Wasted Days And Wasted Nights

after i get through dispose of the bodies i make my way to home one more time to check on things and then me and thor we go back to massouds house and we no longer have make it through the door than i hear the phone it be rings off the hook…. i answer it and it is massoud and he is angry and shouts where the hell have you be i have be calls here for more than two hours…..i told him i can not help it i have things i have to do and besides i tell him you need to get your ass back home anyways….then i tell to him what happen to mara and what juan and paul and the other spiks they do to her……i do not tell to him of course who they are and how i have set them up…..just that i have a emergency to take care of and while i am gone someone break into the house and mess up the place and they rape mara……..

but after he cry for a while and i tell him mara is she be in the hosptal and she is go to be all right and she is still out of her head and never know anything he starts cussing and crying more and so i tell him just hurry you ass home mother fucker i tell him and then i hang up on him….

suddens i hear thor bark and whine and then i go in the bedroom and there he is on top of mara and he is try to dig her out from under the cover it look like and trys to pull it off of her and mara she seem to be tenses up but thor he bark and whine and lick her face and paw at her and pull the sheet with his teeth……poor thing……..

suddens i see that mara her eyes they are wide open and i can see fear in her eyes but is still not moves and she is not says anything……so i pull thor off her and take him in the other room and then i come back and there she is still just stare out in terror…….so i try to talk to her……

mara i say to her….wake up mara i know you are awake i know you can hear me…..but if she can she do not act like it so after a few minutes i go to the bathroom and then i have me a cigarrette while i try to figure out what next i should do……i go back in and she still is staring there….i just close her eye lids and go on out…..fuck you anyway bitch i say to her time is it be too fucking short for me to spend any more than have to be on the likes of you