and she is fucked her up is good chance my name will come out someway because sherey is a stupid little bitch anyways……her mother is right it would be bester all the way rounds if she were to just be her die.

The Immam Is Up To His Neck In Guilt

2006-07-04T16:04:00.000-07:00

i hate to messes with dead bodies but some time you hav to do awful things…….it is go to be hard i know to dispose of five adult male spik bodies it not like one little eight year olds girl who was big for her age and this was hard enough…but i go to the storage building where they are with my heroin and i look all over they and then i find what i look for on the body of one name of hector that i never know of before……..i find muslim prayer beads and a small book of writes in arabic which do not ask me what it say io have no idea i never learn to read or write while grow up in syria i not learn any language skills until i go to england and starts to learn to read and write english…..me and my mother live a nomad life and i never go to school except for about two and one half months when i was about nine year old……she send me here to get money from one of my fathers uncles and then after she get what she wants she pull me out and off we go……

anyway the point to is that i know this man is a muslim and is known by the immam and the immam i have misunderstand his presence i the film i have seen at rahes…..the motherfucker did not just happens to go to rahes just a few minutes after he was killed…..rahe was blackmailing the immam and the immam sent these spiks to kill him………he do not realize that rahe was evidents be sets up someone else for blackmails them and so when he come in i think wrongly it was the immam but i am bets now it was uncle massoud or be may someone else……..but the immam just look around and then he leave without looks at least not in this room i see him come in so that mean rahe must have give him the film that prove the immam was a filther disgust homosexer queer and that is because rahe is a fool to trust the immam…..

so how do i know this is because the immam mentions in my apartment that rahe be killed by spiks but i do not tell him that and no one else tell him that so he have no reason to think that spiks have be killed rahe for that matter no reason to think rahe do not commit suicide……so the immam send these spiks because he know of hector be muslimand wants to please him and they use the spik that i kill in massouds store just as excuse to get his friends and relatives tohelp by blsame this on rahe….

god dam it was pretty clever of the immam i have to give the old fucking filther queer some credit……but he fucked up when he mess with me i just am almost sorry i have to destroy him now.

I File A Police Report

2006-07-04T15:58:00.000-07:00

after i get through at my house i go to massouds house and still the place is a fucking mess so i call the polices and soon they come and i tel them look at this fucking place what a mess it is and even they rape my insane aunt mara……i say this knows full well that they will find dna from these mans these filther spiks but of course they will have to takes her to a hospital….just look at this fucking mess i tell them….and they ask me how i know who is this and i said because i sees they leave and they wants to know how i knows they are spiks and i said because as they leave the house i recognize two of they one name of paul and another name of juan…..there look like five of they altogether i said……..

so as they takes mara to the hospital they asks me some questions and go over the place with a fine tooth comb looks for fingerprint evidence…..i said by the way you make sure you have mara back here before my uncle massoud come back if he find what has happens to his wife he will divorce her for her be raped by these mans…..they looks mad at this especial the one womans polices she said how it can be her fault her be rapes in her condition and why she was leave here alone to begin with…….

someone was suposes to be with her i said but something happens and he can not make it i guess all i know is i come here to check on things and this has happens……but if my uncle find this out believe it he will divorce her at the least as long as he do not know about this every thing will be fine…….this is the first fool mistake i have make in a long time because of course they have to tell massoud at least about the break in and then they will finds out i have lies that it was me who suposes to watch the house not another person……then on top of that they demand to know where massoud is and i have to lie again and tell them i do not know just that he go somewhere on account of his health…

so anyway they keep asking me these questions and of course i am catch now in one lie anyway but that is all right i will worry about that when the time come.

The Immam Is Now Desperate

2006-07-04T13:23:00.000-07:00

more than two years ago i had an american friend rent a storage building in a fake name for me and this is where i go to think sometimes also it is where i store things…….things i have to be careful about what i have like for example a half a semi truck load of heroin which i have do no know yet if i will sell it to anthony or keep for my own use….not for me to use but for use of help me in different ways like with shereys mom who is a big heroin addict…..still now she is in a half hway house for violates her old probates so now i do not know…..

now also i have the body of five of these vile mexcos mans but i have to find a way to dispose of these spiks……..just good thing i have a van i can take them to my place all at one time until i know what to do to them but even then i was nerves getting them there….but i will be damn if i am going to go through again what i go through to try to get rid of rutheys body….still so far as i know no one know what happens and she have not be found along with those other three whose bodies i put her with so is just as well…….

but now i have come up with a plan and it involve massouds house but i have to be careful…..first i have to cleans up my house and i do so and then i go out and buy last saturday a new tv dvd player and recorder and stereo and clean the house up real good make it ook as good as new………suddens while i am in ht emiddle of cleans it up here come the immam and he have some peoples with him but lucky he makes them stay outside as he come up my steps……..

he knock on the door and i tell him come in but i am ready for anything i have my gun in close to me……..i need to talk to you he said and i said what are those people out there for you think they can help you if i decide to kill you……he just look down and said please i beg you it is not happens what you think……

he then go on to explain that he was approach by the federal agents and they demands to know what he know about me and it have to do with hamil and then they warn him that if he do not cooperate they will put him in prison for a long long time just like hamil……..this motherfucker is lying to me i know he is i can tell by the way he talk so i demand he tell me the truth……

hamil would be the one the government agents would be interest in they could care less about me you are want to get this film of you that prove you are a fucking filther disgust homosexer queer and he said no all you have is me go to rahes house after he is killed him by spiks why would i care about that it prove nothing i have be go to a lot of houses of people……

i just look at him and i do not know what to think but i know now i have learn something i think that i never know before now and this man here have me very worry so i just tell him if the polices do not leave me alone i will not be responsible fo rwhat muslim community find out about you and believe me they will find out plenty………..

while i am talk he looking all around like he is looks for something and i said to him do not bother thinks the films are in this place i would not be stupid enough to keeps they here……then his eyes they get as wide as more than i ever have see and that tell me i have a lot of work to do….so i tell him you get out of here ow and remember what i tells to you if anything happens to me even i die suddens the tapes will be out in the open for all the world to see…..now leave do not say another fucking word to me……..

so he go and i know he is even more worry him than before……..as he leave i shout at him what do you kow about hamil how you know all these things to tell the polices…..and he said evrybody know about hamil that he is a criminal don’t you know this he is a stupid man he thinks because he have power and friends in high some places he can get away with everything………

then he left and i start to think yes there are a lot of stupd people in this world he is damn right aout that.

How Brandy Spies For Her Spik Friends

2006-07-01T18:45:00.000-07:00

i go to my house to check on things after i go to the mosque and would you know it there is fucking brandy obvious she have hear about i fuck her friend elaine and so she come to find out if i have be confronts me by they spik friends though she is not going to say this shit….one of these mans by name of juan was her boyfriend and little do she know that he and four other mexcos spiks are lie dead now at massouds house and soon i will dispose of they worthless carcases….

anyways she says she have not be see me for awhile and wonder how i am do and i say okay how is you mother and how is you good looks sister…….she says you can just forget my sister if you know what is good for you and i said no i am going to fuck christina that is a matter of when not if……because christina scudder is one of most sexy bitch in covington kentucky just like bandy scudder is about crazy most bitch in covington kentucky

oh this real pisses her off and i know it will because i am try to get her to spit out what she real there for….but she just laugh because like i say before this is a crazy fucking bitch here……my sister is wants to be a haridresser she tells to me she have positive goals in her life she do not have anytime for scums like you…..of course she get this kind of talk from her mother linda and i said well christina is she can practice on the hair down here around this big dick of mine if she want to…….or be may you give me some of that pussy…..

she just start cusses me and said all kinds of things and never mention still her spiks friends but i do not give up i said oh i forgot you are a nigger lover that is why you have a nigger baby and you just ashamed to admit this and let you other sister jamie have him……then she said you are wrong that not my baby that christina baby christina is the nigger lover i hate niggers and i aint going to fuck no arabs either…..

oh that is right i said you just want to fuck spiks from mexcos like you friend elaine i bet you just like her in every way…..so where is you spik boyfriend you know the one name of juan…then she said it a little well he is go to kick you ass that is how he is………then she go storms off….and just as well all this time i have be using her pretend to want to be her friend so i can set up these spiks and end up having to use elaine instead but just as well……at least i know now that she do not suspect that they friends have be take care of by me….so anyways i go into my apartment and the fucking place is a mess…..they have be in here before and have wrecks the place and drinks all my liquor which is why they drunk when they go to massouds……and lucky they find the note that i leave pretend for somebody else that say i will be at massouds watches his house for him and will be there all by myself…..so this what bring them here not the note i leave with elaine……….

lucky i suspect they mght do this and hide everything that is real valuable but my tv and vcr and stereo it is wreck it by them…..

hey that is all right i need new one of all these anyways. but they also rip up some of my good cloths and write nasty stuff on my walls and cabinets and dresser and windows and mirrors and even scatter food all over the place…..it was good i think to bring thor with me they probably would have kill him for spite…….but now i am mad than ever and wish they were not dead just so i can torture them…..but oh well you cant have everything.

The Immam Learns His Coming Fate

2006-07-01T18:31:00.000-07:00

i have no choice but to leave the spik mans bodies at massouds house while i go to the mosque because i have to put a appearrance in there……..and when the immam see me you should have see the look on his face…..that tell me all i need to know……never have i see a man with so much hate and fear at the same time so this means i am right in my suspects him and now he know i have it in my power to ruin this mother fuckers life…..i could easy stand up here now in the middle of the mosque and announce to all that this immam is a filther disgust homosexer queer and i have the proof…….but no i will not do this i just look at him and grin and hold up the film that show him at rahes house……..he start talks about how bad the world is and how some people even the best of them can be easy leads them astray but that they should be help them back on the right path….people all look around at each other because this is not the usual thing you hear at least not at this mosque…..this is something you mght expect to hear it from a hypocrit christian……just self serve bullshit…..plus he is obvious nerves and show anxiety in his face and eyes……..

but i say and do nothing i just join in the worship after all this is friday yesterday which of course is sacred to great lord god almightey allah and so i should respect this even though the man who is guest immam speaker here he is not worthy…..i can not wait for the opportunity to destroy him……

after all he is the one responsible for hamil be in jail lock away to where his lawyers even can not talk to him and they makes him cause to turn on me…..this is all this immams doing all because he knows i know he is a filther disgust homosexer queer……no one can tell me i do not deserve to get my revenge on him and hamil too for that matter…..

but for the time being it can wait……..i can only do so much at one time and besides i want what i do to them to be something special something they will never forget….of course it would be hard for them to forget because when it happen there will not be a lot of time in they lifes left to be able to forget……i just do not know yet what i will do to them but they have to be teach them a lesson.

An Illegal Immigration

2006-07-01T12:22:00.000-07:00

i decide i am go to solve as many of my problems as possible at one time and so last thursday night i go to stay at uncle massouds house while he go to meet with omar in ontario…….he need someone to stay and watch mara and so since i do not can watch the store and she both he wantme to watch her and the house…..i know what he think that if i watch the store i will be too happy to kill another spik and he worry about this cause him more trouble……he still is mad about the one i kill in his store a whle back and which i talk about in this post where i save my uncles store…..

yet because of this one incident that ones friends and family is out for revenge and i have to watch my ass and so i set them up as i describe in my last post by rapes the ones girlfriend elaine and then give her my uncle address……i am sure someone will come but th emore time pass the less sure i get…….

plusi have bring thor with me and i tell him okay now thor you stay you out here in this one room here and you do not make no noise…..i have trains him well and he know not to attack or even to bark when i tel him this certain thing until i tells him to and this thing is just no bark i tell him and is as simple as that…..then i put him in another room…..

then i keep the lights out and i poison everything there is in the house to drink include a pitcher of tea and a fifth of vodka and a fifth of rum which i have bring to here that i have set up in what i make look like a bar with a liquor cabinet though actual uncle massoud do not drink at least not at home and will not have alcohol drinks in his home……

after some time like about two thirty in the morning here they come five ofthem and they are look for me and look for trouble these goddam people and now i start to worry they too many of them…..but they park down and they knock on the door i guess to see if someone home because i have sure to hide my van down the street in a store lot andhopethey do not see this…so thinks i am not here they do what i hope they do…they break in and so i go in the bedroom where there is thor and i tell him no bark thor no bark and then we hide me and himunder the bed but he is whine and i have to shush him some more

then they find mara and they all start to harass her but of course mara is in like a catatonic state andno aware of anything but dam do i ever wish i have my camera hide and set up running when they starts to fuck her which i no that is what theyt are doing…..and damn they are all talks in this vile mexcos language and so i do not understand what they says but you would think someone would thinks to ask why would someones leave a woman like this all by her self…..on the other hand they are high to start out with and probably thinking that she is not going to go anywheres or do anythings anyway why not leave her by her self……but suddens they are laughs and one person he is objects to something that they are says but they are laughs and then the other one he is crys and even sound like he is threatens them somehow……

this shit go on fo rabout three hours and soon they are be quiet……a couple of times someone have be come in th eroom where are me and thor and open cabinets and closet door and look around but do not look under the bed thank god because i was not expects so many of these scumbags to come here and i am worry that thor will not keep quiet…..

but this was about half way through they be here and now they is real quiet and soon i hear nothing and so i sneak out quiet while leave thor in the roomwith the door shut……and god dam but thereis three of them lay one on the floor and one on the sofa and one in the recliner…….the one on the floori is groaning and th other two are dead and stares outinto space….they have drink the liquor that i have poison…..but where is the other two….suddens one come out of the bathroom and look at me and is obvious drunk and sick and he stare at me and start to cuss at me in mexcos words and i just laugh at him and tell him you and all you friends are go to die hahahhaaahahahhaahahaahhhaaha….

then he lunges at me and halfway to me he fall on the floor and the other one that be on the floor he raises up and moans in pitiful words…..i look around and canyou bleieve they have drinks allthe liquor i have poison…..i look in the refrigerates and the tea is still there have not be touched….. bring it to him and i said here this will save you life i tell him and as he drink i go to mara her room and there is the other one he cry and be naked and lay by mara and talking to her like he is sorry about something and he get o her and try to hump but him dick will not be hard and then i know this is what these other fools are laughs at this one about……

i think about brings thor in here and let him finish him off but i do not want to do this if it is not necessary because i do not want to ruin thor for taste of human flesh and blood the way i have spoil him for want to fuck human womans…….i look back out and see the oen who is be drink the tea is now dead likethe other two but the one who lunges at me is still holds on try to get on his feet……so i go to him and with just one quick and lethal blow of my hand i break his fucking neck…..four down and one to go…….

but suddens that one he come stumbles out of the bedroom and have on his pants and shirt now and stands there stares at me and i know i am going to have a problem because he has be drinks nothing and all the poison stuff it is gone…….i look and even the tea it is all go this one man he drink it all then throw it upall over the house and then spillthe rest of it….he lookat me and look at all them and see something is wrong and so he scream at me and then he lunge at me and then me and him we fight…..but it was not much of a fight because he was drunk when he first come in here and is a fat boy anyway….iwhip his ass real quick though he was desperate and then i kill him by hold him down and strangle him……

the house is a mess and so is mara…..at least some of them be may four of the five have fucked her all at least once and she is cum allover her bodyand face and he still she stare out in nothing butwith her mouth wide open like want to scream but not can make any sounds….and the fucking house is a wreck there is vomit and blood and shit and piss al over the place from they be dead……plus the furniture in the living room it is turn it inside out where they look for thngs to steal……which they be spiks i guess i do not have to tell you this part…….

but now there is a problem….all three of these spiks who have killed rahe have now i kill them and two more besides but it take longer than i think and so i have five bodies to do away with…….but now it is get light outside so i have to wait at least a whole day but that is all right that will give me a chance to find a place to hide these scum bags.

Broken Glass And Running Water

2006-06-28T18:59:00.000-07:00

it was no time at all be may a couple of hours that i get through with the polices station and it is get kind of late so i go to my uncles store and he is raving now so i think okay now i am goingto hear it from him but it not my fault. where in the hells have you be to he ask me what take you so long….then he start in on hamil that god dam criminal he call him……..but thing are only get worse from here as suddens crash come a rock through the store window and i look out and see some spiks that run and i know now that things have got to be put a stop to this shit……..i am actual start to worry about massoud at this point he just turn white and he shake and even he eyes are twitches and his mouth it quivers……he is making these gurgle sounds that he do when he piss off so bad he can not talk but try to……..finally he spit it out and start on me you see the trouble you bring to me you devil with you evil ways………you are like that mother of yours always bring trouble walk beside you yet you do not suffer just makes every one else suffers for it……just like my brother who he die because of this evil from your mother and you just like her…..

this is not the first time he have start this vile shit and ordinary i make him shut up by reminds him of i know what he is which is a filther disgust homosexer queer……but this time something is different i notice that someone who come in the store and is someone that i know all too well though have never be speak to her…..her name is elaine and she is a girlfriend of one of the spiks mans though in real truth any of them can and do fuck her……she is a crazy woman and she is evil as hell which i learn when i watch the tape that rahe record in secret of the last minutes of his life........

i ignore her and act real like i do not know she there as i tell massoud to go ahead and go where he be want to go and i will stay at his house tonight and take care of mara and then i say his address…..he look at me funny but do not make a big deal of this as i have be to his house so many times hell i live there for some time up in a little room he make me stay in when i first come here all the time when i not slaving away for him for nickels and dimes…..but anyway be may he is too surprise by my tell him i agree to this and too upset over his window…….but i tell him do not worry i will make sure the store will be all right but he say he is call someone to come to the store from dayton to run it he just need me to take care of mara…..so i say all right and then come elaine with buy a pack of gum…….she is smile and talking her stupid tone of voice all sweet like sugar will not melt in her mouth and when she leave i tell massoud i will be right back and then i take off and i follow her and she walk just four blocks up and then down be may twenty or so to this apartment……….

as soon as she go in these two spiks come out and one is paul who also in the video that rahe make…….so i go on up to top floor and only two apartments up there and i figure out which one is she go in by there be an old black man in the other and look drunk and a fat woman there too and a kid…..so i open the door and no one there but a voice in the background so i sneak up and someone a spik there say hurry up elaine…….

and so i hit him over the head with a bottle…….then i kick the bathroom door open and there is this silly bitch just kneel down by the tub just running water and she rocks back and forth like a possessed woman…….i take a rubber out of my pocket and then i grab her and she start laughing as i just peel her out of her cloths……and she is says wait a minute wait a minute but when i kiss her she kiss back but then say now we should not be do this and i said oh he do not care look at him he just lay there sleep…….so she say well……..then i take her by the arm and she lag behind but be pulled on out so i fuck her right beside him….not for long though just for like five minutes and then i stop and then i write down massouds address and stick it in her shirt pocket a mans shirt that she wear……and she laughs and is like what is that and i said where you can find me tonight if you want more dick…….just for tonight though……

then she tell me i am a strange man as the spik on the floor start to groan………so the water is still runs all the time in this tub so i go in and put in the stopper and check the lock which i do not break the one which is on the door just a old one which is like a latch above the knob…..so i lock the one on the door and close the door………then i wake him on up and i say to him you girlfriend here she was some good pussies i hope you do not mind i fuck her just now and she is come see me tonight do you have a fucking problem with that you fucking spik……..

then he starts holler for paul and for juan but i say oh they are go away for now and now so must i……then i reach out and grab elaine by the arm and she say now wait a minute now……wait a minute now…….about four times as the little fucking spik is say what are you do here mother fucker……..and i said i want a kiss before i go and elaine said well no i do not think we should do that but i drag her to me and she reaches out with her lips and is kisses me before i kisses her and we kisses together then…..and this little foolis says you bester get you ass out of here now and elaine says yes that’s right you go on now and don’t you do that any more……..

so the little man he is says who is in that bathroom because he hears the water runs in the tub and he go to the door but i have lock it up……..so he beat and bang……..i am sorry about you friend in there but i guess he be drown i said and he said what and elaine said oh paul…..you have to get him out of there mario and i said okay i go now and she said okay bye now but don’t you come back here……and i said well you have my address where i be tonight right in you pocket right……then mario he turn from the door and says you will pay for this motherfucker……..

so then off i go back to the store and there is massoud have all ready have a board over the window and he says i just get off the phone to jacks glass……….this is the fourth time in two weeks at this rate i might as well sign over the fucking store to them……and where the fuck have you be go all of a sudden are you go to take care of mara for me or what………

i promise him that she wil be in good hands so not to worry but i can tell i am waste my breath.

Halfway House

2006-06-28T12:46:00.000-07:00

when i find out that rahcel have be made the counselor for shereys mother delores i know there is go to be a problem but i decide i am go to see her anyways at the half way house……after all i have to find out what happens to sherey if anybody know and i have to find out if any thing have be said which can implicate me in any wrong doing especially now that this bitch is be involve with me again…….

but lucky for me i have be approve to be on the list of her visitors by which i can only surmise that rachel have not be look at the list at least not yet…..of course there is always possible that she have and have allow me to go there just to try to set me up so i have to be careful…….

come to find out they have be in a fight and sherey run away and then delores she have go to get drugs from michael of all people the man who have the kellys stables bar where i get from thor……then the crazy bitch she have overdose on this shit which she should have all ready do as she have stay fuck up on all those i leave her and should have be enough for a month but she do all this in just one and one half week and then she can not get heroin from michael so he fix her up with somebody that have give her marijuana and crack and so it is the crack that mess her up bad….what a fool…..so anyways she overdose on this with some pills god only kow what they are and then be drink on them and the polices come in and find her all fuck up with drug paraphenalia all over the place…..

and still no word on sherey no one have any idea where the fuck she go to or what she up to for that matter even if she still be alive……but delores she beg me to get her out of this place and i promise her i will see what i can do but that it not likely i can get her out especially with her a counselor like this nigger bitch rachel…..

so after i leave there i call akhmet who still have not be hear from hamil and he say he will do what he can…..he is go to help me file a lawsuit against the city of covington too but he says if i get a offer for settlement i had bester take it……be may he is right……

as for delores she is bester off where she is really with all these other crazy drug addict bitches and whores and what have you man they are some stupid crazy and sorry people there so she fit right in really…all her other kids have be put in child protects custody and some are with relatives and they probably are all bester off as well…..i cant help but be worry about sherey though……who know what she will do under the right circumstance or for that matter what she wil say…..it would be bester for me if she turn up dead to tell you the truth.

I Am Grilled By The Police

2006-06-27T21:21:00.000-07:00

i am still not satisfies with this shit after all how do the immam know anything about hamils activities it not like as if hamil go around and advertise his doings it do not make sense……the immam have to be make him aware of these things from some other source but who……..soon i will find out……i go to my uncles store and he is bitching about where have i be at and do i know that a window have be brake out in the store two nights in a row since i have be gone…..of course i know that is these spiks more than likely still pisses them off that they brrther and friend i have kill him here in this store and the police have they do nothing about it and will not…….so they take it out on rahe hosmonari first they kill him and make it look like suicide but i have it on tape from rahe have set up a hide camera to record him and the immam as they make filther disgust homosexer queer love which is how i know all this…….because i find the camera with the film and see him go there and of course he can only be go there for one thing why he do not report rahe his body be found dead………..so now they are still out to get us all……

but massoud who is also a filther disgust homosexer queer he is say i should watch the store and watch his wife while he go to canada to talk to omar………his wife mara of course is still just a empty shell just like a zombie and so she need constant care………..so i tell him he should know he is not the only one with problems i have them myself and he said yes i know because of what you are and who you associates you self with he tells me and then he throws in my face what he call this criminal hamil…….it is bad enough go through what i do let alone hear him talk to me this a way……..

but then suddens here come the police and of course they want to talk to me and are say i should come downtown with them……well masoud he throw up his hands but what choice do i have…….but i do not tell them nothing i tell them i have nothing to do with hamils criminal activities….then one of them pulls out the flyer with leanns picture and the draw of hamil and he said are you sure this man do not look familiar to you…….

and i said yes i know this look like this man hamil….but like i told you i do not know him at first i really only meet him through omar……omar of course have be run away for be want for suspicous in the disappearrance of ruthie and they do not know he have go to canada……so they keep on and say and you do not know him before this….so i do what you call use your brain and i cleverly tell them well yes i have see him a few times here and there no big deal i see a lot of people but it do not dawn on me at the time that this is the same man in the flyer…….

so now they are mad and one says well why do you not tell us when you find out and i said i do i call here and talk to someone on the phone for like ten minutes and they say okay…..they just look around at eaches other like they do not know what to think but i am cool and calm and collected like a fucking cucumber……i am nerves don’t get me wrong but they can not tell this and even if they do so what who would not be nerves……..

so you have no idea as to any of hamils activities they ask me and i said no i do not if i do i would have nothing to do with someone who do these things and really i do not know that he do……..you see i am mad at hamil mad enough i can and probably would kill him at the slightest chance but i cannot let they know this………so i have to pretend to know nothing….

it could be that the woman who have see them together have be see them after omar take her off and hamil do not know anything about it i said….now these police are real mad and the first one bang his fist on the table…..

do you know what this piece of shit is and what he have do he ask me…….he not only have probably be responsible for sell you girlfriends daughter and other young girls and boys that he have buy and even kidnap but even he have sell his own children do you know this……this stun me and i do not know what to think but also i can tell the other polices there in the room they give him this look like be may he have said too much but i do not know why……..

suddens this mad polices man he spits on the floor and grab up him cup of coffee and some papers and he say i need to go to get me some fresh air it is pollutes in here…….fuck him anyway i think he have no right to act like this but i can say nothing…….suddens it occurs to me that they are depserate for looks for something from me to use against hamil……but why they turn to me when they obvious have enough evidence to put his sorry ass in jail to begin with i wonder…..but they keep talking the same old round and about bullshit try to get answers from me that i think deep down they know they are not go to get and get madder andmore desperate every second……..

so where have you be go to they ask me and i tell them just out drive around really no place in particular and they say oh you just go out drives around in a semi truck……..of course they know i have be up to some thing but they have no way of knows about the heroin and if they do they have no idea of where i have it stored away under another name and as for the turck it have be cleaned it up anyway so they will findnothing at least this is what i am hope for………..but they are demands to know where i have go and if i have be doing something for hamil….see they have be look out for other people that are his regular people that do thse things forme but hamil is too smart to do that…..if he could nto arrange for me to do his work for him in a way that is safe then he would not do it at all just let it go of course he is intends to have me killed as well….allthese things are go around inmy head while they keep at me and suddens in comes akhmet and he tells them he is my lawyer and he demand that i be charged or they release me…..

they do not like it i can tell but they tel me they are free to go………i tell akhmet everything that happens and ask him if he have see hamil and he says no they have him on a special warrant where they do not have tolet him see any one and so i iknow fromthis they havehim on suspicous of terrors charges though i do not think hamil will be involve himself with this though some of his associates like these ones i drink beer with in juneau i am not too sure of…..but that will make a good pretext to keep him….

anyway i thank akhmet and aplogize for what i say to him before and he said do not worry about it……it is nice to know there is one thing i do not have to worry about because i fucking sure have enough as it is.

I Learn The Truth

2006-06-27T19:51:00.000-07:00

when i make it home thor was glad to see me and i was happy as well as relieve to see him…he wag his tail and bark and whine and never have i see anything look so happy or any person for that matter to see me……..i have be worry ever since i find out that hamil have betray me because after all i have leave akhmed who ismy lawyer and hamils too in my house to look after it and the more ithink the strangers this seem…..but no thor is all right and akhmet seem to be un aware that anything is the matter…..and then after a few minutes i ask him just what is it the reason hamil have be in jail and i want to know the truth…..because before he have be tell me that he can not say too much…

oh some one have be turn him in for drugs and sex slaves and all this he said and for organized crime and money launders…well of course i know this so i ask him well do he think he know who turn him in….do he think i have turn him in……akhment look shock and say no why would he think that….then i said well because two time he have try to have me killed i said and the first person admit that he do this on hamils account……he admit this not to me but to hamils partner in racine name of anthony……

then i told to him it was martin in alaska who do this and i barely escape with my life and then about how hamils how wife try to kill me at they home in cleveland …..akhmet now he look concern and swear to me he do not know what is going on….but he do know that hamil have no reason to think iam one who betray me because he know who this is who do this……so if hamil try to have me kill it must be for another reason…….then he tell me who it is the immam who have turn him in for his criminal acts………suddens it is clear as a bell….the immam want to have me dead and know that hamil is the only one that can do this and also at the same time find the tape i have of him and rahe hosmonari of the two ofthem making filther disgust homosexer queers love……….

then i tell to akhmet do anyone have you look around for tapes….and he said to me yes hamil send word to me to make sure there is nothing here that can implicate him in any worng doing so i should look around and no matter what kind of tape i find evenif it seem to have nothing to do with him or do not seem suspicous in any way iam to let him no about it……

so thee is the answer god dam it…..hamil have be in a bind and that is why he have betrays me this way……so then i tell him you go and tell hamil that i know what he have try to do and that the immam is go to pay with his life for this…..as for me and hamil you tell him that me and him friendship it is over……but he had bester not ever try anything to do to me again….and now you leave here you i will not be need you as a laeyer any more………

so he leave but stillhe swear he do not know of any thing that hamil have to do with hurts me if he do he have nothing to do with that……and then he leave…..but i doubt that it is really over so i willhave to watch my ass.

Proof

2006-06-27T15:13:00.000-07:00

so it was not too much after this i make it down to cleveland and by now i am in the mood for blood but of course hamil is nowhere around when i get tohis house noone there but his ugly fat ass bitch of a wife………you should see this woman really she is fatter even than amandas fat ass friend shirley and what is worse she have a mole on her right cheek with hari grows out of it…..even she wear the traditional arab dress and her fat show through it though i most cases it hide the fat of fat womans so i am think god dam how fat isthis fucking woman if her out of her cloths…….

but she is a good cook and make some good tea not like tis shit anthony perperate on me so she invites me in for tea though she act like nothing unusual this is strange usual this woman keep out of sight and have nothing to say to anyone…….i only take one drink and i am feel strange so i talk and then the phone ring so she get up to answer and while she not look i change glass with her then she come back in and start to drink a little and tell me go ahead and drink you tea then we finish our business……..

i have the money both from anthonyand from martin so she drink and count the money and keep look at my glass and the next thing kerplunk her fat ass she fall down on the floor……i notice that her phone have light for messages and i plays them and there is a bunch fo them and most from hamil and one in particular is strange telling her to leave the front porch light on and someone will be there to take care of it………

well it is get dark and so i turn on the front porch light and make sure to leave the front door unlock and drag this fat ass bitch to a bed room…..then i find out she is still alive but in deep sleep……so i sit and wait and start to feel like a cat that sit still and wait to pounce a mouse but it go on for hours before someone final come by at two o clock in the morning and two mans name of mahlmamut and hohni and i am wonder okay now i wonder what they do when they find her body………so i hide and listen and then they find her in the bedroom……..so i find out evident they have not be told any more than a body to be dispose of it so they drag this fat woman out and are grunts and groans because she is real fat and suddens she start to wake up and she resist and they keep on anyway and she is saying no fools it is not me but they tell her to shut up but suddens they vomit……they drop her for a minute and are cuss but then they pick her up and cover her mouth and out they go with her……i think also they have pass her out again because she stop her struggle……….i have see all from this i need to see i just pick up all the moey i have be get from martin and from anthony….then i call the cab and soon he come to pick me up though it take more than thirty minute it seem like another two hours…but he come and take me to where i have leave mytruck park…..

can you believe i have a half a truck load full of process high grade heroin now so what i am going to do with this shit……who care i think i willl find a usefor it for sure though i would glad trade it in for half the amount in unprocess opium which i think is what i mght well do think about it……..heroin is of no use to me personally i do not want to be involve with sells this evil shit but i love the opium that it is make it from……what person who deal in this can turn down a offer like this is certain something to think about…..in the meantime i have to find a place to store it but that is okay i have just the place i hope…….

as for mister hamil and his money well he have a big surprise in store for his ass.

Hamils Treachery

2006-06-27T12:01:00.000-07:00

later on finally i meet anthony who is the head of this what they call family and who my friend hamil have be associate with them….only thanks to anthony i am start to wonder if hamil have be my friend after all……first he invite me to have some tea and i am think oh probably this american shit they do ot know hwo to make tea you know…..arabs learn how to make tea from the british and pakistanis…….it is about the only thing that make it worth have god let english stay on the planet and pakistais as well if you want to know the truth except at least they are muslims…..but this man anthony he is a italian but from three generations back he is all american andhis tea is too but i do not say anything just drink and shut up……

he us upset now abouthear how martin try to do what he have do and is curious about the child and then i realize oh shit i have not call martin yet to see if he find the child…….he tell me to go ahead and call him and when i do martin is cry and cussing and demand where i have be and where is his son and i said i tell you where he was do you not find him yet and he said he do not even find the tool shed yet……so i explain to him real slow where it is……but then martin stop me and take the phone and start talk to him and ask him do hamil have him try to kill me and he says tohim yes……

i do not know what to think about this shit……..but the more i think about it the more sense it make……i do not know why hamil will trust me for this job only that i have be to alaska and a truck driver and i think he my friend and trust me but even still it make no good sense especially ow that he have be indicted come to find out for some conspiracy charge to do with organized crime and drug trade and human slave trade and money launders…..still though i can do the job he not likely to put me in charge of this and send me by myself with no help at that……..

you see here is what go onand how it work………hamil have he friends from akistan who run opium from afghanistan and then they process it in they place in the mountains and then they take it by ship to alaska……martin usual pick uphis shipment by him self and take it by boat on down the west coast like to oregon and washington and some of the time even to parts of california…..the rest of it he send some one to pick it up and take it to racine where tony buys his share and then he have his network who distribute it in chicago and detroit and a few other places……and this is a on going thing these shipments are like every three or four months you see…….even after tony get his share there is like about a whole semi truck full of process heroin and it be in bags of flour or what look like flour so is disguise but it is dangers to be caught so why it seem strange he send me now in the middle of all he troubles………

i do not want to believe it and tony he admit he do not know martin from adam he is just someone who go through hamil to do his business……..just like he do but they have no associates with each other……….only thing is now i have martins share of heroin still and also still i have his money for pay to hamil and now i have anthonys money for pay to hamil……..so i have a reason to hope that anthony is right because if hamil have betrays me i have lost a good friend……but i have still make me a shit load of money………..

but anthony is make me promise not to do something stupid…..after all he make a lot of money on this business and want to make sure he keep a connect to it……..he ask me if i am interest in still make runs and i say to him hell no this is my one and only time for this shit…..he is real disappoint to hear this i can tell but i am not going tomake the mistake oflie to a man like this…….but i tell him i am sure that hamil will be glad to introduces him to who he need to know after all it look like he is not going to be run this business much longer……. he just shrug and said maybe but i can tell he is disapoint to hear all this…..

he offer me some wisconsin cheese and some wine god it is awful stuff and this place is supposeed to be know for make good cheese well it is all right but it is nothing i would travel to this awful pace for i tell you……..after we finish we shake hands and off i go…..i have another stop to make now in cleveland suppose to bring hamil his money to his wife as he is in jail and have be not able to make bail….at least as of now……….but i am going to find out what is go on here and when i do if it is true that hamil have betray me he is go to pay for this big time.

A Misunderstanding

2006-06-27T09:34:00.000-07:00

i feel like such a idiot over what have happen last night i do not know what to say……i have be do stupid things in my life was crazy but this thing it is beyond fucked up…….it involve the girl last night i fuck who is a deaf mute girl who my new friend lazlo bring to me last night to help me to pass the time while i wait to meet the big boss man…..only lazlo when he come to my place last night he was not in such a friendly mood……..he come to me after the girl she left and he is like a crazy person when he find out that she have go away……..

you were suppose to kill her you idiot he told me…….now he do not tell me this shit and i tell him and he said the hell i told you to whack her and you said okay and i said yes and i whack her good she even was crying me and begging me to stop but i whack that pussy and then i whack that ass and then even i have her suck the shit off my dick……..

then he realize he should have explain that whack do not mean to fuck…..why do you think i would make you promise to fuck her he ask me i knew that was what you were going to do……come to think about it he was real persist make me promise twice to whack her i thought that was strange……..

why do you want to kill her i said and he said because she is i have her kidnap god dam you she is in some school for deaf people she was only fourteen…….now my head is spin because i promise i think she is older than this and besides i would not have kill her anyway i do not believe in kill somebody for no good reason…….otherwise i would have kill martin his little boy instead of take the time to lock him up in a abandon tool shed outside seattle….well i do not have to kill the spik that time in my uncles store but that is a different story he ask for it try to rob us and besides he was just a fucking spik…….

but anyways lazlo he is go crazy with the worry and say be may some one else pick her up and rapes her and might kill her or be may she so upset she commit suicide……..that not likely i tell him this girl is not a virgin she have be fucked a few times believe me so it not likely she be commit suicide over be fucked by me……so anyways i ask him what should we do should we leave here and he said yes that is a good idea and i will send someone up here to clean this place up to make sure they do not find any thing like dna and i said well you dam sure bester not send the one who snatches her up that would be real stupid….then he stops and says fuck…so obvious this is what he was go to do so he not so smart after all…….

so he says never mind i will stay here and clean the place up you get on out of here and i will meet you at so and so in about two hours……..so i said okay so off i go but i am worry now about find me by the police be may this girl bring them here and spot me so i am nervous……worse before lazlo come back i call the house and akhmed is tells me about how sherey her mother have be arrest for drugs after she be found overdose and that worse sherey she have disappearred….

god dam it….i have one good week in alaska one of the bester times i ever have and then after that one week things they just go to hell and no let up seem to be in sight.

A Deaf And Dumb Whore From Racine

2006-06-26T14:21:00.000-07:00

racine is like a different world from any place i have ever be at and it is a dangers place too…..this is where all the drugs come to that are mean to go to chicago and is the big place for distributes these it is a drug center not only for chicago but for all surround areas…….so when i go to there i have to meet with a man his name is lazlo……..he is a older man with a scar on his face………heis not a boss i know this but he is a front man for a boss of his who i want to meet but lazlo says that he do all this work…….no one have meet with this man not even hamil……so i tell to him okay then if that is the way it is but i have something to tell to you about martin….well come to find out martin have nothing to do with lazlo and this gang so he do not know what i am talking about………but when i tell him the story about what happen in alaska with martin then he tell me i should stay around in racine for a day or two be may the big man he would like to meet me…….

but i tell him no i do not have the time and really i do not want to stay in this fucking place the air feel so dirty hear and heavy like it is about to attack you or something……..but this lazlo he give me this dirty look and he insist that i should stay here…..so what choice do i have it look like i am a prisoner again………i mean he do not force me to stay but he sure do make it clear it will not be a good idea to leave put it that way…….

i tell him okay but i tell him i want some pussies where is a good place to get me some and he says if you want i will send you some and he ask me then what i like and i said one that is young and real pretty and have big breasts and sexy legs and a nice ass….and i tell him i do not want some fat ass bitch that hav a big nose and scars and all wrinkles up and ugly warts and moles anywhere…also she should have beautiful hair and sexy lips and sexy eyes and then he stop me and tell me he think that he get it i want a fucking movie star or be may a goddess…..and i said no just a woman like i have describe to you and she have bester not have any disease…..

he look offend at this and hurt feelings even and say what do you think we are up here look here no one of my womans have any thing wrong with them because they do not just fuck anything and we check them out regular to make sure of this….

well i have heard this shit before any one who tell you about they woman say this but any given time they are likely to come down with something there is no way in the hells they can be one hndred per cent guarantee them not to catch a disease some time or the other……

sure enough thogh he is true to he word he send me up this really sexy bitch that is a good look woman as you have ever be imagine a woman can look only one thing wrong with her is she is deaf and dumb…..but when i take my cloths off and she look at my dick she about to go ballistic obvious she have never see a dick this big before and she is afraid and start to cry and beg and get down on her knees and shake her head no but i said oh yes bitch you are going to be fucked by this big dick of mine so i jerk her up and throw on the bed and real pour the peter to her…….

just a good thing for her i can scrunches it up or i would hurt her bad but she get it all just the same and then she is crys and i can tell now she is a crazy woman because i realy give it to her for over two hours and she have cum all over the place….she is sits there and shaking like a leaf beause she is afraid still and obvious i have make her hurt and real sore but i am not finish with her yet…..fuck it i have go two weeks all this time in alaska and have no pussies what do you expect………so i turn her over and start to pound that sweet ass of hers……

then i makes her to suck the shit and slime off my cock……so then finally i have had enough and so she leave thogh she can barely walk and she is cussing me now first words she real say in that deep almost unreal voice that deaf people have when they talk what words they have learn to form…….i have to laugh because her is a beautiful bitch and when she form these words she sound like some ugly fat retarded downs syndrome woman when she tells me to go to hell and i am a mean evil bastard…..

oh well what can i say bitch i tell her….that will teach you to be a fucking whore i said and then i decide to get me some sleep.

I Escape From Alaska

2006-06-26T14:16:00.000-07:00

finally i have make it back from alaska for a few days now actual but this is the first chance i have that i feel like blog…..also i have join up with a new group on the internet a group call it homokaasu…..it seem to be a good group so far it is a nice place to have discuss with people…..so far though the only discuss i have with anybody is with someone who call himself name of snowman…..now that is ironic seeing as how i have just come from alaska……..i have be try to explain to him why i think someday all the whole world will be convert to islam and that this is finally how there will be peace in the world….i real believe this too….

of course i can not tell this to mister snowman but the reason i believe this is because i have see it in a vision several time in fact and the last one while i was in anchorage where i have to go to deliver some things for hamil…….it was a man name of martin who asks me all kinds of questions and who do not left me leave his place in peace and he make me stay there and have me with three other mans all of who look like it is they job to beat the truth out of you if they want to know something or to kill you if that is what they told them to do…….not only do martin insist i stay there thru the night but then i hear they have take away my truck so now i am stuck here ten miles on the outskirts away from anchorage…….

so they take me to this room that it is cold and no heat and no light and tell me they to wait there….so i wait and wait for more than three hours and i go to the door but it is locked so now i am start to be worry me so i sit and try to thinkand then i go in a trance and have this vision where i see eveyrone all over the world is prays them to allah….now i have learnthat when i have this vision this not the way it is yet and so i am in trouble from infidels which is what this martin is……

then anyway i come out of it and i hear there voices outside my door so i hide and when they come in they look all around but no where i to be find out at…..this is where i am at now if you believe stand out on a ledge outside the window and then i scale down and i mean fast…..so then i go to where is the truck in this huge build and lucky for me it no locked up and there it is with no one there and keys be left there in the door……i take these and hide in a stall and after some time some man come in there with martin and martin say he okay where is the keys to this and i know now what is happens they are say now hamil is in jail so we will steal his drugs…..so i know from this my life is not be worth a cent……

so back i go and sneak into the house while all these people they are driving out i think be may they go to try to find me think i have run off…..so i sneak in to all these rooms and there be some woman there and she sound asleep but i notice there kids in picture there with her and martin so now i know what i will do……i go to another room and there is the son about six years old or so i put my hand over his mouth and off we go to the truck we sneak and make it back there without we be see by them…..

i knock the little fucker out then and go in the truck and start it up and take off as fast as can be……then lucky i have my phone so i call martin and tell him i have his son with me….he is frantic and tells me please do not hurt him you do not understand and all this shit and i said to him oh yes i understand you want to steal hamils drugs that is what……well when hamil find this out you will be in trouble i tell to him…..then i tell him like it is that if he try to stop me or interfere with me leave there or call the police or do anything at all i will kill his son…….

can you believe i drive twelve hours straight with this little motherfucker…..and all the time he is cry and beg me to not hurt him and i am tell him that is up to your father as long as he do what i say you will not be hurt but if he do not do what i say then yes i will kill you……after all this is just a little boy it would be wrong to lie to him……..

but anyway i drop him off finally in seattle washington but i make sure he is knock him out so he stay unconscous for awhile…..and just to make sure that martin learn his lesson i shoot him up with heroin just enough for a little boy of about six though you have to be careful about these things………but boy was he ever do i fuck him up……..

anyways after i find a place where i can hide him where he will be safe from the weather and from bad people and from animals off i go on my way…other than this though it was a good trip i will tell more about it later…….even can you believe this in all times i on the road and even when i cross the borders of us and canada not one time was i stop by anybody……so i do not have to pay any bribery to border guards…..i just stop and show this my id that have be make up for me and they wave me on through and not want to look which is a dam good thing…….it would be impossible for me to explain heroin and little six year old motherfucker high as the hells…….so i go on over to spokane and i get me a bite to eat and think okay now i will call martin and tell him where to find his son but then i think oh to hell with it i will wait until i get to racine……

so i wait until i get to racine and then i call him…….i tell him about old shed i hide him in and the chain and lock i lock him up with and where to find the key to it i hide……he is crying and cusses me and threatens me and then i remind him of what hamil will do when he find this out the ungrateful motherfucker……..i could have kill his son and him and the whole family really because there was no one with them in the house except for be may one or two others who do not think i am around that i have run off on foot…….and this is the thanks i get for show them some mercy….some motherfuckers will never learn i guess.

My Prayer From Alaska

2006-06-07T19:39:00.000-07:00

hamil have be got in some trouble but i can not get in to this right now.....only to say that he is in a real bind and he need of my help so i have be go to alaska for him......now akhmed when you get this here you know what to do you send it on like i tell you do okay...........

anyways it is beautiful up here and i am grateful to hamil for gives me this opportunity.....i have be here before but this is all business now but that is okay i love it up here and i will at least take opportunity to see a few sights in this beautiful country before i come back.......actual though alaska is a state in the us but that is still beautiful place i should say.........i get to juneau just three day ago and i meet with hamils friends from pakistan and i pays them for deliveries of the products though they are nervous they have never be seeing me before and they do not trust me even though hamil manages to get word to them about a changes of plans in who they meet.......

i offer to take them out for some beer thinking okay i hope they are not this kind of peoples that will be offends by this but to my surprise they gladly accept my invitation and they were quite pleasant.....they were nerves though.........

anyways i will be leaving in a few days and should be back home in just under a week from now if all goes well and god is willing........i be paid ten thousand dollars for making trip and another ten thousand dollars when i get back and besides this all my expense is paid.......not too bad for just a two week work for would you not say.........

in the meantime akhmed who be my lawyer and hamil too he is kind agree to stay at my house and take care of thor and keep a eye on my place......he know what to do but he refuses to have anyting to do with sherey and her mother or for that matter amanda if she come around.......so far as i know nothing out of the usual have be happens and even massoud is okay with me be go away to alaska......he is much better in his heart and can take care of things despite all his other problems with mara and with omar.....to tell the truth i think he is glad i will not be around to pester him and especial bug him about arianesa his daughter who i will marry one day no matter what he think......

but all this is not important for now.....up here in this beautiful place you can see the hand of great lord god all mighty allah.....so what bester time than now for me to offer this prayer of thanksgiving as this is the forth nineteenth post on this blog.......and so i will take the time to do so now........

great lord god all mighty allah i pray that you watches over my family and my friends.......i do not know what the trouble is with hamil lord god allah but he is a good man and i pray that you will watch over him and keep he from harm..........he have be a good friend to me and have be help to me in many ways.......

i pray lord god allah that the goods that i have be hired to deliver to the place like i was told to do will reach they destinates and that they will bring joy and comfort to those who in need of it.....unfortunates that hamil his friends have fails to bring me the good kind that not be processed which is i dearly love to smoke but lord god allah i have come to understand that sometimes you can not get everything that you want......for help me to learn this valuable lesson lord god allah i praise you all the more than if you actual make sure i get the opium and it not all be afghan heroin.......

okay lord god allah i have to tell you the truth actual i am pisses off about it but hey at least i am be honest with you and i am trying to look on the good side that count for something do it not.......

i praise you lord god allah for the creates of this world with all it varied wonders like this beautiful place call alaska so different from where i am from and yet every bit as much fill with the awesome wonder of you glory great lord god allah....whether it is hot or cold or there is desert or there is ice and snow great lord god allah there you are.......

i pray lord god allah that little ruthie is safe and sound and happy in you presence.......i am real sorry for what omar my fool nephew have do to her but he is family so i pray for his soul.....but lord god allah i pray they do not find her body after all is just a empty shell now her soul is what importants so even though she was a little infidel bitch i pray that she is happy and safe in you presence.......

i pray too for her sister sherey and for her mother and all the brothrs and sisters especially the one who now a soldier in iraq.....keep him safe and protect all the soldiers lord god allah while they go about the business of bringing freedom to iraq......and i pray again lord god allah that you make it happen that soon they will go to syria my country and be will to fight and die to free my people too.......

but most of all please look out for sherey and help her to understand when the time comes that there is no way i can ever marry her now that i have talks her into having sexes with my dog thor........and keep her safe from sexes transmits diseases lord god allah so her do not bring harm to my beloved pet......and look out for thor lord god allah and when he dies can he please go to the heavens.....i know he is just a animal but i promise you he will be good up there......

i pray also for all the womans i want or who i have have sexes with or want to.....melissa............dreama......marita..........amanda........louese.......

also i pray for mara......make her come out of the insane state she in now lord god allah she is no good to me like this.......i know i push her too far by putting her on date rape drug and then filming her be fucked by thor my dog and by omar her son who i blackmail in to do it because of what he do to ruthie and then i laugh at her about it and blackmail her and all the rest....but she is a bitch lord god allah and she bring all this on herself as you well know......

also leann lord god allah who is amanda daughter i am happy she is alive and i thank you for having her to come through for me just in the nick of time.....of course she have no choice because who know what hamil will have do to her if she do not do as she told to do.......still allah i pray that what ever trouble hamil is in he get out of it and if not please do not let this cause leann to be free to go back to her nigger loving ways and be free to cause me trouble over what has happens.......
she is bester off where her be now with peope that will look after her and teach her right from wrong even though she have no say in the matter......

finaley lord god allah help me to destroy my enemies like brian who amandas ex husband and louese husband though they be seperates now and him be back with amanda for now and is leanns father......him and his friends who attacks me i want them dead and to really suffer before hand....also these spiks who killed rahe over me killing the one spik in my uncels store.....help me to detroy them great lord god allah.....they are only worthless spiks.....i know they are human lord god allah and you creates them and other worthless humans like niggers for example.....but i have learned recents that all humans have a place in you creates.....i do not know why but i guess you have you reasons for makes them.......but these ones lord god allah should die....and also rachel the bitch nigger whore who was amandas counseler and causes all knds of trouble for me over leann.......i have special plans for this bitch too lord god allah for which i ask you blessings.....

before i forget i pray for soul of rahe even though he is a filther disgust homosexer queiers with my uncel massoud who is now having sexes with the imman........make them see how wiked it is lord god allah.......surey they must know deep down that it is wrong why elses then would i be able to blackmail them.......

before i forget i pray for the most improtant person of all who is areanesa my cousin and massoud and maras daughter that i will marry her.......this is the one thing uncel massoud refuses me.... but i promise you great lord god allah that if you changes his mind and make him let me marry her i will be a good husband to her and will treat her good......

finaley lord god almightey allah i remind you of my request.....i know that you says it is impossible for a human being to see you and live to tell about it....... no one have do this.....not even jesus christ.....not even mohammed the greatest of all you prophets.......but i ask that you change you mind great lord god allah......let me see you in such a way that people will believe me and then more people will be draws to you.....then i can be even the greatest prophet of all like my blessed mother always tells me......

yes lord god say hello to my mother for me and my father and i hope they are happy together now in the heavens after they be seperates by death for so many years.....

finally great lord god allah....as usual.....and most importants of all i pray for myself.

The So-Called NSA Spying Scandal

2006-05-22T20:25:00.000-07:00

you may rememer a whiel bak how i tell you about how i met and fucked princess diana….well if not you can rede about it rite here.....

wel lateley somtheng over the news hav broght all this bak to me to my attenshon………and it have to do with this resent storey makeng the rounds about the nsa spyeng scandal……

all of goerge bushes enemies here in the countrey are up in arms over how thay clame that mister bush have be spyeng on amarecans and how he have be useng the nsa to record the telephon converstions of amarecans all over the countrey and how it is an abuse of his president powers………

okay that verey well mite be the case….butthe onley problem is….this have be goeng on sinse at leest 1997 which is four years before goerge bush become president of this countrey……….everey telephone call ever make in this countrey have be stored on a nsa data bank sinse at leest that time…..so now how do i know this……..

well i come to this countrey in 1999….before that i live for a whiel in england sinse in fact 1996 which is the yeer my mother have be ded and now for goeng on ten years as of august of that year…..but this is besid the poent which is i met diana the yeer she died the bitch in 1997 so evereytheng i hear about her normaley i pay attenshon to it as it is one of my goals inlife to solv the mysterey of who killed her…..acshalley which i know the anser to this alredey but i do not have aney proof so that wil be a subject for another post…….

aneyways i was watcheng televison one nite and thay are goeng about all this nonsense from the father of dodey fayed who is her arab boyfrend……he thenks the british inteligense services asasinate them because of worreed about her marryeng a arab what it wil look like or som knd of stupid shit like that…which this is not tue it have notheng to do with the british roaltey or inteligense……….. thogh she was murdered…….

now one of the thengs thay poent to is a phone call from princess diana was stoerd in a nsa bank and was shaerd with british inteligense…….just because of somtheng she mentioned by the way that thay were intrested in….she hav notheng to do with it it just the subject matter thay were monitoreng….so that is all……notheng to do with her murder that old man that run herods is just piss off and want revenge but he goeng after the wrong peppel……..

but aneyway the poent is…when was it that princess diana died….lets see now….oh yes seem to me like this stinkeng cunt bitch die in 1997……..yet the nsa have stoerd her phone call in a data base three years vefore bush was elcted preisdent….so what do this tell you…..well it tell me that obvousley this spy program be goeng on before goerge bush and who know how long…….

and it is al bulshit aneyway….if a terrors killers are about to commit a terrors act do you not want to know about it before thay kill thousands or even tens of thousands of peppel…..i know i shur as hell do…..thay are not lisseneng to aney theng else you say aneyway unless sometheng about whaer you call or when or how maney times make them suspishus…….then if you are doeng somtheng ilegal but it not have aneytheng to do with terrors then thay are not conserned as it not in thay jurisdiction…..

if you are doeng somtheng ilegal and you are that worreed about it either stop doeng it or lern to talk in code like i do…..what is the big fuckeng deal.

Iranian President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad

2006-05-22T20:17:00.000-07:00

everybodey hear in the us seem to be woreed about this man who is president of iran and i am talkeng of corse about mahmoud ahmadinejad…i am not shur about that spelleng by the way but fuck it i am not in the mood to look it up…..the speleng of his name is ot important aneyway what is important is amarecas fears toward him……the name of that fear is i am afrade speled bigot……..

okay now what have he do that is so bad…….okay for one thing he clames that the holocaust was make up by the jews or at leest it was grateley exagerated…..well duh……newsflash peppel……EVERYBODEY FUCKENG KNOWS THAT…..plus he make a verey good and valid poent that the jews were do this to them by the germans and others in europe so if europe want them to have a homeland why do thay not then giove them somplase in euope…..hell it make sense to me….

now everyebodey is conserned about iran haveng nucleer weapons….this is bulshit…….if thay do so what how is this worse than aney other plase have them…….the fuckeng jews have them and so do the vile hindus…..now that is fucked up…….but just beause iran mite….repeat mite…..have a few sudenley thay are conserned about nuclear proliferation…..can you spel hipocrit……..i like goerge bush and admier him grateley but when it cometo this isue over iran i theenk he is reel off base and probabley is being misled…….

okay i wil admit i hav a soft spot in my heart for iran becaus this is the homeland of my grate grate grandfather who moved from ther by way of turkey to syria after the first world war…….but this do not change the facts…..suir thay have do some things i do not aprove of but why not just let bygones be bygones…….

and irans enemies wil not let up…..here lateley thay have be accusseng them of tryeng to pass a law where evereybodey that isnot a muslim will have to wear speshal cloths or speshal colors to identify who thay are……not just jews but also christeans and zoroastrians……..wel what the fuk if thay do….for one theng this mite well be for there own protection from peppel who mite know who thay are and be bigots to them but with thees cloths then thay will stand out and make peppel thenk twise before do aneytheng out of the way to them………it make sense to me……

but now come to find out this is not even the case not at all…..come to find out this was just sugested as a amendment to anotehr law that establish dress codefor muslims….but it was not agreed to in fact i thenk it was not even added for to be voteed on the bill…..notheng to it whasoever just some bigot bitch from canada……..

okay i will say one theng more and then i will shut up on this suject for now…..resentley ahmadinejad the president propose a law that allow womans to attend soccer games for the first time sinse the days of the shaw…….of corse thay still have to dress in the tradishonal cloths as now required by thaer law……and also thay have to sit in a speshal area of the stadeum……certanley thay wil not be allowed to sit just aneywheres thay want to and mix and mingle with the mans…yes thay will have to stay in a certan plase just for the womans…..but hey thay are being allowed to attend…and this is good…some of thees womans have thay husbands thay brothers and thay sons that play soccer…..so naturaley thay wuld enjoy getteng a chanse to see thaer man folks play the game…….and i am shur thay man folks will apresheate the womans in thaer famileys get a chanse to see them play……..so this is a good thing….

so it just go to show that peppel heer in the west are bigots whenit come to iran and arabs and all muslims….thay shuld lern bester what thay are talkeng about before they shots thear mouths off………realey now when you stop to thenk about all of these different poents of mine how bad can iran be.

Guantanamo Bay-The Muslim Prison Revolt

2006-05-22T20:11:00.000-07:00

some of my arab and muslim so called borthers have realey be showeng thaer asses lateley i am talkeng about the ones that are hold up in this plase i wil call gitmo which is on the island of cuba….this is whaer thay have in jael terrors and kilers thay have captured in the war on terror mostley from the afghan conflcit……..

what a bunch of fuckeng cry babeys some of thees amarecan suporters of thees vile peppel are….oh thay are being tortured oh thay are being denied thaer basic human rites oh thay are beeing denied due prosess…bull shit…..you motherfuckers had bester wake you asses up….thees peppel wil kill you in a hartbeet if thay get a chanse and thay will sell you daghters into slavery as sex slaves…..you sons too as far as that go…..and thay will cut off you fuckeng head and laugh at you whiel they doeng it…..

in the meentime some of thees peppel that suposedley being treeted so bad thay hav all the food thay need and probabley more and thay go out of thaer way to make shur the food is halel on top of that…….thay give them recreashon by letteng them play soccer…..thay give them a quran to read even…..under the circumstanses seems to me thay treet them pretty dam good a hell of a lot bester than thay deserve and dam shur a hell of a lot bester than i wuld treet thees filthey swine…….

still what do thay do…thay stage a brakeout by one of them acteng like he is comiteng suiside and when the gards com rusheng in thay attack them…thay have shit what thay call on the news feces in case you do not know what it meens and it spred on the floor and so thay the solders slip and slide and then thees monsters attak them with brake glass and stuf of this nature……luckiley the amarecan solders prevaeled by useng non lethal forse i theenk if i remember rite thay used rubber bulets……

wel thay shuld have killed thees motherfuckers…..i resent thees kind of peppel that make all good muslims look bad and i want them dead……and i resent just as much maybe a little more thees ignorant fools heer who try to defend them……you draw you own conclushons what i meen by that.

Ray Nagin Wins New Orleans Mayors Race

2006-05-22T20:05:00.000-07:00

i am verey happy to report that mister ray nagin who is the negro mayer of new orleans louisiana have be elected back to be mayor….he verey handeley defeated mister mitch landreiu who have be the leutenant governor of this state….i have to admit i am surpeise by this turn of hapenengs……but am still delited…….i have be studyeng louisiana state historey now for a whiel off and on and i have be made aware that louisiana is one of the most corupt crook plases in all the usa…..and for a long time to……..the city is corupt and so is the state…..so i gess it was a choese of okay now are we goeng to have back our corupt mayor or are we goeng to have a white man from the state who is probabley even more crook…..

one thing landrieu have goeng for him is he have a sister who is a united state senator for louisiana so i figure she have enogh pull to be him elected……gess i was wrong about that….i saed to myself well she wil help him after he elected to and be may will get the plase stratened up……but no nagin wins……be may the peppel figure well if he is this womans brother thay are a corupt crook familey and we do not want them tell us what to do…….mary landrieu thogh she may be a crook she is a prettey woman and i bet she can fuck like a tiger……i shur wold like to find out thogh i dout i ever will but onley because i will probabley never get a chanse to meet her…..if i do of corse say in new orleans dureng mardi gras which i will go to next time thay have one i will definiteley get me some of that fine pussey if i get to meet her and she will be may suck this big dick of mine…….

another theng that mite have hurt landrieu is he being the lieutenant governor under kathleen blanco who most peppel in new orleans understandabley blame for all the problems that result because of be unpepared for those two awful hurricanes called katrina and rita…..that is not his fault thogh but at the same time he shuld have try to exet himself not leve it up to a fuckeng woman to be thengs done………probabley she spend all her time fuckeng emergensy workers espeshalley all the spiks who come in thaer to take jobs away from amarecans and the legal imigrants such as myself and also fuckeng federal fema agents and all the rest…..i bet that bitches pussey smels worse than princess dianas pussey smell when i fucked her…..i bet you will be hard press to find a week whaer this itch do not have five or six cocks up her pussey at one time or another…….which mite have be the problem as she was thinkeng okay i can fuck and be may i can get more power from the government and insted the whol plase just go to hell in a hand basket as thay say heer in amareca……..

aneyways i am glad that ray nagin has won even thogh he is a negro……..being that he is he do not know what to do or if he do he just paniked from fear and terror and could not funcshon like a real leader shuld……..

but that is al rite…..hey…..one thing i have lerned for a fact and that is if aneybodey can put on a good show and thro one hell of a whiz bang partey it is a negro and ray nagin certanley fills that bill…….if mitch landrieu had win the race it probabley wuld have be a pathetic mardi gras the next time out….ther shuld always be a lot of negros in new orleans and in fact new orleans shuld always be a chocolate city at the end of the day just like mayor nagin saed…….peppel shuld not be mad at him for speekeng the truth………….the whole countrey shuld suport ray nagin and help him to build new orleans back to its former glory…….be may that he has go thru this hell onse he have lerned his lesson and if there is another hurricane like hit them onse before he will be better prepare…..and besides the goverment will be watcheng closeley to try to make thengs run smoother this time around if it happen agan……

i for one am realey lokeng forward to next years mardi gras.

A Strangely Satisfying Day

2006-05-22T19:59:00.000-07:00

so far this has be a stange day…brandy come over and i go to give her a hug and this crazey bitch reeley go off on me….do not tuch me she saed i can not stand for aneybodey to tuch me….hell i saed i was onley goeng to give you a hug as a frend and she saed well we are frends and that is all and i saed yes i know is that not what i just saed and she saed well you are never to tuch me got it…..i saed okay then god dammit i do not want to tuch you aneyways…..i then ask her about christina and she saed what about her…you leve my sister alone…..still she acts frendley and starts talkeng about her crazey motehr linda and her other sister jamie and the baby and i am thenkeng okay this crazey bitch is just playeng hard to get so i reech out and pat her on the sholder like i am shareng a joke with her but the bitch go off on me agan…..so i saed okay sorrey god dam it….ordinariley i wuld not put up with this kind of disprespect from aney fuckeng woman even a crazey one like brandey but i have to stay on her good side until i kill thees fuckeng spiks from mexco that she know…..

just like notheng happens she askes me to go out with her to get somtheng to eat and i saed not today i have work to do and am expecteng companey…..she argues with me i bet for an hour and almost wares me out but i am firm so finaley she storms off in a huff…that is all rite she do this everytime i do not do what she wants but i have lerned deep down she respects that…..thogh that is about all the crazey bitch respects includeng her own selv……

all this time thor was lookeng at me and her stangeley…….sitteng there wagging his tong like he had somtheng to say and not shur how to say it……after awhiel fuckeng sherey come to the door and i let her in….this bitch smell to the high hevens i know she hav not had a bath in four days at leest……..hell this do not matter to thor he is redey for some pussey…but first she askes me if she can have some of that stuff as she cals it so i fix her up a batch and she drenks it……she is now feeleng bester i can tell but she is still not like when first i meet her…she will not look you in the eyes no more and always lookeng down and has no life at all……

i know she have sosmtheng to say but insted she start cryeng and i saed what is wrong and she saed do you realey love me and i saed of corse i do and she saed well at leest hug me so i thenk okay be may i had bester play along even thogh she smels like a fuckeng sewer now…so i hug her…big mistake…..

thor starts growleng and onse or twise barks and he is lookeng at me like he culd tare my fuckeng balls off in a hartbeet…what the fuck is wrong with you dog i saed…but he lurches forward growleng even worse than before…….god dam you i saed then i let sherey go and sudenley he growls subside and he bak off and then gradualey start whineng……..then sherey start talkeng to him and petteng him and he lays down and roll over on his back with his paws up in the air and sherey start massaging his belley and then rubbeng his dick……

no i saed you can not be with thor not after the way he acted just now….and she started cryeng….i need him she saed and i saed wel you have to wate until i have a little talk with him…he is grounded….no more pussey for you thor not until you straten up and act rite…….and another theng sherey i saed…you stenk…the next time you come heer you had bester take a bath and be weareng clean cloths or you can not be with thor and on top of that you can have notheng else form me….do i make myselv cleer……

she was embarased and tried to make some fucked up excus about be feeleng bad but i saed well i have told you now so you know what i expect……cleen you selv up and in the meentime me and mister thor have to get some thengs strate…….so come on now i take you home i have somtheng for you mother aneyways……

of corse thor do not like this but even thogh he wines like crazey i do not caer i walk her home and there is her mother…..the god dam plase is a rat infested mess as always with fuckeng flys all over the plase but what the hell……i hand her the heroin and saed you know you shuld realey cleen this fuckeng plase up what are you a human being or a fuckeng pig this plase is like a filthey pg sty……she saed that is my busness…i saed yes it is but the next time you daghter come to my hous i expect her to be cleen and not stenkeng like this hous…..besides if laws are called on you always a chanse that can get bak to me so that make it my busness…so if you want more heroin you do what i say and cleen this plase up you bitches both of you….

thya just look down and sherey is cryeng and sayeng okay muhammed plese do not be mad at us and her mother prettey much saed the same theng..then thay invited me to stay for coffee and i saed you have to be kiddeng….i do not even like to brethe in this hous i shur as hel aint goeng to drenk coffee from a cup in this hous probabley mold in the coffee and in the cups….now you bester get you asses stratened up and i do not meen be may…….

thay sad okay and i can tell i made my poent so i leve in disgust…so when i get home gess who is wateng to see me none ther than amanda…i saed wat are you doeng heer bitch……and she saed i come to talk to you can we plese talk….i saed i saw rachel today she wondereng why you have not keep you apoentment…she was wondereng that now she is probabley wondereng what she can do to keep me from sueng her ass and takeng everytheng the nigger bitch owns…..

she come on in then and sudenley she throws herselv in my arms and huggeng me and beggeng me to forgive her and i look around and there is thor….just to make shur i keep huggeng her and feeleng her and before you know it i am all over her and soon i fuck this bitch somtheng i had swore i wuld never do agan…….

aneyways thogh thor he acts like he is intrested and paceng the floor but do not growl…so then i relaised okay of corse he just do not want to share sherey with aneyone not even me his master….probabley he wuld be the same way about mara…..but then it occurs to me…this mite be a fun way to take caer of my problem….aneyways when i am thru fuckeng amanda i tell her now get you ass out of heer i do not want ot see you anymore except for one time and that is when i call you in cort when i sue that nigger rachel and the city of covington and kenton county….she crys and begs of corse but i just bakhand the bitch and down on the floor she goes…..this realey get thor excited and sudenley he lunge at her like he is goeng to tare her up but i stop him…no thor i saed….she is not you probelm boy she is her own probelm…..so she is cryeng and sayeng she loves me and will do aneytng i say and i say yes so why are you still with brian the bastard who be rapeng you own daghter that tels me just how fuckeng low down you realey are and then she saed well leann is a liar you can not beleve her and besides i do not love him i am just useng him…..he do not even fuck without viagra she saed….so i saed oh but you have be fuckeng him….well get out then…….

she finaley leve in tears and i take thor out for a walk and i tell him boy if you ever act like that to me agan i will kill you…you are the dog and i am the master…..get it…then i hit him hard on the snout and he whines and cowers on the ground….i know this mite sound cruel but you have to let you dog know who is boss…..besides i am good to thor…..how maney mans will make shur thaer dog gets all the pusseys he wants from womans……

speekeng of which later on in fact just a hour ago sherey come back to the hous and is all cleenup now and prettey weareng prettey sexey cloths…she stil acts timid thogh and wil not meet you gaze…when i first meet her she is reel haghtey and direct and proud and even bubbley…….well i wil lhave to work on that some..but aneyways she asked for my permisshon for her to be with thor for awhiel so i saed yes……you see i am not such a hard ass i just demand that i be give my due respect whether that be from a girl or from a dog……

so thay go on up and she suck thors dick and thor fuck her and all is fine with them now so thor is happey…….i give sherey some more of the stuff that she likes my own speshal secret formula and then she leves…….she walk quickley and do not look at aney one as thogh she is ashames of her selv which i gess she is thogh hell why wuld she thenk anyebodye wuld know aneytheng……

thor is shur happey now so i give him a treet and reeley i was feeleng a little bad about beeing so meen to him……what the hell i saed to myself he is just a dog he do not know aney besters…….but it is up to me to teech him and i will i just have to lern to be pashent that is all….

in the meentime a plan is formeng in my mind…i will get rid of thees fuckeng spiks…be may one at a time or be may all of them at onse but i will definteley get rid of thay asses.

Rachel Learns The Way It Is

2006-05-22T19:50:00.000-07:00

wel i have a long talk today with this fuckeng nigger woman by the name of rachel who is amandas conselor or used to be thogh she do not know she hav a apoentment with me you see…..but the bitch have a apoentment al rite….when i walk in her offis she was sitteng thaer talkeng to som scum bag who is her client some nigger that i know is a drug deeler and he is redey to leve…..she give me this strange look and saes what is it you need mister shahiri…..

i can tel by lookeng in the bitches eyes she is afrad i am there to hurt her and she is incheng her fingers to the phone probabley to call securitey…..i tell her that this wil not take but a minut and then i will be gone….then i tel her i gess you have hear how leann have get in tuch with amanda have you…….

then i prodused the letter and the envelop it come in not the reel theng of corse as amanda have thees but i have made copees of them both just for this purpos…she look at them and then she reed the letters……you shuld have see the look on this bitches fase…

it is the same letter of corse that i tel about in a erlier blog post and which you can rede in its entiretey here

she saed i have no see amanda now for a few weeks she have not show up for our apoentments so she wil probabley be goeng back to jael you know that don’t you…..

i saed lissen to me nigger bitch…..becaus of you acuseng me of doeng sometheng wrong of being involve with amandas disapearanse she have finaley brake up with me so i do not know where she is……onley a coupel of weeks ago she had a buch of peppel attak me and beet me up thogh ihave a good idea youhave hear about this…tha tis all rit i will be fine….but as for knoweng whaer amanda is i do not know and i wuld not fuckeng tell you if i do…that is not what i am heer for…i am heer for a apologey…….

oh that and one other theng i added….i am goeng to sue you fuckeng blak ass…you and the city of covington kentucky and kenton county and whiel i am at it i may sue amareca for giveng you niggers equal rites…….now get the fuck out of heer…..she was about to explode and her eyes were wide and sudenley she spat and sputered and stamered but this is my offis……yeah that was pretty a stupid theng for me to say but i was just carred away by my feelengs at the moment….but dam if i was goeng to let this blak whore get aneytheng on me…..

it wil not be yu offis for long i saed not if a have my way in fact one of the terms of aney setelment will be you blak ass be fierd…..so enjoy you job whiel you haveit bitch you will not have it for long ipromis you that….so i go on out and she was shouteng after me you and fool i bet she call me a fool ten times and to go crawel bak under my sand dune……i thenk she call me a camel fucker to or be may it was a goat butby then i do not caer…everybodey heers her asault me verbaley thay do not heer me what i saed to her….at least i do not thenk thay do if thay do oh well too bad i do what i cometo do aneyways which is tellthe bitch off and makes her worey and i am shur i have do that much aneyways….

and maybe i will sue her….on the other hand i have be hearng so long abouthow good nigger pussey is be may i will give me some of that nigger pussey…..of corse i resentley herd that this fuckeng bitch rache lis a lesbian but hell that is fine with me….i do not intend for the bitch to enjoy it.

Mara Has A Nervous Breakdown

2006-05-22T19:35:00.000-07:00

i went to massouds hous erley this morneng and he laed down the law to me….no he saed i can not marrey his daghter this isout of thr qwesteon and he do not caer what i threten him with as that is just the way it is…..i am not surprised at this in fact i was expecteng it……..i wil just give it some time he will evenshuialley agree to it…….i will dam shur see to that….in themeentime he is telleng me that mara is gettegn even worse seems with each passeng day she now is acteng like a little child escept never get out of be just lay there and stare into spase sometimes she talk and rambel incoharentley….somtimes she wil do this in english words sometimes in arab words sometimes she will mix them up ut never in aney kindof reel senstense and never make aney sense……..

he take me in to her room to see her and thaer she is and to mysurprise she acts like she do not recognise me and she is sayeng notheng……..he look at me strange and i am wondereng just what all he knows or at leest what he suspects…..but he saes notheng……she will probabley be al rite after so long i saed stop you worryeng and trust god……

that is easey for you to say he saed…….but aneyway back to what we was talkeng about…..no you can not marrey my daghter….i notis now he look at her funney and i can tell he is sayeng this now to get a reacshon from her but she do notheng but staer as before….then he saed on the other hand be may i will let you marrey her i thenk you would make her a good husband…..i will have to thenk some more about it….he look at her agan and still she have no reacshon not even the slitest little bit……..then he start talkeng about money and payeng me dubel money under the tabel……..all kind of thengs he try to talk about but no reacshon from mara…..but then he mention thaer son omar and sudenley she starts lokeng anxous and this worrey me....

i know we can talk aout how you have always be a filther disgust homosexer queiers and now that rahe is dead you are haveng homsexer queier affare with the immam…….yes he saed i gess i will go to see him today…..all of this and onley reachson from mara is she start sudden;ley rockeng back and forth sitteng up in her bed...

but grate lord god almitey allah always know when the bester time is to anser you prayers if you know how to lissen…..of corse this do not apply to masoud i like ot thenk that what happens next is grate lord god almitey allas way of sareng a little joke with me…….i gess he know i need cheereng up as acshaualley i am a little bit upset over massoud refuseng me permishon to marrey his daghter….

so what happens is sudenley there is the sound of a dog barkeng…i meen it is reeley loud and thogh it is down the street the waythe sound carreys it is like outside maras window….sudenley mara bolts satrate up in the bed and she starts scremeng her fool head off……a lod curdleng screemand after she give out from screem she strarts sobbeng and cryeng and then start screemeng agan…….

she was never afrade of dogs before he saed i do not know what tomake of this he saed sadley….be may the dog have notheng to do with it exxcept just the suden noese it make shoks her….no that is not it this is the forth or fifth time she has do that and always when a dog barks even most of thetime it is faent and far away…..i do not catch on until the last time she do it when it awas reeley loud…what do you thenk it culd meen…..

i do not know i saed but you bester put her away…but he saed i do not want to do that rite away until i have no choese……thenk of the scandal he saed…..boy do he ever not know even the half of it.......if he knew all the thengs that have go on and lead up to the final consclushon of my war with mara he would realey shit a brik......which you can rede about here

i have some thengs to do today i told him so i want to take the day off….he saed this is you day off aneyway and i saed well i just want to be shur….so i sad goodbye and as i leve i notised that suddenley mara was calm down and makeng no noese in fact was just like when i first come in there……..

as i leve i almost laugh out loud at my fool uncel….yes masoud i saed to myself by all meens nomatter what you can not aford aney scandals…..what a fuckeng hipocrit.

Mother

2006-05-14T23:14:00.000-07:00

i do a lot of posteng for mothers day and i gess that is becaus i miss more than aneytheng my own deseased mother.......this was a woman unlike aney that have ever live and verey few com close to her........thaer is melissa who i hav now lerneng to forget about but now god hav given me another one my cousin areanessa who i wil marrey one day and soon.......

my mother was a woman who wuld take no shit off of aney man includeng this be my father....yet she respected him and obayed him as a good wife shuld for what few yeers he was alive after thay marreed.......she was a good wife in everey way and everey meeneng of the word.......

she was ot perfect she had belong to a sect of witches pepels wo worship the old time god mans and god womans....the daghters of allah and som other god womans too and god mans from egypt and canan and babelon......thay were a smal but feered grup that travel the middel east in a caravan and thya were caled i theenk fajahalel.....but when she met my fatehr and he ask for her in marrage she leve them for good.....she make that choese even thogh she know that onse she leve she cannever go back to them.....

but after father died she stil continued her practises thogh she was a muslim too which the fafahalel are also muslims but stil are witches....she taght me much.......she taght me to enjoy life and live it to the fulest.....she saed that youdo not hav to abstane from aneytheng you enjoy except onley dureng ramadan..........

she taght me som magic and how to reed omar kayams arabian nights as a magical grimore....and like i saed she put up with no shit not from me or from aneybodey and yet she was kind and loveng and respectful of man and of me............

the picshur i hav tried to upload and i hope it works is not her.....but it is a verey close likeness of her.....i hapened acros it one day whiel on the internet...when she died when i was sixteen she left me no picshurs.....but this is like lookeng rite at her and back in time..........

happey mothers day then to her my mother rahalla sharakan shahiri......know that wherever you ae i love you and i miss yu deepley and look forward to the day i wil be with you in the hevens rite ther at the rite hand of god.

The Adventures Of Dr Diana York Blaine

2006-05-14T22:51:00.000-07:00

i hav discovered a blog writen by a amarecan woman who is a colege profesor in usc which is univeristy of southern california. she is one of thees crazey ladeys who thenk that man have be opresseng womans and that everey student on her campus is responsibal for aney rape that happens. she insist that woman shuld have same rites as mans and be respected but she do not seem to thenk that womans shuld equaley respect mans…….evidentley she thenks that man owes womans and womans shuld run world…..in order to draw atenshon to her ignorant blog here and the ideas that she have she resentley put a bunches of picshurs of herselv showeng her tits…….her way of sayeng i gess that this is onley way of getteng mans attenshon so if that is what it takes for them to heer her she wil do this and then of corse she wil insults them for doeng what she knows in her mind thay will do….she is a fat cow of a woman reeley thaer is notehng prettey about her onse you get past her fase which is her best featur and that as well is forgetabal…….wel you can deside for youselv up above is the bitches picshur i do not know about you my dick is not exactley rock hard rite now form lookeng at it.

out of interest i engage her on her blog and the others that leve coments thaer but i quickley find out that if you do not agre with her she wil insult you and even she will take off your coments……..at leest she hav do that to some of mine but not all of them…..i am asumeng that the ones she take off are those she can not dispute in a reasonabal way…..

for exampal in one of her latest posts she talks about how this ded animal is be layeng in the rode and rotteng for days and no one moves it and she has be seeing it everey day….then she goes on to describ how pepels are obsess with deth and how it is onley the weak in sosietey who are see as dead on televishons which of corse is a lot of fuckeng bulshit…..

then she goes on to say that womans shuld be in carge because man will always have wars that is thaer nature….wel i repsonded to this by telleng her that if mans in one cuntrey do not fite a war when it is necesarey that other cuntreys will attack them and then thay will either have to fite or be killed or be made slaves….be may then i told her you will be like that dead animal in the rode and no one will move you so you just lay thaer and rot and stenk up the plase……can you beleve she took off this thoght provokeng coment of mine……becaus she have no anser for it i say……..

in another coment by another poster the person was realey sayeng all kind of bulshit even more stupid than this doctor dianne and was critisising her for beeing too easey on mans and this one was sayeng that mans are no good and are infereor to womans and the onley theng wrong with womans is by not taken charge of the life thay breng into the world and all kinds of vile shit like this……..and sayeng that mother nature had make man infereor to womans and that man opresss womans to make up for it and all this shit….so i tell her you must be a reel speshal person to speek for mother nature and then i saed it is a good theng for mans that she will never be in charge of aneytheng…….

well that one stays on but another person a woman by screenname of poney comes on in respons to same coment and just you look at this bulshit she saed which i have copied and pasted heer……….

Men "are totally insignificant and unnecessary."

Look around you: The male of the species (with one or two iffy exceptions) is unnecessary except for propagation.

Lucky Nickel isn't the author of this. Mother Nature is.

Posted by: Pony

now the onley reeson i hav poent this one out is because i posted a reply to this as well i saed you know that is funnee mans who hates womans him thenks all a woman is good for is for haveng bebees and be may cookeng and cleeneng and wateng on him and i thenk this too so be may you and i are not so difrant we are just two sides of the same coen.

okay now the poent is doctor diana take this resonabal coment of mine off but the one above she have leeve on thaer……so what in the hels do that tell you……i gess be may she thoght i was sayeng i hate womans but i do not meen that and i do not theenk that is the reeson aneyway…..becaus thaer is no reeson for the other posts she takes off of mine thaer was anotehr one too beside thees other two……

anotehr theng she wil do is she wil com on with another screen name for example she wil use a name like seaneen and insult me and call me a troll and accuse me of beeing a fake muslim and not reeley arab……

even she will accuse me of beeing a difrant person not just that but will say i am the same perosn as this one or that one for exampal another blogger who critisises her she wil say i am he……..of corse she is doeng this because she do not want her reeders to thenk that so maney pepel could possibley disagre with her ignorant poents so she try to let on like thay are all the same person…..

what get her goat is the person who starts all this is a athlete who acuses of rape and she was after him to get him and all of a suden charges are dismised aganst him for lack of evidence so now doctor diane blaine is mad and angrey at theworld and at all male students….plus she worships the moon and moon god womans just like amanda use to do before i make her stop this foolish shit…….she thenk she is grat and will be a big hero and even she do not have tenure which i poent out to her when she was makeng fun of the way i write thogh she do this under another name too……even if this is a difrant person of corse makes no difranse because thay are just wrong…..thay are wrong to acuse me of beeing sombodey else and wrong to make fun of my spelleng and wrong most espeshalley to take off my coments thogh that show how week she reeley is just a big mouth tryeng to prove herselv but just aotehr week woman who can not be aneytheng unmles she is teareng down mans…….

she is like a little girl reeley and i thenk be may that is the probelm that she mite have be fucked when a little girl be may by her father or som other older rleative and it hav fucked up her mind……thaer is somtheng wrong heer that for shur…….

for one theng thaer is no such theng as rape reeley………everytime i have to force myselv on a woman i can see that planeley…….it hav happened three or four times one time in england and other times with amanda…..the one in england was wanteng money and tryeng to leed me on but she push her luck with me too much…amanda i just tell her i do not want to heer no excuses i want some pussey…..in all thees times thay act like thay do not want me to fuck them and beg me not to but gess what……thay mouths saed no and so did thay eyes but thay pusseys saed yes yes muhammed pleese fuck me with that big hard cock of yours…..becaus the fuckeng pusseys are wet and quiverieng with desier…..all i have to do is hold them down and rub around and feel and lick on it for a whiel if it gets wet in is goeng the dick…..otherwise you can not fuck them not without hurteng them….that is why all mans know when a woman acuses man of rape if there is no teareng or bruseng down there then ther is no rape how culd ther be……is reeley a bunch of fuckeng bulshit.

My Revenge On Mara-Part Two

2006-05-14T20:44:00.000-07:00

it was finaley time to go to massouds hous way past time acshualey i shold have go thaer much erleur but just too maneythengs i have to do and one of them end up takeng more time that it shold have…..but aneyways now i am ther and mara is breng home alredey……….how massoud mange this i do not know but you will be surprised what he can acomplish to keep other muslims from knoweng that his wife hav almost committed the shamful crime of suiside…..god is so good to me he is always thenkeng up ways to give me to put him under my thumb and the minut i see him i know he is hateng himselv for letteng me know this……he is alredey tryeng to bak out of this predicament…i was wrong about mara comiteng suiside he saed she just upset and need to get away for awhiel…shur i saed i beleve you massoud so what do you tell them to breng her home….he saed that she hav medical problem that requiers drugs and sometimes she take too much to make up for misseng doses…..this is bulshit of corse mara have no condishon and the doctors and hospitals will know this soon enof but massoud have deep pokets…..

then he is wanteng to still know what i have do to her and i saed notehg i do not know what she is talkeng about…..but i saed i want to talk to her in privat and that meens you no lisseneng in at the door so be may i can straten this up with her….yes okay i hope you can he saed because this is reeley bulshit muhammed he saed….so aneyways we go to her room and he saed mara are you awake and she do not anser and he saed mara wake up now and she saed i am awake…..then he saed muhammed want to talk with you…….she do not saed aneytheng…so i go in and he saed in whisper you bester treet her nise now and i saed i am always nise now stop you worryeng…..

so i go on in and i saed well you come clos to be sent permanent to the hells to day i heer…she saed notheng…whatyou thenk satan will say to you…be may happey mothers day dog fucker….then she look up and she saed how can i continue to live like this……i do not caer that i give you money…….even this vile theng you make me do i saed to myselv god will give me strenth to perseveer…..it is you are goeng to the hels not me for al thees thengs…..butyou crueltey last nite went beyond what i can baer……what you talkeng about i saed…and she saed the way you talk to me at the anchor grill practicaley advertiseng to everyone that i hav be haveng sexes with you dog and my own son….that was the final insult…..i cannot take it aney more…..i am sorrey i faeled to kill myselv….and i saed shut up ite thaer…….

but she is bak now to beeng the same old stuborn mara……i will say what i can say….i am not worreed about you no more…i send a letter off to massoud soon he will know eveytheng and then be may he will kill me and putme out of my misrey…be may it is bester this way…i know i just can not take this abuses no more….oh poor poor mara i saed…..i gess too bad you letter is comeng to my hous in case you forget whiel you there and i have you fuck up on date rape drug i have you sine a maels paper tohaveyu personal mael send to my hous…i gess you so fucked up you forget that….so no massoud will not know unles i show him the letter….and then she starts cryeng…..yes cry bitch i tel her…..but all is wel with me ihave my dog a new regular pease of pussey now and as long as youlive you will contunue to pay me what i tell you to….i do not thenk you are sereus about killeng you self…….if you do you will do it quick and no leve a note telleng you intenshons…but beleve me even if you kill you selv and sendyou sole to the hels my life is goeng to be just fine and dandey be may even shatan wil show you this from the hels……

sudenley the door come open and in come areanessa….are you okay mother she askes but i saed i thenk you mother is sleepeng now areanessa she just keep goeng in and out and makeng no sense i thenk she do not know what is goeng on….areanessa saed i hav no idea what is goeng on heer that thengs are so bad and i saed wel thengs wil be okay now we just hav to take caer of her……and then i saed i hav somtheng i hav to ask you and i reech out and put my arm around her sholders and she just fals up aganst me and my dick is hard all over agan….and i saed will you be my wife areanessa…and she saed you wil have to ask father and i saed oh beleve me you father is fine with it i have no asked him yet but i know he will saed yes………and areanesa then she saed wel if thatisthe case then thatisthat and yes i will marrey you of corse…buti saed that isnot good enof for me….i want to know if this is what you want because if not i do not want to feel likeyou are doeng it to justpleese you father….and she saed of corse i do and then we fall into eaches others arms and i start kisseng her and her me and sudenley i heer mara raseng up and groneng…….

and areanessa she jumps back and saed mother i gess you herd huh…do i hav you blessengs mother…me and muhammed we will be marreed…..mara was beside herselv and saedyou are cousins you cannot do that in this cuntrey and i saed we wil just move to a state whaer we can and then come bak and marrage wil be legal that is all…….

all this time areanessa is pusheng up aganst this big hard cock of mine and she saed do not worrey mother eveytheng wil be al rite you wil see….you get some rest now…….so we go out me behind areanessa and my cock just goeng crazey wnateng to get at her al over agan but i know fo rthis to work i hav to wate until we are marreed…….god dam it….

but as we go out i turn to mara who is leeneng up in her bed now and i tell her happey mothers day mara…….i smile at her with my hatefulest smart alek smile and she do not say aneytheng ut as i go out i heer her sobbeng.

Thor Meets His New Soul Mate

2006-05-14T20:40:00.000-07:00

well i finaley make it home and there is thor everytime i come in aneymore he look all around like he is hopeng i will be bringeng sombodey else in with me but when he do not see aneybodye he get all depress and lay down with is chin on his paws and giveng me a sad and mornful look………you will get you some pusseys soon boy i promis you just give it some time…….probabley not tonite thogh i am theenkeng because i am a hour late getteng home form all the bulshit time i wast with fuckeng linda and brandy so now sherey have probabley come and go…..so i call her hous thogh i thenk she probabley will not come now but noboedy ansers the phone aneyways……..but as luck will have it knok knok knok comes to my door and i open it up and there is sherey…..she saed she have be wateng for me down the street and see me comeng in……mother told me i can see you she saed and i saed yes i know i have a present for you for mothers day and she saed i am not a mommey yet but i smiled and saed oh but you will be some day…….she hugs me and saed what is the present and i saed heer is you a cell phone all you own i buy it for you erleur and she saed oh thank you babey..then she trys to make small talk and saed have you herd from omar and i saed no and hopefulley i never will and then i asked her how is your mother…she saed oh she is high agan i knew her beeng off drugs wold not last long and she get bak on them even faster than she usualey do……

then i sad lissen sherey there is a proelm….you shuld not have lied about your age to me you know i saed…..you teld me you are seventeen and com to find out you are onley fifteen…that meens we have to wate three whol yeers before i can make love to you the way i want to………i dont caer to wate she saed you are worth wateng for……..so i fix her a drenk and i saed oh we can still do thengs just ot go all the way i saed…..so i spike her drenk of corse and she is drenkeng it and is getteng hot and drunk and i am telleng her you play with thor now whiel i go and take a shower and she saed shur…so i go and take a shower and then i get out and there she is and thor is getteng hot and horney and she is sayeng i thenk you dog like me and she say it like it is a joke and i saed i do not blame him and start maken out with her and i feel al over her and pressenmy hard dick all over her and then i start suckeng on her and she saed pleese fuk me babey i wont tell but i am thenken bulshti she is fucked up al rite she wuld never dare try to take this big cock of mine if she were strate as i can tell this girl is a virgin……which meen of corse she is perfect for my needs….so i start to fake cry and saed i can not do this it is not rite but i want you have you needs satisfide but still i will not shaer you with anotehr man i simpley refuse to do that….so she is getteng frustratd and saed well what is there to do then……so i just spat it out…….

i want you to let thor fuck you…what she saed….that is the perfect solushon i explane to her…that way i will not get in trobel fo rfuckeng you and my conshus will be cleer of this evil….at the same time you can be satisfide without me haveng to shaer youwith another man….and she saed oooohhh…that is nastey…this is what you nat all the time rite……and i saed no not all the time but i have be thenkeng it sinse i find out you true age……. it is perfect solushon….also i will watch you and it will make me love you that much more…who culd not love a girl that will give his dogs pusseys i saed……..what bester love can thaer be from a woman to her man than this…….she ask me fo ranothr drenk and so i give it to her and give her a dubel dose of this reeley good shit that will make a woman reel horney but not pass her out…….is reeley good shit to put in whiskey and mixes drenk or rum which is what i have giveng her by the way with coke……so she finaley saed okay if that is what you wont and she laed down and heer come thro panteng like a maniac……..

so he fucked her good thogh it was hard for him because she is a virgin and i do not thenk fo rawhiel he was goeng to get it in but finaley he do and i can tell sherey is reeley loveng this shit she is scremeng and shouten cuss words and moaneng and even one time she saed oh i love you reel loud which make me lauf…thor of corse he is panteng and whineng and then reel soon h is throgh but he is stuck in her pussey and i have to pull him out….but he have scraped her with his claws and brengs blood and i saed god dam thor what the hell is wrong wth you boy…….but is not his fault reeley poor theng he just get stuck in her because her pussey is so tite……

so he look back and thaer is sherey pulleng on her cloths and sayeng i can not beleve i do that……she saed you still want me to suck you dick and i saed yes but it toolate now i promis youmother i wuld not keep you out too late so heer is you some money go call you a cab and i will call you in a few days and she saed you promis….i saed yes so she get dress and kisses me and leves…..it make me sick to kiss this bitch whor now but i have to put on aperanses so i go along with it…i wuld have kind of like fo rher to suck my dick but i was rit about te time and besides thor wil want his dck to be sucked too if he see this and i do not want to push my luck…..

so she call the cab on her new cell phon and i saed tell them to meet you downthe street you shuld not be see heer this late espeshaley by cab pepels and others aorund heer..so she saed okay then…i just want to get herotof heer in case areanesa come by i do ot want her to see her heer…..so she gos on….

then i look at thor and i tell him well now i hope you are happey you finaley get you some pussey….he just look at me and i swer he look like he smileng as he wag his tong then sudenley he is paweng at the door….and then i realised god dam all this time i forget you have not be to the bathroom in hours i gess that what he was lookeng at the door for after i first come in….stil yet when time for pusseys he forget all about pisseng….i have me a reel sex addict dog on my hands bu ti dont caer it is fun to watch him fuckeng a woman….the onely problem is i am starteng to thenk that be may reeley all he is good for….but fuck it is sometheng aneyways……

by the time i take him outside he is straneng on him leesh and when we get to the park he pisseng and then shitteng so i have to cleen it up……..oh well i thenk when you have a dog that is just some of the shit you have to put up with.

A Woman Of My Dreams

2006-05-14T20:36:00.000-07:00

when i leeve erlanger i start beeng nagged by the thoghts of this fuckeng woman i have be in love withfor some time and that is melissa…..this is the onley woman i have ever wanted who have be telleng me she will fuck me when the hells freeze over…..okay sinse i have ben honest abouthtat i will go ahed and admit thaer have been a few others who have be teld me this but thay do not count…..i either do not want them aneyways or i know that i can get them with no trobel at all or all i wanted aneyways was to fuck them but no big deel….but this melisa is in a all together digrant categorey from thees others this dam woman i reeley love and at the same time she causes me to act like a fuckeng little ideotic schulboy when i am around her….

so i deside to ignore my fears and i go to main street and eighth street whaer her mother betsy lives with her boyfrend who name is scott i thenk but aneyways i go to the store thaer on the corner and stand outside there llike a dumbass hopeng for a sine of her but not knoweng what i will say if i do see her and so i am wanteng to see her and dredeng it at the same time…..

now this store there it use to be call somtheng like kimeys corner or somtheng like that but now it is some witches plase i thenk or so i have heerd and i am worreed about this too after all amanda use to be a with before imake her stop the foolishnes because thay reeley mess up er life but now i am worreed that melissa will b sucked into this shit……she alredey a theef even i let her come in uncel massouds store and steel all the time and she thenks i do not know she doeng this but the whol familey is theefs….yes i know i am a fool what can i say that is the curs of love for you…….

so aneyways up the rode come fat asses betsy her motehr and her sister tifaney who is lookeng like she culd just as soon knok me down as look at me i gess because of time in store i blurt out to melissa i want to get me a pease of that pussey……

i speek to them but thay just look at me funney and nod and i saed ehaer is melissa you know me dont you and betsey saed melissa her is not with us aneymore……i feel a lump in my throt and my hart senks dow and i saed you do not meen she is ded do you and thay look at me funney and betsey saed who is you aneyways and then tifaney saed he is that man at the arabs store and betsey saed oh…….

then tifaney she look funney and she start to saed somtheng but betsey stop her and say come on reel sternley like so she saed bye and thay go on up the staers to thaer apartment….so heer i am feeleng foolish and stupid and sad……..but no i am thenkeng now that thay are just meeneng that she have moved away and her have a man now at leest that is what i hope as i am goeng back to my van……..sudenley i heer this sound hay massoud and i turn around to look and wondeeng who the hell this is culd it be melissa but a var pull up and i see no it is not melissa it is my fukeng cousin areanesa….what in the hell areanesa i saed i thoght you are in school wha you doeng heer but then i remember uncel massoud tells me erleur today that she is comeng home and then i wonder if she have herd the news about her mother……..

so i tell her i call myselv muhammed now how are you doeng and she pul up and get out of the car and i look at her and i get a big fuckeng hard on and all of a suden i am forgeteng all about melissa if i have be typeng this as it happens probabley i wuld not even remember her fuckeng name and it all i can do to keep from recheng out and grabbeng her….to make matters wors she grab me and gve me a hug and my dick is rageng like it is an animal wih a will of it own and tryeng to brake out of my pants to get at her as i presseng it up aganst her…..she stil keep on huggeng….she saed oh how big you are muhammed…then she look at me and saed you mussels i meen as she grab my arm and i am goeng to cum on my selv aney minut now if i dont do somtheng to control myselv i am thenkeng….

will you be a fathers hous later i saed and i saed yes but i want you to come by and see me somtime i saed beofre you go back to school and she saed okay i will and sudenley we are just standeng here lookeng at eaches other and i can not talk and she can not talk and sudenley it hits me that this is fate was ment ot be……heer i am go to see the woman i love or thenk i do and sudenley god have presents me with the woman he want me to have…..

thay have found mother she saed she is in bad shape from takeng poeson but is alive……..pepel at motel saed she is acteng strange and check on her and find her unconshess…..oh shit i saed what have she saed and she saed notheng she have nto come to yet…..so i am thenkeng okay then heer is yet another item on my agenda that i do not count on so fuckeng areanesa will have to wate……..

well i will try to come by later i saed i have bester get out of heer but i will se youlater i love you areanesa i saed to her and she smieled and saed i love you too muhammed and i am glad you call you selv this now and not massoud that is too much like wuld be when with my father she saed and smiled and thatfuckeng did it i start comeng all overmyselv….are you alrite she saed and i saed oh i am fine and she whispers bye and gets in the car and drive away and thaer i stand with cum all over my pants…..

this woman my cousin is goeng to be mother of my child the sines are all there and on motehrs day at that……

Amandas Mothers Day Present

2006-05-14T20:24:00.000-07:00

so then i make it to loueses hous even thogh i am runneng late and i knok on the door and louese open it up and smileng but boy do the smile go away quik when she see me standeng thaer……i know i have to make it fast…….when you see amanda tell her she have a mothers day card from leann i teld her…..it just come last nite and i am be tryeng to call her but have no luck…..then i saed thank you and start to walk off but she saed wate a minit……..

so i turn and she saed i am sorrey for what happened the other nite i swaer i do not know that brian folows me so i know she is lyeng but i play along and aks her how do he know and she saed she gess that her daghter overheer her talkent to me on the phone and call him and tell him……i know she is lyeng and probabley brian make her set me up by threteneng to take her kids but i let it go for now i can always get my revenge on her later……

but she is begeng me to forgive her and sayeng she love me and want me back and pleese come in and stay with her awhiel….so i saed okay i tell you what you will do now if you want me to stay you will first call amanda and tell her i am not heer now but that i come by and breeng her this theng from leann and i will hide when she come to get it….she agreed so i come in and thaer are her kids and thay giveng me thees dirtey looks and she is telleng them to go up the staers and do not come down until she tell them….the little bitch daghter of hers go stompeng up and the son rite behind her…..

then she saed why do you tell my son i mite give him some pusseys one of thees days and i saed because you are if you reeley want me to be with you…….plus i teld her you have to let me watch and also after me and her fuck i tell her i want her daghter to suck the pussey cum off my dick…..she tels me you are a meen man muhammed and i saed that is what you get for betrayeng me…..and she saed well i can not agree to that….and i saed okay then we will do this…we will make the two of them fuck and we will both watch them…….hell i saed i will even film it and we can sit back and pop some orvil redenboker popcorn and watch it from time to time….why are you so meen muhammed you know i can not do thees thengs it is disgusteng……..thees are my childern…and she is cryeng and stuff and i saed okay we will forget it for now but you just do what i tell you now…..so she calls amanda and tells her by leves her a message and then i fuck her on the tabel like the last time…and the goddam tabel it fall agan worser than the last one……..even i fuck her fast this time for onley twentey minit and i try not to satisfy her like i do the last time so she is still hot as the hells….she is wanteng more and i saed i want you daghter to suck this pussey cum off my dick….she saed okay…just like that…..her bodey is stil qwivereng with wanteng me but for now i am thenkeng the mane theng is i have got to put thees kids of hers in thay plases…….

so she is goeng up the staers and still no cloths on to get her daghter but sudenley the door bell rengs and it is amanda so she go to the door and is reeley mad now beeng frustrates at not be fucked enogh and be interfeers with this by amanda but i saed let her in…so she opens the door and amanda come in and sees me and her obveosley be fuckeng and she saed you son of a bitch what you doeng heer what is this lie about leann……

it not a lie i saed i get it in the mael yesterday and have be tryeng to reech you ever sinse then and she saed i know i see the caller id whaer is this card and so i saed it is heer…..i hand it to her and you shuld have see the look on her fase……i was worreed she wuld not recognise leans handriteng like most mothers because amanda is a no good as a mother but she recognises it and sudenley she brakes down and crys….now what do you have to say bitch……i am sorrey babey i do not beleeve you it is rachels fault rachel of corse beeng her conselor……

i am goeng to kill that motherfucker she saed now madder than hell at what leann have saed about brian…i saed you do what you hav to do i am thru with you aneyways i saed and then i saed and as for you if you want some more dick is like i teld you before you son is up thaer go and fuck him……so i leve and thay are begeng me to come bak and i saed to them happey mothers day bitches.

My Deal With Shereys Mother

2006-05-14T20:20:00.000-07:00

so sinse i am runneng late now i have a decsion to make shuld i go to amandas hous or shuld i go to shereys hous and i desided i would let the telephone make my decision for me….i call amanda agan butshe not home….i call louese agan but she stil not home wither….so off i go to shereys hous and woudent you kow it she is not home either i gess i shuld have call her to but it do not matter i get to meet shereys mother who i will call marey……..this woman she look like she have b burned up bad somtime or anotehr in a fire and luckeyto be alive exsept shemay not feel that way when she look in the mirror……i almost feel ashame to tell her happeymothers day and she saed thank you but i can tell she is thenkeng what is good about it……i see picshurs of little ruthey who of corse she do not know whaer she is and never will but this picshur is not good i will have to do somtheng to get rid of that….but aneyways i am getteng off the subject…….when i tell her who i am of corse she is wanteng to blame me for omars acshons and demandeng that i find him or tell her whaer he and rthey are if i know and if corse i know everytheng but naturaley can not tel her this….i told her just wanted to lether know w are doeng eveytheng we can to find them and inthemeentime i notis thaer is a man in a picshur a yung man and she saed this was her son larey who is a solder in iraq…….god bless him i saed and i meen this to…. am thankful for all the bravve solders who risk thaer lives to breng freedom to arab pepels thaer and hope for the day when thay will be willeng to fite and die to free pepel in syria which is my cuntrey……

she look strange at me when i saed this and i thenk be may i mite have saed the wrong theng because she saed i want my son to come hom from this dam war……this woman i can tell have lived a hard life her husband hav be murdered by masked thugs who bakes in on them qwite a few yeers ago and she have a hous full of cildern and otehrs who have be grone and now she is left with sheey who is yungest and she is wondereng what i am doeng with her…….what do sherey see in you she ask and i realise then that sherey is sayeng thengs about me and she can tell sherey is in lov with me………

so i turn my back to her and i saed this is what she wants and i turn around with my dick out and she gasps……and then i will it to get hard as a fuckeng rock and she is standeng thaer stareng at all eaghteen inches of it….and she saed to me i wil have you know that my daghtr is not a hore and what is more she is onley fiteen yeers old and i am thekeng oh shit she told me she was seventeen……and she saed you put that bak in you pants and get the hell out of heer an dont come back heer and you stay the hel away from my daghter……

so i saed oh okay just wate a minit i need to loosen my pants up to get it bak in and as i saed this i put my hands in my pokets and then pul them out and as i do so i make shur that out comes the next theng i want her to see and of corse i saed oh no now what is that doeng in my pokets ilook al over fo rthis and haveit in my pokets the whol time……what it is of corse if a bag ful of heroin ut i do not have to tell her that sudenley her eyes are forgeteng all about my dick which is stil outan dfocused o this high grade heroin i have get from hamil…….

this was what i was goeng to givc you for happey mothers day i teld her but i hess you are not intrested in it and she saed oh wate a minit now i wil pay you for it if you wil and i saed th eonley theng i want is you daghter sherey i am in lov with her and you must let me see her and say notheng….and she saed you thenk i wil sell you my dahgter for heroin…….i can tel of corse if i tel her to boel her daghter alive rite now she wil do it for this heroin but you still have to aproch thees situashons with a little fines otherwise youculd be fased with a baklash later on…..

do not look at it that ways i saed i am goeng to be good to you daghter and am not even takeng her away from you she wil still be heer with you lke always in the meentime i just want to see her from time to time until i can marrey her when she turn aigtheen…..even after that she wil stll be heer i willnot be taken her off somwhaer……plus also i will stil tryto help youfind little ruthey if that is possibel…….

of corse she finaley agreed to this even thogh she acteng like she is aganst it…….so i sat thaer with her and fix her up and i tel her now you be shur and tel sherey i want to see her tonite for motehrs day i have a speshal somtheng to tell her and she agreed….

now heer is the crazeist part of all…come to find out the reeson sherey was not thaer is because she on her way to corner stone…i probabley just miss her as i leveng thar with cristena who i hope she do not see me with….but aneyways i thenk now this is goeng to be one hel of a good mothers day……

A House Of Devils

2006-05-14T19:52:00.000-07:00

on my way over to erlanger i deside okay this is a good oportunitey to first i wil stop at this plase is know by name of corner stone…this is a plase it is a christean plase that is run for kids by thees pepels that are good pepel or seem to be and thay try to get kids off the street and have them living good lives….i thenk thay are more to it than that but until i know otherwises i will take thay at thaer word……..aneyways i go in thaer and se no sine of brandey this stupid fuckeng devil posessed bitch even thogh i kno that she goes heer sometimes…….but no ther is notheng heer but childrens for the most part and some of thay parents……..i askes this big fat bitch have you see brandey and sudens come up to me this prettey yung woman her name is cristena and she tells me that she is brandeys sister and what do i want with her…oh just to talk to her i saed….she gives me this suspishus look but i dont caer this little bitch is makeng my dick get hard just by loodeng at her and she notises is and is bretheng hevey and hard and i know she wants fucked rite this minit………..so it tel her my name and sudens she smiels and saed okay come on i wil take you to her she teld me about you a few weeks ago she have be askeng if i know you….i almost fall over rite thaer when she teld me this becaus i have no idea aobut this last nite was first time i have ever talkeng to this crazey bitch so sh have be stakeng me tryeng to find out thengs aobut me fo rher spik frends who are mad becaus i kill thaer frend when he try to rob my uncels store……

but aneyways this woman at the plase was teleng her plese come back now you do not have to go do you and she is giveng me this suspishus look even thogh her is tryeng to act like she do not even see me and i saed to her do not worrey i will send her bak to you in one pease after i have it that is……i saed this in a way cristena do not heer this but the woman do and she gasp but sayeng notheng…yes i know i can be a reel ashole sometimes but i like ot get reacshons from thees fuckeng pepel andlook on her fase make it worth make her mad like be may her have a stroke or somtheng….

aneyways cristena is a gorgus little bitch and is telleng me brandey is needs a good frend and i am thenkeng okay be may she is beeng honest or be may she notis bulge in my pants i can not wate for her to see how big my dick can get when it reeley get all the way hard…….but i change my mind reel quik when this little nigger com runneng up to us and saed cristena whaer are you goeng and she introdus us and tells me this is her boyfrend and i am sayeng okay so much for that shit i am not fuckeng aney woman that have be fuckeng a nigger that is reeley low…….but that is always my reacshon first off in her case i be may make an excepshon…aneyways he deside he wil tag along but she tels him she can not go in to her mothers apartmentbut she wil be bak out soon…….so we go in to her mothers apartment acros stret on madison from rite aid and next to a funral home and as we goeng up the stpes she is askeng are i a mslim and i am sayeng yes and what have you and she is hot i can tel but she hides it prettey good is not one of thees womans that get so honey she can not funcshon thogh she stil get as horney as aney woman get horney if that make aney sense…..

so aneyways i meet linda and thaer is another girl thaer name of jamey and she is holdeng a little nigger who is tryeng to get down so she finaley lets this theng go which i do not know is whether a boy or a girl all i know is a nigger that is more than enogh for me……this of corse is brandeys kid but she have sined it ove to jamey who is the middel sister of thees three cristena beeng the yungest and brandey beeng the oldest one…..but linda is talkeng to me and askeng me questeons and she is obveousley workeng on a big drunk and every now and then is hollereng brandey brandey……but brandey wil not get out of the bed…….so i talkeng to linda and soon an hour passes by and by now cristena has be left and jamey is getteng redey to go with the nigger kid and i am thankeng okay god dam i hav got to get out of here because this woman is just sayeng the same thengs over and over and over agan and every now and then talk about what a bitch brandey is…….one time she told me brandey put on a good act but the next theng you know she wil take out you eyebals and eat them like thay are grapes….

in the meentime she is poreng beer and poreng me beer and i am sittng and drenkeng but tryeng not to drenk too much…..so she get around to akseng me about what i want with brandey do i in love with her and i saed no we just frends……i thenk this make her as mad as if i wold tel her no i want to fuck this bitch dauter of yours…..probabley because she thenk i am lyeng aobut it…..in the meentime first one and another persons is comeng in and out this old nigger man name of larry who she starts to fite with but is reeley seems like a nise man for a nigger…….still i am thenkeng god dam heer i am in the middel of a hous full of nigger lovers…….then another one come in a white woman name of jeaney i thenk her is linda be her sister……

finaley brandey come in and saed what do you want and linda bitch her out for beeng rude………finaley brandey her saed okay what do you want onley beeng smart ass by sayeng it nise way this time….oh i just come to wish you a happey mothers day you are that was you babey heer with one name of jamey was it..she just look down and look sad and saed yes whaer do it go why do jamey leve and linda is now bitcheng at her for sayeng this and why do she not get up if her do not stay up and run around all nite her culd have be seeng it and some mother you are and even on it be mothers day……

so aneyway i saed heer you go heer is two hundrd dollars and everybodey fase thay get shok look on thay fases……hay thanks muhammed brandey saed and have a big smiel on her fase like her is sinserley grateful…..i saed oh that is al rite i wil take you out to eat som nite but i have a lot of thengs to do tonite……..i saed that is for beeng my frend…..and linda saed now wate a minut just how good a frend…..and i saed oh she is goeng to help me make amends with some frends of mine i have falleng out with in fact she has be doeng that for some time now…of corse this is a lie she is goeng to help me all rite to kill thees fuckeng spiks and this is just what you call a down payment…….

so i tell her be shur and get you mother somtheng good for mothers day and she saed yeah rite like what some more beer and cigarats………so now linda is cusseng brandey and at same time talkeng frendley to me and askeng me to stay and have some food and to tell you the truth in a way i wish i could have bcecaus thaer is a lot of good food on the stove it smells good aneyways…but no i do not have time i have more yet to do and i am runneng late……so i finaley am taereng myself away from thaer and everybodey is telleng me by and now brandey is walkeng out behind me sayeng give me a ride lets go for a ride…i swer this woman is sometheng like twentey seven yeers old and in a way is mind like a child…….so i tel her soon we wil make our plans to get thees fuckers and remember that money i igve you thaer is more whaer that com from as long as you dont try to betray me…..

she promised she wold help me and look like this hurt her feelengs because i do not trust her but hell it is hard to trust somone this crazey espeshal when thay tell you thay want you dick in a bottel of alcohol……

aneyways cristena is a gorgus little bitch and is telleng me brandey is needs a good frend and i am thenkeng okay be may she is beeng haunest or be may she notis bulge in my pants i can not wate for her to see how big my dick can get when it reeley get all the way hard…….but i change my mind reel quik when this little nigger com runneng up to us and saed cristena whaer are you goeng and she introdus us and tells me this is her boyfrend and i am sayeng okay so much for that shit i am not fuckeng aney woman that have be fuckeng a nigger that is reeley low…….but that is always my reacshon first off in her case i be may make an excepshon…aneyways he deside he wil tag along but she tels him she can not go in to her mothers apartmentbut she wil be bak out soon…….so we go in to her mothers apartment acros stret on madison from rite aid and next to a funral home and as we goeng up the stpes she is askeng are i a mslim and i am sayeng yes and what have you and she is hot i can tel but she hides it prettey good is not one of thees womans that get so honey she can not funcshon thogh she stil get as horney as aney woman get horney if that make aney sense…..

so aneyways i meet linda and thaer is anotehr girl thaer name of jamey and she is holdeng a little nigger who is tryeng to get down so she finaley lets this theng go which i do not know is whether a boy or a girl all i know is a nigger that is more than enogh for me……this of corse is brandeys kid but she have sined it ove to jamey who is themiddel sister of thees three cristena beeng the yungest and brandey beeng the oldest one…..butlinda is talkeng to me and asken me questeons and she is obveousley workeng on a big drunk andevery now and thn i hollereng brandey brandey……but brandey wil not get out of the bed…….so i talkeng to linda and soon and hour passes by and by now cristena has be left and jamey is getteng redeyto go with the nigger kid and i am thankeng okay god dam i hav go tto get out of her because this woman is just sayeng the same thengs over and over and over agan and every now and then talk about what a bitch brandey is…….one time she tled me brandey put on a good act but he next theng you know she wil take out you eyebals and eat them like thay are grapes….

in t emeentime she is poreng beer and poreng me beer and i am sittng and drenkeng bu ttryeng not to dren too much…..so she fget around to akseng me about what i want with brandey do i in love with her and i saed no we just frends……i thenk this make her as mad as if i wold tel her no i want to fuck this bitch dauter of yours…..probabley because she thenk i am lyeng aobut it…..in the meentime first one and anotehr persons is comeng in and out this old nigger man name of larry who ste starts to fite with but is reeley seems like a nise man for a nigger…….still i am thenkeng god dam heer i am in the middel of a hous full of nigger lovers…….thenanotehrone come in a white woman name of jeaney i thenk her is linda be her sister……

finaley brandey come in and saed what do you want and linda bitch her out for beeng rude………finaley brandey her saed okay what do you want onley beeng smart ass by sayeng it nise waythis time….oh i just com to wish you a happey mothers day you are that was you baey heer with one name of jmaey was it..she just look down and lok sad and saed yes whaer do it go why do jamey leve and linda is now bitcheng at her for sayeng this and why do she not get up if er do not stay up and run around al nite her culd have be seeng it and some mother you are and even on it be mothers day……

so aneyway i saed heer you go heer is two hundrd dollars and everybodey fase thay get shok look on thay fases……hay thanks muhammed brandey saed and have a big smiel on her fase like her is sinserley grateful…..i saed o thatis al rite i wil take you outot eat som nite but i have a lot of thengs to do tonite……..i saed that is for beeng my frend…..and linda saed now wate a minut just how good a frend…..and i saed oh she is goeng ot help me maje amends with som frends of mine i hav falleng out with in fact she has be doeng that fo rsome time now…of corse this is a lie she is goeng to help me al rite to kil thees fuckeng spiks and this is just what you cal a down payment…….

so i tel her be sur and get you mtiher somtheng good for mthers day and she saed yeah rite like what some more beer and cigarats………so now linda is cusseng brandey and at same time takeng frendley to me and askeng me to stay and have some food and to tel yout he turt in a way i wish io culd have bcecaus thaer is a lot of good food on the stove it smels good aneyways…but no i do ot have time i have more yetot do and i am runneng late……so i finaley am tareng myself away from thaer and everybodey is telleng me by and now brandey is walkeng out behind me sayenng give me a ride lets go for a ride…i swer this woan is sometheng like twentye seven yeers old and in a way is mind like a child…….so i tel her soon we wil make ourplasn to ge tthees fuckers and remember that moneyi igve you thaer is more whaer that com from as long asyou dont try to betray me…..

thers day and she saed yeah rite like what some more beer and cigarats………so now linda is cusseng brandey and at same time takeng frendley to me and askeng me to stay and have some food and to tel yout he turt in a way i wish io culd have bcecaus thaer is a lot of good food on the stove it smels good aneyways…but no i do ot have time i have more yetot do and i am runneng late……so i finaley am tareng myself away from thaer and everybodey is telleng me by and now brandey is walkeng out behind me sayenng give me a ride lets go for a ride…i swer this woan is sometheng like twentye seven yeers old and in a way is mind like a child…….so i tel her soon we wil make ourplasn to ge tthees fuckers and remember that moneyi igve you thaer is more whaer that com from as long asyou dont try to betray me…..

Mara Runs Away And Plans Suicide

2006-05-14T19:48:00.000-07:00

wel i have no sooner start calleng around to try and find amanda and then louese and so far no luck findeng either one then i get a call from my uncel massoud with some bad news in fact it could be devastateng news….mara has go away she has run off and have leved him a letter sayeng that by the time he get this letter she will be dead……oh no that is not the half of it…..i ask him what is goeng on and he saed that omar call her from somewhaer last nite whiel we are out to wish her a happey mothers day and he told him he is not to speek with her and not to call bak and then he make the mistake of telleng her this……so she is distraut over this as if omar have not cause her enogh probelms as it is…..she leev last nite and also in the note she leev she tell him he shold get rid of me for good i am no good and that she is goeng to send him a letter telleng him evereytheng…..

now i do not caer about this last part….it so happens that whiel i have her in my hous fucked up on the date rape drug i talk her into sineng a mael card to have all her privat maels transfers to my hous i teld her as long as she is heer it is bester this way that way massoud will not know if omar try to contact her……it was easey to talk her into this whiel she was fucked up and after it was over with she have forgets all about it…so whatever letter she sends to massoud is comeng strate to me……

but in the meentime massoud suspishons are arouse and he is askeng me now just what the hels do you do to my wife and i tel him oh stop you worryeng do you like the way she was treteng you…..and he saed of corse not but what do you do to make her change and i saed i do what i do…….

he saed wel i do not know whether to thank you or to kill you and i saed well why not compromise….he saed how the hels do you compromise on sometheng like this…..so i explane to him you know just forget about killeng me and you do not have to thank me…….probelm is i can tell he is worreed and i thenk he is reeley serous about sayeng this……but he saed well if you heer aneytheng pleese let me know my dauter is comeng home from school and i do not know what i am goeng to tell her about this……

wel tell her i saed hello and i will see you later i will be over somtime today but first i have somtheengs i have to take caer of and i cant get out of it……..reeley i theenk he is cryeng becos thogh mara is a bitch and reeley tryed to make him under her thumb he do love her and is even wanteng to have more childern by her acordeng to her aneyways…….which is somtheng else i have to do today is find some more womans to give pusseys to thor my dog sinse i am now afrade that mara if her is still fuckeng massoud who is a filther disgust homosexer queiers will give my poor dog aids……

so aneyways i am off i have a lot of thengs to do today………

A Mothers Day Card From Leann

2006-05-14T19:42:00.000-07:00

this has be a happey mother day for some pepels but not so good for some others…..but i deside that even thogh happey mothers day do not reeley meen aneytheng to a muslim or at leest is not tradishonal for muslim or in the quran i decide what the hell…….this will be a good way and a apropreate way for me to make amends to some pepels and also a good time to try to mend some fenses as thay say heer in amareca…..and the first item on my agenda is amanda i have desided for some time now that i have to do someteng to make this shit rite between me and her over her little nigger lover dauter leann but almost change my mind after she have brian and his frends beet me up theotehr nite…..but after i get to thenkeng about it i realise that no now is even a bester reeson to try to make this theng rite with her…….and shur enugh hamil he come thru for me,,,when i finaley get thru goeng thru yesterday mael last nite i see a postcard in a envelope and is adressed to heer and to amanda and gess who it is from yes it is from leann……of corse you know i am goeng to open this up and reed it and make shur she do not try to do aneytheng trickey….so aneyway heer is what she saed…..and as much as i hate to take this time i will try to copey it word for word hell be may it will help me in my spelleng as i have be make plane to me i have a long way to go yet even thogh mohammed my conselor do say i have be getteng bester….aneyway heer is the letter in its entiretey……

i am not messeng with thees fuckeng captol letters thogh……..

dear mother

happy mothers day to you it is me leann. i hope you are okay and havent been worreed about me. i am sorry to run away like i did but i cant stand the idea of going back to live with daddy. i would rather die and when you told me i had to go back i actually thoght about killing myself but i just couldn’t make myself do it.

i hate to have to tell you this but he has been raping me and making me do all kinds of things ever since i was eight years old ever since you and him divorced and he took me away from you. He started before that but after you were gone it only got worse. then he started making me have sex with his friends. i hate him and i wish he was dead and if i had a way to do it i would kill the son of a bitch or have him killed. maybe one day i wil to.

but the most important thing for you to no is that i dont blam you for it i no you never knew. and i dont want you to worry anymore i am staying with frends who are good to me and take care of me and have even got me a new name i am even going to school and making almost strate a in everthing except math and i am making a c in that. i don’t take drugs anymore ether beleve it or not. but i am happy and i want you to not try and find me anymore if you are trying to that is. maybe one day i will see you agan and in the meentime i want you to know that i am okay and that i love you very much. tell muhamed i said helo and i miss him and thank him for being so good to me while i was there.

happy mothers day

i love you mom

your daughter

leann

that is all the letter it came with a silly little card with roses groeng out of a box that say happy mothers day. okay then anyway i have got to make shur amanda get this card and so i am off to do just this. then we see what the fuckeng bitch have to say for herselv.

Last Night At The Anchor Grill

2006-05-13T09:59:00.001-07:00

finaley it look like i mite be about to be over my injurees and i am workeng up a apetite and as thogh god hav send me a sign i am teld by my stomak that be may a good plase to go to eat will be the anchor grill…..it was no time after that i heer massoud telleng mara somtheeng about thay haveng a sixtey yeer anniversarey of beeng in busnes….what do thay hav thaer i ask him and he saed suposedley aneytheng you want if you are an amarecan but not much of aneytheng that is halal….this make me lauf becos my fuckeng uncel massoud hav a lot more to worrey abot than whether food he eat be halal….he hav a wife who treet him with respect now onley becos she is under my thumb and i demand this from her thogh he do not know this and in the meentime he is a filther disgust homosexer queier…….

aneyways mara she com up to me and tells me lissen muhammed i reeley need to talk to you it is important and i saed okay but if you thrnk you are goeng to get out of you obligashons you had bester thenk agan….she promised me no but what she had to say is important……so i saed okay then let us go to the anchor grill and i saed uncel massoud i am goeng to take mara to the anchor grill she need to get out some and i know you do not have the time and he saed okay thank you muhammed and i saed oh you are welcom and do not worrey i will not let her eat aneytheng that is not halal…….like this wold matter after this bitch hav be fucked by her own son to say notheng of thor my dog…..aneyway uncel massoud him acs like he reeley apresates my gesture whiel i am almost laufing in his fase he is such a fuckeng fool…….

aneyways i go later to thay home and pik up mara and tel her my dog wants som more pussies mara but let us let us go get somtheeng to eat first i am in the mood for somtheeng good and she says like what and i saed well i am goeng to hav som kind of seafood and i want you to eat a pork chop…….she look at me in horor and i saed i want you to see how good thay are i hav eat these thengs and thay are good…..fuck halal aneyway this bulshit is onley ment for ramadan accordeng to my beloved mother….

so we go to the anchor grill and i tell them hapey sixteith aniversarey you anchor grill pepel…..thay smiel at me and say thank you and thay are reelley all over me last nite but mara she acts as bakward as her son omar acts but of corse this is a friday nite and heer i am haveng her out on the town getteng redey to make her comit a sin of eateng uncleen food……everytheng like this i wil do to her you see i am brakeng down this bitches will….it is fun to do reeley……you shuld all try it somtime onse you get a human beeng under you power by getteng some good informashon on them you can make them do aneytheng you want and ther is notheng thay can do everytheng you do to them and make them to do just makes them that much more helples and in despaer and stil thay hav to do it and can not keep from it……god has thus given me the perfect human beeng to experiement on to see exactley what i can turn her in to…….

aneyways we go in the back of the anchor grill and i play the jukbox and watches the little dolls in the glass bubbel up abov it thay are dresses up like a band and thaer is one blond heded woman and thay mov with the music….mara is staers at them and is like she wishes she could just die and is stareng at them just to focus her thoghts but not reley payeng them no mind……i was just about to find out just how clever mara is or be may just how fuckeng luckey she is…….i tel her to spit it out what she want and she saed i theenk it mite be a good idea if i do not do that theng aney more…..i saed what do you meen not do what theng and she look around and of corse i know what she is thenkeng but i want to hav som fun and i saed you are goeng to hav to tell me what you meen or whatever you are talkeng about will keep hapeneng but if you tell me out loud in front of the watres when she com with our order i wil let you not do it no more is that a deel…..i was lyeng and i shuld not hav do this becos god hav a way of makeng you kep your promises even to sinners and pepel who are defiled like mara…..

so the watres come up to us with our order i hav ordered deep fride oeysters with frenches fris and coslaw with a big coca cola and heer sits mara acros from me staereng with disgust at her pork chop which of corse is meet from a pig…….i nudge her and saed what is it you tell me you are not goeng to do agan and her look at the watres and her then look at me and saed i do not want to hav sexes with your dog aneymore…….and then she crys…….you shuld hav see the look on this watreses fase i bet she hav never herd aneytheng like this before and she look like her hav as thay say heer in amareca ben around the blok qwite a few time herselv……..

then she saed after the watres hav go away ther is a reeson i hav saed this thng becos of what massoud is be doeng he hav be stayeng out late at nite…..i saed okay go on and she saed i do not thenk aneytheng abot it at first becos one of thos nites he com in with an immam and i tel her okay stop rite ther…describ to me this immam…when she describs him i saed oh shit…okay then i gess thaer is no chanse that you hav be giveng massoud sexes and she saed yes a cupel of times him saed he want to hav another son even thogh i tel him i theenk i mite be too old for this…but he insist that i am onley fortey so i hav a few good yeers yet and he want a son to make up for omar and his shamfulnes……all of this news have dishartened me and i slump dow in my chaer….sudenley another watres com up to me a difrant one from the first one who i notis from time to time lookeng bak at us and obveosley her is talkeng abot us………

i tell this watres i am wondereng abot somtheng and be may you can tell me….supose you know a man who be a filther disgust homosexer queier and hav sexes with at leest two difrant mans and both of thees other two mans hav sexes with each other too and who know show maney elses mans thay hav sexes with……..

the watres laufeng and she saed well okay now what is this som kind of riddel or somtheeng and she is laufeng and mara is looken like her is goeng to die…..but i continue….okay then i saed suposes that this one man is also haveg sexes with his wife becos he wants her to give to him a son becos thay first one turn out bad and have be doeng all kind of vile and disgustng shit and even the poleeses are after him for suspectng him of rapeng and murdereng at leest one and be may two littel girls…..

she nods and i can tel her is reeley intrested in the storey…..now say at the same time this mans wife hav be haveng sexes with you dog and say that you are makeng her do this becos you love you dog and want him to hav his sexes needs taken caer of and the woman have no choese becos her have be haveng sexes with her son now so and her knows if her do not hav sexes with the dog you wil tell on her for haveng sexes with the dog and her son……..is this storey for reel her akses and mara says reel curtley no it is a riddel…….and i saed aneyways the poent is that the woman tells me just now that her thenks that the dog mite get a bad disees like be may aids and i just want to know is this possibel…….becos i just asumed that this is what mara was talkeng about……..but i notis now that the watres had lost her smiel and now the other our first watres was goeng around cleeneng up tabels and lokeng like her reelely do not want to look at us…..but this new one lookeng at mara she saed reel sereous yes i theenk that is a verey likeley posibilitey…………..i saed okay thanks you you can go now…….i wold like some coffee pleese if you do not mind……..

meentime ther were more pepel from all over comeng in and includeng thaer was a poleeses man but i do not know him but i notis him was lookeng at us from time to time suspishusley but whether this is becos of him knoweng me from before or from sombodey heer telleng him thengs i do not know but aneyway he just looks heer and thaer…..i am in a bad mood now becos i know now i can not let my dog fuck this bitch aneymore…..

then somtheeng intresteng happens this crazey girl by name of brandey com in and she is lookeng around like her is lookeng for sombodey and i notis she look like her is talkeng to sombodey that is not thaer…sudenley she look over at me and smile and saed what hapend to you you look like you be in a fite are you the man from the arab store…..and i saed yes that is me and she saed well who beet you up……...some man and his frends who i fuck his wife i tell her and she look red fased….heer this bitch hav be fucked by three spik mexcos mans all at the same time yet she be embaras at the word fuck how do you explane this…. but this crazey girl be goeng around and teleng evereybodey that she is a virgin and sometimes i theenk she do not know the difranse……she is saed to be in lov with some old man who fuked her when her was a little girl and this messes up her mind and her is always wanteng to be around older mans sinse that time but wil not let thees fuck her but she wil fuck mexcos mans and sometimes niggers…..in fact her hav a nigger babey and giv it to her younger sister she refuses to take it from the hosptial in fact she insisted it was not her babey……ask her and she wil tel you she do not like blak pepels thay are disgusteng an calls them niggers still yet she will fuck them……..aneyways she sits down and keeps lookeng at us and the watres com around and askeng her for her order and her orders a meet loaf and mash potatos and green beens and corn and cocacola but all the time she is giveng this order her look at me and i am wondereng okay now when will this bitch go to the phone i kno her wants to…..

sudenley she poent to mara and saed is that you wife or you girlfrend and i saed no my sister in law…..i do not hav a girlfrend i brake up with her her name is amanda…..i am tryeng to giv her an oportunitey to try to pul some bulshit on me so i can get her out and kill her but first i need to get mara out of the way……but insted of foloweng up on this she saed i do not thenk a muslim is suposed to eat pork chops……and i saed yes but she is a bad muslim…..oh she saed and what about you and mara saed muhammed i reeley want to go home and i saed okay then you can go home i theenk a bus come heer and will take you to just about seven bloks from the hous but she saed no it is too cold pleses let us go….she knows this woman brandey from the store from a time she brake a glass display case it cost massoud two thosand dollers to replase this theng but massoud still let her come in becos he is just too kind harted…..i theenk she do this shit on purpos but this was before the day i killed the spik man who try to rob us in the store so be may it was an acsident and she is just a clumsey bitch god knows she is crazey as the hells….. but aneyway i can tell mara is reeley wanteng to get away from her and by now the watres come with our coffee and as her leve from this chore brandey is holdeng out a doller and askeng for change and i am theenkeng okay now she is probabley goeng to call her spik frends and tell them i am heer……but no the ignornt bitch just put her money in the jukbox….

finaley i told mara to go out and get her a cab home i hav theengs to do and i hands her a fiftey dollar bill heer i saed that shold take caer of it….and she saed okay and she goeng off to call on the phon….i am tierd of beeng around this bitch aneyways i saed to brandey but to my surpris her saed with a hatful smurk well be may her is tierd of beeng around you who do you thenk you are are you som big stud or somtheeng….then she laffs at me reel wildley and i can tell rite thaer yes this bitch is posessed by devils of one kind or another….so i saed yes i am a stud after all my dik is one and one half foot long when it get hard do you want to see it and she saed shur stud muffin reel sarcastic like lets see that thang…….then she sits and watches whiel i will my dik to get hardened enof to wher it bulges and goeng down my thig to my knee and beyond and her eyes gets reel wide…..then she get up and com over to my tabel and then her tels me i want to hav that thang of you hangeng on my wall and i bet you i will too i will soke it in alcohol and takes it out and plays with it from time to time……

she acshualley scaers me when her saes this and i tell her no you will never do this and she saed oh yesss iiiii wiiillllll and draws those words out with a smile like talkeng to a little child and my blood is runneng cold….my god i hav meet an honest to god devil womans i saed to myselv……

then the watres her brengs her order and askes her whaer her is sitteng now and her saed oh i am goeng bak over thaer and she returns to her table………as she starts to eat she looks at me and askes me do you remember the mexcos man that will shot and kill in you store and i saed yes of corse i was the one who kills him thogh i do not saed this part…then she saed it was a bad theng what happened to that one man i heer him hav killed himselv is that not rite do him hang himselv…..

so what is you poent i askes her……..are you teleng me that he do not do this to himselv and be may that three spiks man do this to him and you know this becos you were thaer with another woman name of elane and that you theenk no one is knoweng this becos you do not kno that rahe him hav a hiden camra set up to record him haveng sexes with an immam to blakmael him and that this camra catches everyetheng incudeng you hav sexes with all three of thees spiks mans in rahes bed after you hav help kills him….she just look at me and her blood run cold………but she is not one bit afrade it seems like if aneytheng her is just more hateful and determined and riseng to my chalenge in some way…finaley she saed you are bothereng me be may i shuld tell the watres to hav you kick out of heer and sudenley she is smileng agan like she is not one bit consern about what i have saed……

i hav the film i saed the onley reeson i hav not turn it in to the poleeses man is becos i am useng it to blakmael the immam myself as rahe ment to do…but if you give me some shit i will turn it into the poleeses mans……..she just then she goes a loud brethe out and says whatever and onley her drags out the word she has this childish habot of that she acks like a little girl still even thogh her is in her middel twentees at leest…….but she is crazey and i am wondereng if she even remember doeng all this vile shit….but finaley heer com a poleeses mans and she look at me and saed go ahed and tell him what you tell to me be may he will arested me….but i saed no thaer is not reeson for that yet……be may you com to my hous and i will play the film for you………to my surpris she saed shur…..so off we go and i take her to my hous and breng out the film and in the meentime she is playeng with thor and i can tell thor reeley likes her but i wil be god dam if i am goeng to let thor fuck this crazey bitch…..aneyway i put thor in a room and thay are both sad….i do not theenk her is wanteng to fuck him thogh she is just loves animals…..everybodey hav at leest have one good theng about them and that go even for devil posessed woman like this crazey bitch….just the same i do not want thor around her….aneyways i take out the film which is a copey as i have the original now in safekeepeng and i plays it and i saed now this is a copey i have the original in safe keepeng…..so now she is finaley undermy power and she is lookeng down and all around like she is afrad and not knoweng what to say or do….finaley she saed what do you want…….i gess you want som of my kootchey rite…no i do not want some of you kootchey i told her i want you to help me set up you frends and you are goeng to do it and i am goeng to kill them all and includeng elane…..

her respons to this was to ask me for some coffee and she saed i want to thenk about it…so i saed okay so i put on some coffee and i bet she drank a hole pot and she was telleng me about her mother is goeng to be mad her is still livieng with her even thogh her saed her mother is a big drunk and just drenk and smoke cigarats all the time…..so i saed well then you shuld leve her but of corse i do not give a dam about this but she is goeng on and on abot her life and i can tell she is tryeng to kill time and i saed now lissen you have you choese….you help me set thees pepel up so i can kill them or i am goeng to tun this film in to the poleeses mans…and if you try to betray me i will make shur the polleeses get the orignal film even if you suceed in betrayeng me……..

al rite al rite shit she saed to this i wil help you but you hav to give me time,,,okay i saed……i will give you a few days or be may a cupel of weeks at the most but i want thees pepel ded and no ifs ands or buts abot it…..finaley she deided she was goeng to leeve but as she saed she was leveng she look at me and saed i am still goeng to hav you dik in a bottel of alcohol one of thees days… then she laufs and gos on out…..

so that settels it…..after i kill the others i am goeng to have to kill this bitch too…..becos espeshal after what happens two hours later i get a phon call from a woman name of linda who is obveousley drunk and i remember then the time i get a bunches of phone calls from this same woman lookeng for a brandey…..so she calls agan tonite demandeng to know who i am and hav a i e with her dauter and telleng me she knos becos she find my phon number….and for over an hour she is rambleng on telleng me all about her crazey dauter and how bad and evil she is and she is drunk and keep goeng on and on and before long her is sayeng the same shit over and over agan……andnow i am theenkeng this bitch hav be stalkeng me lookeng to set me up and have got my phon number from rahe the nite thay kill him and who know what else he saed to them….so now i do no thave aney choese all thees pepels have to die…….

i hav hopes last nite when i heer about how som construcshon workers pepels have be busted by poleeses and federal agents for harboreng ilegal mexcos mans who aliens and in cuntrey ilegaley and i am hopeng okay good this be may at leest one of them….but no it turn out it was none of them….but that is fine one of thees days i wil make shur that thees pepel are sorrey thay have ever leeve mexcos…..

My Horse Comes In Third In Kentucky Derby

2006-05-06T20:37:00.000-07:00

it have be a whiel sinse my last update and for good reeson…..usualey everey ninteenth post on this blog is ment to be a prarer to grate lord god allah….ther is a reeson for this as well…..ninteen is the most spirituel and magical number of all….my mother toght this to me long ago…the reeson for this is the number ninteen contanes both the number one and the number nine which is one beeng the first number and nine beeng the last number after which you start all over agan….the number zero of corse is not reeley a number but is the absense of number and is like deth….but the number ninteen covers all of existense from beginneng to end…..for this reeson i deside that everey ninteenth post will be a prayer of thanks or suplicashon to grate lord god almitey allah…..

well for awhiel i do not thenk i have much to be grateful for thees last few days which brengs me to the reeson for my lack of posteng the last few days…..last weekend i go out to meet louese she cals me and begs me to go out with her and stupidley i agree thogh i do not feel rite about it….when i get to wher i am supose to meet her neer her home in erlanger i see her car and see her park thaer so i pull up across the street from her and walk up to her and then i am jumped by brian and three other men who are frends of his and thay beet the liveng shit out of me……i thoght thay was goeng to kill me reeley and then as if to pore salt over the wound i look up at the sound of laffeng at me and the ris the fuckeng ex girlfrend of mine amanda standeng by louese….all of them are in on this vile shit…..she saed to me you have somtheng you want to say motherfucker…then thay start beeteng on me agan and keep at it puncheng and beeteng and kickeng and stompeng me until fnaley i pass out…..the next theng you know i wake up and ther is this car hedlight shineng on me and i am by side of the rode and i look up and see a poleeses car and i heer som more laffeng at me…….even i heer amanda and brians voese and the others too….i look up and i see amanda and brian talkeg and laffeng with the poleeses man and thay walk off and the next theng you know i pass out and then i wake up in the jael……

i find out later i hav be arested for beeng drunk…….i am told i have a rite to make a phon cal so insted of calleng my uncel or mohammed my counselor i deside i had bester call somone who will have to come to my aid so i cal the mosque…the poleeses look shoked when i say this obveusley thay were expecteng me to call somone else probabley my uncel and i have no dout that he wuld not be ther and probabley i wuld be told this and that i get no more phon cals…but when i tell them to cal the mosque i tel them to tell them i want to speek to a certan immam….i was worreed he wuld not come but thankfulley he do and then i laed it on him thik….i told him about the film of rahe hosmanari of how he intended to set him up befor he was killed by the spiks and the two white womans but i told him not to worrey that his secret is safe with me….needless to say he got me out of there even thogh i can tell the poleeses mans thay want to keep me in there for some more time probabley to try to find out about ruthie and leann and omar……but well i am out now…….i told the immam that he shuld keep in tuch with me and in the meentime i wil keep the film for safekeepeng…..you shuld have see the look on his fase…….

aneyways he takes me to wher my van have be impounded and i see it have be all scratches up and the tiers flats and all so i have to have it towed in……so that is how it have be the last few days around heer………the van is stil in the shop beeng fix up but of corse mara will be payeng for this………in the meentime i go to the hospital and have all my bruses check out and i am told ther is no reel damage just a few fractures and mussel spranes and a lot of bruses….lukiley i have a lot of heeleng powers that my mother give me from time i was yung boy from stuff she do to me when i was a babey even or it wuld have be a whol lot worsters…….

i wil not press charges on them and i dout it wuld do aney good to sue the poleeses even thogh i know at leest one of them was in on it i dout i culd proov it….but i wil have my revenge on all thees motherufckers……so aney way that is why i have not posted aney for a week i have be too hurt too bad……but i am all rite now and shur enof grate lord god allah have give me reeson to thank him in this post……for one i will be all rite…. also know now just how much is a snake amanda is that bitch…..louese too…..thogh probabley brian thretened her to hav he rchildern taken away from her if she do not help them set me up……that is all rite thay will all pay deerley i promis you this….

finaley i have a bi tof good luck my hose come in third in the kentuckey derbey a hors by the name of steppenwolfer who was name after the old amarecan rock and roll band steppenwolf…..when i heer this and i heer thay song called magic carpet ride i know that this is an omen and that i have to bet on this horse……you see i was toght by my mother that the old book by omar kayem called arabian nights is acshualley a magical grimore and so i hav practis a lot of the magic my mother toght me includeng how to make and use a magic carpet….you do not reeley fly on it in with you physcal bodey you just kneel on it and pray and medatate and you can fly in you astral bodey whiel doeng so which i have do maney times……

aneyways becos of all this i bet one thosand dollars acros the bord on steppenwolfer i do not know at the time this meens total of three thosand dollars but when i find out i say what the hell and go ahed with it…..i call my frend hamil and he plase the bet for me and shur enouf my horse com in third so i make a shit lode of money……too bad i do not theenk to vote for the winneng hors who name i have a hard time remembereng becos if i had stop to thenk about it i probabley wuld have bet somtheng on him too….his traner survived a plane crash and save two childern from the wreck and then goes bak in and saves a babey…..i theenk to myselv god dam what a foolish theeng to do……i wuld never take that kind of chanse i saed to myself…..thogh probabley i mite have do this if grate lord god allah move me to do it which he do this good man……aneyways i never thoght another theng about it and then when he horse wins there is the man and the kids that he have saved….wel shit i saed to myself….

then i realized that i stil have a long ways yet to go befor i acheeve my ultimate goal of standeng fase to fase with grate lord god allah and beeng the first liveng perosn to do so and still be alive after it is over with……nevertheless even thogh i have a long ways to go i will get theer evenshualley and in the meentime i offer grate lord god allah my humbel thanks and prayers….

thank you lord god allah for everyetheng……..

and i hope you take notis of how even thogh i was in grate pain still on thursday i meet with hamil on that day and plase my bet with him so i wuld not have to do it and so gambel on friday which is the day that is sacred to you……

so thank you agan lord god allah i know that i will suceed in all my undertakengs and that you will see to that…….

My Revenge On Mara

2006-04-26T19:34:00.000-07:00

everey theng finaley come together for me last nite as i finaley allow the effects of the date rape drug to ware off of mara the bitch who is my sister in law……i have never have so much fun in my life…..what i do to her acshualley was most fun i ever hav in my life man i meen to tel you i realey laed it on thik to this bitch……now if aney one hav be keepeng up with my problems with mara up to this poent i bet i know what you have be thenkeng probabley you hav be thenkeng oh this evil man he is goeng to put his sister on this date rape drug and then he is goeng to rape her and then he thenks that this will put this woman under his spel and she wil fall madley hed over heels in love with him and will be under his power from now on…..

well you are rong…..i would not fuck this stupid fuckeng bitch if my life depended on it and no i am not exagerateng either….i wold prefer to die….well okay that is an exagerashon but otherwise i would not fuck this fuckeng bitch if ther were aney way out of it and if i did i shur as hell wuld not enjoy fuckeng her i promis you that and in fact i honestley beleve i probabal would not be abel to get a hard on for her if it were not for the speshal magical powers i have over my dik which i have becos of the spell my mother put on me all those yeers ago when i was a yung boy goeng thru pubertey…even at that ther is a good chanse i still could not go thru with sex with this fuckeng bitch…..

and lukiley i do not hav to…….after almost three days haveng her in my apartment and keepeng her fucked up on the date rape drug i was starteng to get afrad i mite kill her not that i would feel bad about being responsibul for that no not in the leest….but it would be just anotehr problem i do not need rite now….stil i also worreed that the effects mite wear off and she wuld develp a toleranse to the drug or i would run out of it and then wher would i be….but last nite omar he com thru for me and acshualey i gess i have hamil to thank for that he made shur that omar got heer of corse it was a trikey proposishon sinse the poleeses hav be lookeng for him becos of the disapearans of ruthie and becos now i hav triked them into thenkeng he mite hav somtheng to do with the disapeerans of leann…..

aneyway hamil made shur he was in a disgise like an older man with salt and pepper hair and he was wereng a speshal kind of shoe that make him look taller and a speshal coat that make him to look reel fat and also a hairpeise he wore was acshualey reel long so when he com in he was releeved that no one was around to see him com in and i tel him okay take all this shit off of you and he do not want to do it but i keep on and finaley i prevaeled and he took it all off……

thn i took him to wher his mother was and have been for last three days and goeng now into the third nite….i tel him ther is you mother….he was realey afrade for her and i told him oh stop you worryeng she wil be all rite i just have her on this date rape drug……father wil kil you he saed and i saed oh no he wil not and besides he do not hav a reeson to kill me becos i hav not fucked her and i am not goeng to fuck her i told him….you are the one that is goeng to fuck her…..

of corse at first he refused….that is my mother i am not goeng to fuck my own mother he saed and i saed wel then if you do not fuck your mother i wil cal the poleeses and tell them about how you raped ruthie whil she was dyeng and what is more i hav the picshurs heer to proov it…..he saed you told me it mite be the onley theng to save her life and i saed yes but i wil not tel them that onley that i com in heer and you are fuckeng her and tell me you hav her on date rape drug and that you leve then after that…..the polleeses wil be qwite itrested to heer that i would imagin…..also i will tel them about how you told me just now about how ruthie died and you took her bodey off and wher you tell me you take it to….and he saed what do you meen that i tell you this you were ther you told me to do all thees thengs and i saed yes i kno that and you kno that but the poleeses do not kno that……

plees muhammed he saed i wil do aneytheng but fuck my mother…i saed yes and you will do that too…..now fuck your mother the way you are told…..so finaley he agreed and i told him evereytheng to say and do….while i filmed it he takes off him clothes and then he not onley fucked her he acshualley made love to her he even ate her fuckeng pussey while i recorded evereytheng he saed and done…..i had to make him to dreenk som vodka of corse which he was not used to thogh he do dreenk som beer and wine a little and smoke marawana but this vodka it realey knok im on his ass and you kno somtheng i theenk he realey enjoey fuckeng his own mother hahahahahhaahhhhaaahhhhh…….

so yes he fucks her after he eats her pussey and mara she seems to be gettng into it too moaneng and groaneng and sayeng shit of corse i gess she do not kno it was her own son omar that is doeng this shit…….then i saes okay now put you dik in her mouth and make her suk your dick and make shur you cum in her mouth and he do this too by now he is not even bothereng to argue with me….

so finaley he is thru and i tell him okay now you can put your disgise bak on and you can go away now…..and so he do this and begeng me not to tell her and i saed yeh shur omar why do you theenk that i film evereytheng you do….not onley am i goeng to tell her i am goeng to show her the film…….why muhammed he ask me why do you hate me so much and why do you hate my mother so much and i saed oh it is not hate i just thenk this kind of theng is fun to do now get you ass out of heer…and so he leeved…..

when mara finaley start to pull herselv together she saed what happenned to me and i saed oh you do not remember huh/…..wel you came down with a case of extreem horneyness and was wanteng somone to fuk you and so well finaley sombodey fucked you…..and if you do not do evereytheng i tell you to do i am goeng to not onley tell evereybodey about it i am goeng to show them a reel good movie that i filmed of the occashon……

then she saed ishould hav known bester than to trust you but it will do you no good….i am goeng to call the poleeses mans and report you and have you arrested that is what i am goeng to do….you gave me somtheng and then you took advantage of me….that is the same theng as rape and you are goeng to pay deerley for it……you hav finaley gon too far muhammed you filthey swine son of a bitch….boy was she ever mad she was mad enof to shoot hornets out of her mouth and her eyes….i let her spew and sputter and cuss and finaley i saed okay then it is up to you of corse as it happens i am not the one who fucked you it was sombodey else and i theenk it is not goeng to look reel good when this movie gets out all over the internet….you see i teld to her i alredey hav it on a website and all i hav to do is call a certan frend and he will make shur it it is put out all over and by the way massoud will be thef irst one to see it if i hav my way about it…..not to menshon all you familey and frends and evreybodey in the islamic comunitey…….

this made her worrey and she saed okay then who do this vile theng to me i want to kno and i saed well i gess you wil just hav to see for you self……so i played the film and ha ha ha you should hav see the look on her fase when her own son omar turn out beeng the one who hav fuked her…….first eateng her pussey……and he was sayeng thengs like oh mother you are the onley woman i hav ever loved and i hav always want to fuck you why hav you be teeseng me all my life with you bweutey and makeng me want your pussey so much i can not stand it aney mor i hav to fuck you mother……she is lookeng like she is goeng to die all the time she is watcheng and heereng this shit but when omar put his dick in her mouth and she sees him comeng in it and then he gets off her and the cum starts foameng out of her mouth is almost more than her can take…….

so she is cryeng now and sayeng i kno that you make him do this somhow i am stil goeng to the poleeses mans and tel them….as for omar i do not kno what he have do with this yung girl that you abel to blakmael him into doeng this but you are goeng to pay muhammed if i hav a gun i wold shot you rite now……..from this minut on omar is no longer my son i hav disown him and you are goeng to jael with him…wate a minut what is that she suddenley saed as i appeer o the film and i am spredeeng what i kno is honey all over her pussey…..i am lookeng at the camra and chukleng whiel i do this and then i giv a thums up and then poent with my thumb at her and smileng mockengley in her direcshon…..you realey thenk you are somone grate do you she ask me well you are a evil man and a peise of trash……what is that you hav put on me down ther and i tel her oh it was just honey do not worrey……

she then reeches down her dres and says ther is notheng on me now and i saed wel the movie is not qwite over…..and so she watches in what i can tell is dred as suddenley thor who is my german shepherd dog coms into the picshur and he is whineng as he starts likeng the honey off her pussey and she suddenley screems at me oh you sik motherfucker…..mara i saed such language from you and you such a good arab muslim woman……suddenley thor is on top of her and he is fuckeng the shit out of her……after he is thru i prop mara up and acsualley she is sowhat conshus and she is laffeng with her eyes open and then coms the sikest part of all…i put thor up ther agan and crouch him down over her fase and mara suddenley starts suckeng thors dick….thor do not kno what to thenk of this and he baks away but mara to my joy and happeeness follows him and keeps suckeng his dik and even reeches out for it with her hands and suddenley thor desides oh i theenk i like this i gess becos he stops resisteng and so mara is suckeng away on my dogs dick hahahahahaaahhhahahahhhahaahhaahha…

even dog cums in her mouth and whineng and mara is petteng him after it is over and is pulleng him to her and is sayeng good boy…but thor even he gets away from this bitch whore like he is theenkeng i hav had enuf of you bitch mara you are a no good slut i swer he look on his fase is like he is thenkeng this……then bitch mara at this poent her lays bak down and is bak sound asleep……

and then the movie is over……dam i saed i forget to pop som popcorn agan lets watch it one mor time and so i put in another bag of orvil redenbocker popcorn in the microwave and her is followeng me and sayeng i wil kil you muhammed if you ever show this to massoud or to aneyone and she is mad and cryeng and beggeng and threteneng all at the same time……

so we watch the movie one mor time and i make her watch it and make her eat som popcorn too and i sat ther and made comments on the movie like i was a movie critic or somtheeng i saed the pepel in the movie ar terribul acotrs i saed but i gess thay are not realey actors after all thay just beeng thayselvs……the dog thogh him do deserv an academey award why he is so good he make the bitch actress enjoy his dik so much she acshualley suck his dik for him…hahhahhhhahahahhha…

and she saed okay muhamed you win i wil giv you aneytheng you want i wil be you woman from now on if that is what you want i wil leve masoud and i hold up my hand and saed stop rite there….do you honestley thenk i would hav a woman who have be fucked by a dog….and by her own son/…….

she starts cryeng even more now and i saed what i want is my uncel go back payeng me doubel money under the tabel and i want one theeng more and what that is is after you add up the total amount of money i wil be makeng i want you to doubel that everey month from you own money and do not even theenk about telleng me you do not make that kind ofmoney becos i know besters…..this is what you will pay me and on top of that you will never agan interfeer in my life no matter what i do or what i heer you from now on have notheeng to say in the matter one way or another….when you see me no matter what i tel you to do you are will be doeng it with no qwesteons asked…….and you will treet me with respect from heer on out and also you will no longer harass my uncel you will go bak to beeng his wife and beeng devoted to pleeseng him and and doeng evereytheng he tells you to do….unless of corse i tel you difrant….are we understood on this now mara/….becos i tel you what is the truth one fuck up just one from you and you life will descend into a kind of hell you could never imagin in you worster nitemaers….she promis me she will abide by my law and so i put her to the test…..heer thor i call to my dog come heer thor good dog……and heer com thor paweng on the door in the next room and whineng so i let him out and heer he com lookeng at mara and mara is cryeng and she saed why do you torment me so…i saed my dog wants som more of that pusseys you bitch you wil give it to him now……and so she did and thor fucked her and then i make her suck his dick agan…..and i film this too…..the stupid bitch do not realise it but now she hav realey put herselv under my thumb…..befor it was obveus that she was fucked up but now it is even nore obveus that she is doeng this while appeer to be of her own volishon becos she is conshus and aware now……of corse you can bet i make shur i poent this out to her after her get thru also suckkeng thors dick agan like i tels her to…….

now she is distrot and threteneng to kill herselv and i saed go ahed and sute youselv but of corse if you do that i wil make shur evereyone knos that you fuk a dog and suck his dick and do all this two times and onse were conshus and aware…….while you are burneng in the hells for that last time you fuck my dog and suck his dick and do so willengley and also becos you commit suiside which is also a sin you can be further tortured by the knolege that evereyone who ever do kno you and no telleng how maney others besides know you hav do what you do includeng be fucked by you own son…..in the meentime it will not hurt me i will sell it on the internet and make milleons of dollers off of it…..i am goeng to do this aneyway i theenk why the hell not……you wuld be surprised how maney pepel wuld pay good money to watch a grate movie like this i kno i wuld…….i do not tell her this of corse but i am theenkeng very sereusley about it…….

finaley she leeves in teers and i hav to calm thor down….dam it now he is goeng to be wanteng human womans pusseys all the time….well i wil just hav to make shur he get some…..a man shuld always take good caer of his dog or aney other pet he have after all thay are gods creechures just like man is……

Rahe Hosmunari Stars In His Own Snuff Film

2006-04-24T19:13:00.000-07:00

mara that fuckeng bitch hav be sleepeng like a fuckeng little babey now in my apartment sinse the nite before last….you wold never beleve just how easey it was…..omar do his part bester than i ever cold hav expecks him to….he called my hous and left a message and sounded reel desprat but of corse this was not so much an ackt….so i cals mara and tels her mara plese you must com over her as soon as you can at onse and so her com and heer is uncel massoud with her and thay both heer the message that from omar beggeng me to pick up the phon that him is calleng from dayton and be stayeng at a frends hous and that he hav a important confeshon to make and he will cal me bak…..

so off go uncel massoud on the wild goos chas on which i hav set him off on whil mara begs me to let her stay for when in case omar he call bak….i saed okay and within the hour i hav triks her into drinkeng the best anise and cardamon tea i hav ever make in my life….good taste wise that is onley it also hav a sertan speshal ingredeint that knon as the date rape drug…..i want to make shur she get plentey of it becos uncel massoud him is goeng to be gon away for qwite a few days and i want to make shur i take good caer of my beloved sister in law….in the meentime i go to the hous of rahe which wher the motherfucker was murdered and it make to look like a suiside becos i kno for a fact this siley man is too big a fuckeng coward to acshualley kil himselv…..

i remember wel his acshons at my uncls store the nite the fuckeng beener spiks man trys to rob massoud and befor i shoots this bandeto motherfucker rahe is cowerds on the flor afraed to look up and is all ball up like a babey cryeng for his mother….i remember thenkeng oh now it is a good theng rahe no see me shoots the motherfucker who do not reeley hav a gun i thros one to him that i hav extra that i buy illegal and it not registers to me and whiel him stans and staers at what i hav just plase in his hand i take my gun out that uncel massoud hav broght for me legal onley it in his name i shoot this cocksucker….rahe do not like me and he mite have teld on me except he kno i wold hav beet the shit out of him…..agan him is a big coward thogh he wold talk big if he thoght it mite impres you and he was shur he hav you bluf…aneyway no need in goeng to all this agan aneyone that wants to reed this can look up my post it called ….wat a minute now…..I Save My Uncles Store…..i hate this capitol letter shit but my advisor tels me i had bester lern bester how to rite engels words in the rite way and this included presseng this fuckeng capital letter so i do it on my post titels…..aneyway that is the name of the post if you want to reed it and i do not caer who reeds it ether like i saed to someone els by name of mister hellpig who thenk him is so fuckeng smart…..becos i cover all my bases….

aneyways i go to rahe hous and i go to his bedroom and shur enof after i look arond all over to make shur no one hav sees me heer i starts to worree that the poleeses may hav found what i was lookeng for….but i go to the dresser and i look behind it but over it at the wall and ther is this hole in the wall with a picshur hangeng over it and so i tared out a bigger hole in the wall and shur enof ther is this big camra ther…i saed to myself okay now how the fuk do him do this and why/……what him goeng to do take films of him and massoud and then what…..goeng to fix a hole in the wall everey time it do not make sens…then it occur to me shit what am i theenkeng…….so i go to the other side and ther shur enof ther is a cabnet with a big divider that look like it is a part of the tob shelf of the cabnet…i find a scrudriver and take it off and ther is the camra……i can not beleve how luckey i am…..but aneyways i take it and sneek out of the hous and caerful to avoed be seen and to not disturb aneytheng els and even make shur i step bak over crim sceen tape which shos me the poleeses are suspishus too….but thees poleeses heer are stupid why i bet you thay do not even notis the hole in the wal in rahe bedroom is bigger than befor hell it wold not surprises me if thay even not notised the hole to start out with……..

aneyways i made it bak home and ther is mara that bitch stil pass out and her is mones and grones and sayeng shit that make no sense just a bunch of words streng together….my plan is goeng as good as can hope for up to this poent but when i hav the camra and the tape in it and i see how to play it i kno rite away my plan hav hit a snag….all this time i hav had it in my hed that this is the work of omar or be may massoud or be may even bitch mara herselv hav rahe killed by haveng her two frends that i tels you about that one of them hav expierd visa that she hav spyeng on me for awhil…..but no it is not the case….i look at the camra film and what do i see/……a bunch of fuckeng spiks that is who acshualley ther are three of thees motherfuckers and that is not all ther are two girls…..

but thay not spiks thees are white girls and crasey ones at that…..i kno them both thay are names one of them is brandey and this is as crasey as a bitch that you wold ever want to meet…….the other one is name of elaine and her is even craseur….thay say her wil clos the door in her bahtroom and lok it and let water run all day long and just sit ther and staer at it and wil not open the door even if you demand her turn the water off you tel her turn the water off elain and open the door and her wil say i wil in a minut but this wil go on all day long until you hav to take the door off the hinges or even to brake the fuckeng theng down on her……the other one name of brandey is not qwite so crasey but her be may more scareist becos i am shur her is possess by devils…her wil even tel to you that her hav see the devil hand reech out and tuch her on the forhed…..no it s not a lie becos her wold be sayeng thees thengs sinse her a little girl of abot six yeers old and stil talks abot remembereng it and all kind of other crasey shit as well….

but what are thay to do with rahe/……i look at the film and i remember okay thees two bitches the both of them hav be comeng in my uncel massouds store and thogh i hav not see them ther latley i kno how when rahe wold be ther him wold brag abot how he suposedley stood up to the spiks man and brag even to some that it was him who shoots the spiks man som pepel he even tels that he whip his ass too….of corse he wil not saed thees thengs in front of me or massoud becos we weer there and we know besters…..but he saed thees thengs in front of mara and brag to the other customers to try to ack like a hard ass……so now let this be a lessen to you when you brag and talk shit you had bester be abel to bak it up….

that is why i do not feel sorrey for rahe on this tape becos in this tape he is ackteng just like him did in the store that nite he is begeng and cryeng and so on for them to spaer his life…..the mans also who i recognise are looks like telleng him to shut up…the bitch brandey her is laffing like the devil her is posesed by and the one name elaine her is jus staers ther and evrey so often ags thay on with a reel heteful look on her fase…..i am thenkeng god dam why could ther be no sound on this fuckeng theng….but it do not matter……it hav notheng to do with omar or massoud or with mara…but on the other hand it may hav a lot to do with me….thay are beeting him but not badley just more or less bitch slappeng him and pusheng him and kneeng him in the nuts and grabbeng at his dik and laffeng at him…..one name of juan is the worster of them all and him is the smalest i thenk him is brandeys boyfrend and her is realey goeng to town laffeng and clappeng her hands and rahe is obveusley beggeng for his life….i am surprise com to thenkof it that him hav the presense of mind to turn on the camra and then i wonder what if he hav do this before thay com but for another reason…..

but aneyways elaine her leves and in a few minuts her come bak with a big rope and then i kno that rahe is about to breeth his last few breths on this planet earth and soon to go down to the hels wher probaley hin now is ball up like a little babee screemeng and cryeng for mersey from shatan who of corse wil show him none whatsoever……be that as it may in under a minut thay hav rahe up and suddenley thay stop…he is telleng thay somtheng but god dam if i kno what it is dam him for not haveng a camra with sound……but thay are stoppeng and i kno now what he is telleng them and that is he is telleng thay the truth abot what happens that nite in my uncels stor which meens of corse that he is tells to them what i hav do to thay frend and i am prettey sur the brother of the one spik heer on the film by name of hernando…..now i kno i mite hav a reel problem on my hands….

but aneyways the one name of elaine is rites down what him is sayeng and a minit or two after that thay hav rahe draggeng him out of site whil juan and another older one name of paul thay hav the rope and tyeng it on the bar in the closet…soon thay are both out of site……

i turn off the film and feel like smaks myself in the hed when i realise i hav watch the first snuf film i hav be abel to see in more than four yeers and a good one too and do not even thenk to pop me som popcorn which i stop to go and do…after i fix me some orvil redenboker popcorn in the microwave i com bak and turns bak on the camra…for a long time notheng excep for brandey and paul go in the bedroom and fuk and then juan take his turn and then hernando take his turn and then hernando fuk elaine but none of the others fuk elaine and after herando fuk elaine i gess thay leve becos i wate for a long time and no one come bak in the bedroom……and all the time i am theenkeng fuk this shit now thees motherfukers are goeng to come after me and theenk thay will kill me and then fuk each other in my bed that meens i have another problem to take care of and it is three spiks who i hav to kill before thay kill me……but for the time being i hav the problem with bitch mara….two times now i hav to fors feed her more anise and cardomon tea as her starts to com to….also ther is massoud who cals in and tels me that he is goeng to be delays becos his car hav be mess up and he hav to get it fixed which of corse i hav aranged with som of my contacs in dayton ohio in fact he is goeng to hav a hard fuckeng time with that car for a couple of days now and in the meentime he will hav more leeds to folow on his wild goos chas for omar…….

so aneyways i am watcheng a blank screen of rahes bedroom and from this vantage poent you baerley can see the rope go out of the closet if not see what happens before you mite not even pays no attenshon to it….suddenley the reel star of the show enters which is of corse myself……..i hav to laff at this but then when i stop to thenk of how close i com to run into pepel who are probaal by now hav me on thay hit list it do give me som pause…..

after five minits or so of lookeng at a blank screen sudenley someone els come in another man who i do not kno at first but then i recognise hm….he is one of the immams from cincinnati….not the mane one but one of the ones who travels around and who is i beleve from saudi arabia…..he is also the one who give me the hells when last i was in the mosque for me not be what he calls a good muslim…..and then it occcurs to me oh hell no this is why rahe hav his camra set up he was expeckteng a visit from this immam who is also a filther disgust homosexer queiers……..he is looks like him is in shok…..oh do not worrey filther disgust hipocrit i thenk to myselv you shok days are just begineng…..

so ther you have it….i saed a prayer for soul of rahe that grate lord god allah hav mersey on his miserabul disgusteng soul…after all he has do me a big favor and i hope somwher down in the hells him knos that somhow…..

My Plan Is Near Completion

2006-04-22T09:48:00.000-07:00

omar is completley under my thumb now which is good and necesarey and i told him yesterday no you are not goeng to go to the mosque i do not giv a dam if it is friday you have to get the hell out of covington for awhil and i manage to talk him into forgeng a chek on his mothers bank acount…..he is a good forger but not that good stil it is one of the few thengs that he is worth a shit at and so now i hav him hamereng another nael in his coffin…..so now he has the money but no wher to go so i give him the addres of hamil in garfield heights which is a secshon of cleveland ohio…...he leve last nite and just in the nick of time too….becos today i get a visit from the poleeses…..

shur enof thay want to know about omar….have i be seeng him and when last time was…of corse i try to ack like i am surprised that thay are lookeng for him and i put on a pretey good act if i do say so myselv……then thay sho me a picshur of little ruthie and thay ask me if i know this girl….oh yes i saed that is little ruthie hav thay ever find her yet/…..

when thay ask what i meen i explane that her sister sherey tels me and omar her hav be misseng….then i explane to them that this was on easter sunday which was last time i hav see omar other than the day and nite after that….yes him was akteng strang but i do not reeley pay it no mind….other than him seem to be more worreed about ruthie even than her sister is……

then thay ask me the qwesteon i hav be waiteng to heer……do omar know leann/…..of corse omar know leann i teld them thay hav talk plentey of times which of corse was the truth and also that leann always saed her thoght omar was a creepey strang person that him looks at her strang….what i do not tel to them was that leann that stupid little nigger lover bitch her saed this about aney man or yung boy she ever do meet….stil omar like her okay and even he watches her for us a cupel of times when me and amanda hav be busey doeng other thengs……..

when thay ask me if omar seems to be like hav infatuashon with leann i teld them no mor than usual hm is girl crazey but he is harmles…….then the poleeses man him saed why do you never tel us to this befor now and i teld to them well it never ocured to me why wold i thenk somtheng suspishus of my own nephew/…..thay just look at me and thay ask me if i hav aney idea wher thay mite be and oh yes when was the last time i see ruthie and i teld to them oh it was abot a week and a half ago her came up her with omar him saed he was lookeng out for her becos no one paed aney attenshon to her and let her run wild……he promis me he is not doeng aney theng rong with her and her is always folows him around……. and thay look funney and thay saed why do you thenk he mite be doeng somtheeng wit he/…..r and i saed wel i just thoght it was odd that a man omar age whch is ninteen be always hangeng around with a little girl that is onley like twelv……..

acshuaey her is ten the offiser saed and if we ever find out aneytheng is happens to her you nephew is in a lot of trubel and if you kno wher he is you had bester teld to him to turn himselv in rite now we hav a lot of qwestens for him and i saed well i hope that he do not do somtheng stupid……this make them look worreed and thay ask me what i meen and i saed one time he beet up this one girl and almost kils her becos her accusses him of molestes her darter and then he thretens to kill both of them and himselv too if her keep sayeng thees lies….of corse i culd not tel them who the woman was becos this never relely happen but i was in the mood to lay it on as thik as i culd……when thay ask me how old was the darter i teld them it was an infant just under a yeer old and not be weened….i told the offisers i do not beleve this myself but he shur do beet the hel out of this woman her is from williamstown and i hav never herd a theng abot it sinse then but omar saed she is just after his money becos her thenks he hav a lot……

finaley the offisers thay leve and good theng too i hav the phon ringer turn off and the caller id disconeck becos it hav be ringeng off the hook all day and no sooner do i hav it than hamil he cals and ask me what do we do now and i teld to him in code in case phon is be taped that omar him shold be dam shur to cal heer by such and such a time and plase…..

i kno it is onley a matter of time now befor i get a speshal phon cal from a certan person and shur enof i get that phon call from mara who is besid herselv….i teld to her okay i will com down to the stor but i want to talk to you alone i do not want uncel massoud to be ther or aneyone elses ether do you hav that strate and her saed yes okay then…..

so i go down ther and ther her is and i can tel she is abot at the end of her rope…….i am cryeng like i can bareley hold it bak which is anotehr trik of magic my mother taught to me long ago it is called sympathetic magic……..i am so worred about omar i teld to her i thenk him has be looseng his mind……..she make me promis that i wil cal her if i heer aneytheng from him and plees to do so befor i cal the poleeses and i saed yes of cors i wil do this but on one condishon……

she do not say aneytheng and i saed i want us to go bak to being a familey agan and burey the hatchet as thay say heer in amareca….she saed okay i agre all this bitternes and animositey hav broght to us notheng but shame and ruin…….i teld to her then i want to com bak to work for you too under the same condishons as under my uncel massoud and her saed no that is not goeng to happen……..

then she givs me this hautey look and i kno now ther is no turneng bak….i was acshualey starteng to feel sorry for the bitch to tel you the truth becos thogh omar hav be a disapoentment to her for some time now she stil loves him and is obveusley heart braken over what he hav be doeng or what she thenks he hav be doeng….but stil when it com to money and be gratitud for what her thenks i try to do to help wel it is the same old mara……but i can not get on her bad side now so i teld to her no i do not meen dubel money under the tabel i ment just me work for you drivieng a truk like befor for just regulur pay…..

then she starts to cry and her tels me do you kno that omar hav be susposes to deliver three truk lodes of groserees to three difrant stores and he do not do this and now all the produse in thees truks thay are goeng bad and some of it has rottend…will hav to we thro it away now so we hav lost somtheeng like over two thosand dollres on thees deliverees…..just good theng it was maneley frutes and vegtabels if ther were mor meet probabal we wold hav be lost a lot mor than that…..

now her is mad and sad so i put my arm around her and i am stil fake cryeng and ackteng like i am tryeng to pul myselv together and i saed do not feel bad sister at leest not a whol lot of money be spended on gasolene so be may you do not loos all that much after all…..she looks at me and smiles and saed muhammed you can always find a way to look for the silver lineng no matter how bad…… you are somtheng els do you kno that/………

aneyway i go hom i was abot to tel her i wanted bak pay for all thees days i hav be missed but that wold be pusheng my luk and besides soon i wil be getteng aneytheng i want from this bitch……i hav just to trust hamil to make shur omar do not fuk up and in the meentime i hav to make shur the poleeses mans do not put out a warant for hamil but i thenk i mite have afraded them to do that becos of thoghts i put in thay heds of what he mite do if he get desprate…..besides ruthie and her familey are realey no good white trash aneyways no one realey gives a dam abot thay and my uncel massoud hav a lot of power and influens with certan pepels in posishons of authoritey…..it also helps that ruthie is always runeng away from hom for days and a coupel of times for more than a week and her mother is a big drunk and a drug addicted whor too……….

stil even thogh i hav make as good a plan as coud be hope for under the circumstanses you never can be too caerful becos even the bester plans can come undun due to unforseen circumstanses….all i can do now is bide my time and hope for the besters…….

onley theng that hav me bafuld rite now is just what am i goeng to do with this fuckeng easter bunney costum i am afrad to try to burn it or even just to thro it away so i am stiked with it….i bet i hav washes this dam theng fore times tryeng to make shur all of ruthies dna is not longer on it……oh wel the poleeses man knos that ruthie hav be heer that wold explane it good enof and beisds why wold thay thenk to chek this costum other than wonder why i hav this theng….i wil just tel them i got it as a makeng up present for amanda after we brake up……..that i was planeng on stuffeng it with her favorit thengs and such….yes i kno it is a stupid fuckeng storey espeshaley sinse it wil be a cold day in the hels befor i take amanda bak but sometimes you have to go with the bester excuses you can thenk of at aney given time….

A Long Journey

2006-04-20T10:37:00.000-07:00

to sho you how is much a spoeled brat my nephew omar his mother and father thay buy him a new car everey yeer….ushualey he manages to reck it or he did the first two he got the last one he managed to driv a whol yeer without a scratch and now just two days ago he has another one but as far as i am conserned the last one wold hav be good for som time to come…..yet do thay offer to let me buy it/……no thay just traed it in on another one……and i wold hav gave thay just as much as thay saved so not onley are thay selfish thay are stupid besides….just tells you this in case you wonders why i am so harsh and say and do the thengs i do wit so little regard for them…….

aneyway that is all besides the poent which is now omar hav a new car and as i poent out to him it is obveus that we are not goeng to find aneywher around heer to dispos of a bodey in safetey and securitey and ther is no way we can take one of uncel massouds refrigerates truks down a long ways without attracks suspishon……he was beside himselv but i finaley told him okay now lets take ruthie in you car and find a plase for her…..so we put her in the bak seet of his car and off we go….we drov all day monday and all nite too…. then we stop and rest at rest stop and of corse ther are pepel who see ruthie sitteng in the bak of the car but say notheng after all she is stil in her easter bunney costum……

even one time a poleeses man puls us over and omar him get all wide eyed and nervus but stil manages to hold it together bester than i ever thoght he wold……just a good theng i am the one who is driveng the car….i kno the poleeses man was suspishus of us after all how maney times are you goeng to see two arab mans one of them an immigrant and thay hav in the bak of thay car an easter bunney the size of a teenage girl/…..aneyways he cheks my lisens and when i told him omar is the owner of the car that we just takeng it out for a driev and go on a trip he asked for the titel so omar showed it to him without sayeng a word….then of corse he wanted to see omar lisens too and omar him is fumbleng and all nervus and i wenks at the offiser and saed he is just nervus be may you thenk becos he is an arab that we mite be terrors or killers or sometheng…….he just lookeds at me and him and him hav this ugley mole on his cheek and when i saed this i cold swer i saw it twitcheng……

aneyways he takes our lisenses and the titel and go bak to his poleeses mans cruser and is getteng on the car radeo and omar him is goeng balistic and him is askeng me what is he doeng and i told him just stay calm you fuckeng ideot befor you caus us to be arresterd……finaley him coms bak to the car and asked us to step outsid and him flashes a lite all around and then saed can i see in the trunk of the car and i saed okay and him saed i hav to hav his permits after all it is his car….so omar then him saed no you are supose to hav a warant for do this……i cold not beleve it i smak that son of a bitch up the side of the hed so hard i almost knok him down and i saed what in the hel is you problem open the god dam trunk of the car…..so he saed okay then you go ahed and open up the trunk if you want….i saed to the poleeeses man you herd him tel me okay then rite/….and the poleeses man just look at us and him saed now look i don’t not want this to be a problem if he do not want me to open the trunk then he is within his rites to say this…..now omar he starts to cry big teers and he is red fased……i look at offiser and i shrug and say i promis you ther wold be no problem if you want to open the trunk and the offiser saed no it is al rite i gess…..you just wate heer………

so off him go and i tel omar i am goeng to kil you i hope you kno that and he saed he do not hav a rite to serch my car and i sad wel what do you hav in ther that you are afrade of him seeng if ther is somtheng ther i want to kno abot it now……you see omar him gets aneytheng he wants from my uncel and my aunt both aneytime he wants money thay just hand it over to him…..he uses all his money on bulshit too…..on eateng out at nise plases and goeng to conserts and on dates with sherey and on alcohol drenks even thogh him is suposes to be such a good muslim to heer him tel it which is of corse is a big laff…..but worster theng he do is he buy marawana and i am thenkeng i bet this motherfuker hav a big bag of marawana somwher in the wheel of his spaer tire becos i kno for a fack that is wher he ushualley keep it……becos he is a fool and acshualey thenks that is the last plase a poleeses man wold thenk to look…..

so the poleeses man he com bak and says wel i hav permits to keep you heer for a warrant to com in or i can hav you car haul into town if you drater he saed or some kind of shit like that…..so omar him saed no it is okay you can go ahed and chek the trunk and so the offiser after askeng him agan if he was shur told him to go ahed and open the trunk…..so then this fool opens the trunk and piks up the spar tire and says okay now ther is notheng in ther you can look and see……the offiser then looks in the trunk and saed okay hand me the tier and omar him saed no that is okay i wil put it bak and the offiser saed i saed hand me the tier mister shahiri…..so omar do and the poleeses man him looks and shur enuf ther is a big bag of marawana…..

omar then him try to ack like he is shoked and saed oh my god how did that get in ther/……i kno i hav to thenk of somtheng fast and ther is onley two opshons……i cold easiley kil this cop but that wold not be wise he has alredey just now run a chek on the both of us so this is reley not an opshon……so i do the onley theng i can thenk of to do…….i saed i swer to you offiser i do not kno this fool hav maawana in him car…..i swer to you i am his uncel and nether me or his father or mother aprove of this in fack that is why i am spends time with him to get him away from bad pepels that leed him astray…….i swer to you if you wil let us go i wil keep an eye on him and you can just toss that marawana into the ditch over yonder and…….

then him interups me and saed wel it is reeley not that much but it do look like it is over an ouns that is a clas d and i forget what he saed reley whether misdemener or feloney becos by now my hed is spineng and i kno i mite hav to do somtheng desprat….so then the poleeses man offers to let us go with a warneng and a fine and i saed to him if i can pay the fine rite now then you can giv him a tiket or somtheng to show him a leson……

so he do what i figur he wold do he gav omar a tiket for speedeng and i hav to giv this fuckeng poleeses man two hunderd dollars……and i was the one who was driveng on top of that………then the poleeses man he do not toss the marawana a long way just bareley to the side of the road and then he tels us to be on our way……..omar is fumeng over this let me tel you he is sayeng that motherfuckeng croked cop and i am teleng him yes and you had bester be glad he is a croked cop you ideot or we wold reley be in trobel rite now….he was rite thogh the cop do not even wate until i hav drov out of his site befor i see him in the reer view mirror pickeng up the bag of pot which was indeed wel over an ouns…….

later on that nite we stop and eat supper and then by the time we are thru it is nite time so i say okay lets take us a driv out in the cuntrey…..we are cleer in another state by now from wher we were when the poleeses man stops us but everytime omar sees a poleeses man he starts to shake…….but at this restrant ther are som teenagers in ther two boys and one girl and i tel omar that gril is fuks them both i bet we can get som pussies from her too if we can get her aay from them…….omar is not in the mood for this of cors and it was reley not the best time but i notis the girl keeps lookeng our way at me and him both and the one boy is talks loud and braggeng about how he has kiks this ones ass and that ones ass and the other boy is just goeng along with him prettey much and suddenley the girl asked me wher i am from and i saed i am from syria and her ask if that is wher omar is from and he saeds no i was born and rase heer but he is my uncel and then the fool tels her our names…..

then her asked me is that you easter bunney in the bak of the car and i saed yes it was a present from omar grilfrend…the one boy then that talk too much he then accusses her of talks to much and apologises to me for this and i saed o that is al rite be may she just wants som of this big dik of mine…..omar slenks down in his seet and saes muhammed and the gril her lafs a silley little lauf that sonds like her is too shok to kno what to say her just goes……uuhhhh..wha…iiiii…and whhhoooo…and the one boy he just choks on his coca cola but the other boy he just looks at me like he do not kno what to thenk and he finaley says you must be a reel stud huh…..i tel him i am stud enuf that when her fuks me her do not need to fuk my frend like her fukeng you frend ther……

finaley the watres her coms over and her says ther is no problem heer is ther and i saed oh no we are abot to leve but the girl is telleng the big mouth one he do not kno what he is talkeng abot he is just a trobelmaker but i kno i am rite becos i can tel how everynow and then the qwiet boy is tuches the girl when the other one do not notis and her lets him do it to…..and thay are always lookeng at each other and smileng and reeley her is sits closest to the qwiet one in fack i thoght thay were the boy frend and the grilfrend util thay talk enof i can tel her is suposeng to be getteng marreed to the big mouth one…..

so aneyway i pays for our meel and then off we go and so we are driveng way out in the cuntrey somwher along with ruthie the easter bunney ther in the bak seet and all of a sudden this car zooms in behind us and it is thees fools and thay are on our tael….suddens thay pul around us and honkeng ther horn and it is thees three who hav be follows us from a distans for qwite som time…thay puls up and the gril opens the window and the boyfrend him is stiks his hed around and shouteng out to me go bak wher you com from you filthey fukeng arab and the girl her just lafs as thay go on around….that do it i speed up and omar is like muhammed you fukeng fool what are you doeng but i am not careng rite now no motherfuker talks to me this way i speed up and i ram them from behind and i take out my gun and i shoots in the air by them and thay speed up and thay are haveng hard tim holdeng on to the rode on this long and windeng and reley narrow rode and then i shoots thay bak left tire and then i speeds up and rams them agan then suddens off the rode thay go way way way way down into the hil side and thay are covereng up with bushes……

so then i saed to omar rite ther that is wher we go to burey her…..burey her he saed to me…..i am talkeng abot ruthie you ideot i tel him down ther wher thay went to……so we park the car and i leve him ther with our parkeng lites on and tel him okay now if somone coms just say we hav car trobel i want to go and chek this out……so down i go and it must hav be mor than two hunderd feet and then i see ther is a strate drop off down on to som roks and som bushes below…i figur wow thay must hav be almost out of gas or thay car woud hav exploded..….i see som peses of car from fender and stuf lik that and i kik them off down into wher ther is trees and bushes and down i go and see ther is a fire just a little one but i put it out…….

ther thay are the boy in the bak he is ded and the boy in the front him has his chest cav in by the steereng wheel and the girl her hav be thron from the car and into the tree and her is baerley alive and i can tel her is go to die aney minut now…..i get her down from bottom branch that her is in and her says pleas help me so qwiet i can baerley heer her….i tel her wil you giv me som of that pussies and her says yes…and then her dies…..

so i kno now that when i die this one wil be wates for me in the hevens she was qwite a prettey girl reley her was tal and blond haered with long sexey legs and big boobs and i cold tel from way her acks her is horney bitch and has never be satisfied in her life with sexes not by ether of thees two fools or by aneybodey els…it is reeley not my fault her be killed it is thers…….all i do was first to tel the truth and then when they haras me i meerley defend my honor…….her can not blam me and her has giv me word her wold giv me pussies so her wil be one of my sex harem girls in the hevens when i go ther……god makes all girls and womans keep thay promises to mans espeshal sinse i wold hav sav her if i cold……

stil all of this is by the way…..god has giv me the perfeck opportunitey to solv my problem…….i go bak up and ther is a car and ther is omar that fool talkeng and i am thenken oh shit what is goeng on now…but the man and his wif thay just stop to help and when thay see me pop up thay are scaered……but i say it is al rite you can go on now and i whisper to omar what do you tel them and he saed car trobel but thay start the car rite up just now….so the old man he saed i do not thenk you wold find aney hoses down ther and i saed oh that is al rite i just needed to take a shit my nephew driveng has scaered the hel out of me i bet i pissed for a fukeng hour to……..thank you for you help….so thay saed wel okay……and off thay go and the old woman her giv me the funneist look you ever do see….

so i saed com on lets driv away so thay wont be suspishus and then we com bak heer which we do an hour later in the meen tim i tel omar my plan okay now i tel him heer is what we do we take the easter bunney sute off of ruthie and drop her down the ravene wher thees tenagers hav crashes and dies and probabal her and thay wil never be fond down ther but even if thay are thay wil assum her was one of them al along do that sond lik a brilleant plan or what…..he agreed not that he had aney other choese…so we go bak and after we take the easter bunney sute off of ruthie i notis she is starteng to swel and to stenk and is turneng blak but after all her hav be out of the ice we hav her paked in for a few days and hav be out of it now for a day and a half at leest……plus she was never completley frosen to begin with we just keep her good and cold like a reel good cold six pak of beer that is almost frosen but not qwite or kind of like when you put a coca cola in the freeser and it gets reel mushey but stil not frosen hard so you can stil drenk it….i lov to drenk them thataway……

aneyway we carrey ruthie down the hill all two hunderd feet to the big drop off and this way i can show omar how no one can tel a car has ever reck heer look i told him all the branches of tree and bushes hav alrededy be bak to almst lik thay was befor…..so we sweng ruthie bak and then toss her and dow her went thru the bushes and i saed now okay omar i go down and mak shur her is down ther good with the other ones which i do…i hav to moov her a little bit closer to the others…hopefulley if thay find them it wil be at leest a coupel of weeks after all if thay find them rite away thay mite be abel to tel the difrans in how long ruthie hav be ded from the other ones but the longer it takes them the less likley that wold be….this is anoteh trik i lerned from watching first rate shows like csi and law and order and other grate televishon shows such as this….

and hopefulley thay will never find them…but if thay do of corse i hav to make shur omar gets the blam for it afte all it is his fault aneyway…..that is why i hav a alibi set up for wher i hav be and no one knos that i hav com down heer with omar until that fukeng poleeses man pul us over in another state…….even then thogh i use another fals id that i hav prepare for just such a contingensey……even omar do not kno that which is all to the bester…….

it was a long driv bak and after almost a day we are bak in kentucky and i hav him dorp me off at the greyhound bus stashon in lexington kentucky……i tel him i am takeng a bus ride to clevland i tel him which is what i do…..i bet i sleep al the way up ther too which after evereytheng i go thru thees last three days i need all the sleep i can get………

hamil agreed to see me and was happey when i teld to him that soon his problems wold be over…omar problems hav just begineng onley him do not kno this yet…….fuk him aneyway…..

i played one game of ches with hamil and i acshualley beet him without cheeteng….i thenk the motherfuker let me win to tell you the truth…..

by the time i get bak to covington i hav onley one theng to worree abot but i find out omar hav keep his moth shut which is good…….soon everytheng is goeng to change for the bester………my probelms with bitch mara omars mother are abot to be a theng of the past……omar wil soon giv her the date rape drug and then her wil be completely in my power from now on until the end of time……that bitch is goeng to be sorrey she ever interfeered with me or my plans….i am so exsited thenkeng abot it i can baerley contane myselv…….