Broken Glass And Running Water

it was no time at all be may a couple of hours that i get through with the polices station and it is get kind of late so i go to my uncles store and he is raving now so i think okay now i am goingto hear it from him but it not my fault. where in the hells have you be to he ask me what take you so long….then he start in on hamil that god dam criminal he call him……..but thing are only get worse from here as suddens crash come a rock through the store window and i look out and see some spiks that run and i know now that things have got to be put a stop to this shit……..i am actual start to worry about massoud at this point he just turn white and he shake and even he eyes are twitches and his mouth it quivers……he is making these gurgle sounds that he do when he piss off so bad he can not talk but try to……..finally he spit it out and start on me you see the trouble you bring to me you devil with you evil ways………you are like that mother of yours always bring trouble walk beside you yet you do not suffer just makes every one else suffers for it……just like my brother who he die because of this evil from your mother and you just like her…..

this is not the first time he have start this vile shit and ordinary i make him shut up by reminds him of i know what he is which is a filther disgust homosexer queer……but this time something is different i notice that someone who come in the store and is someone that i know all too well though have never be speak to her…..her name is elaine and she is a girlfriend of one of the spiks mans though in real truth any of them can and do fuck her……she is a crazy woman and she is evil as hell which i learn when i watch the tape that rahe record in secret of the last minutes of his life........

i ignore her and act real like i do not know she there as i tell massoud to go ahead and go where he be want to go and i will stay at his house tonight and take care of mara and then i say his address…..he look at me funny but do not make a big deal of this as i have be to his house so many times hell i live there for some time up in a little room he make me stay in when i first come here all the time when i not slaving away for him for nickels and dimes…..but anyway be may he is too surprise by my tell him i agree to this and too upset over his window…….but i tell him do not worry i will make sure the store will be all right but he say he is call someone to come to the store from dayton to run it he just need me to take care of mara…..so i say all right and then come elaine with buy a pack of gum…….she is smile and talking her stupid tone of voice all sweet like sugar will not melt in her mouth and when she leave i tell massoud i will be right back and then i take off and i follow her and she walk just four blocks up and then down be may twenty or so to this apartment……….

as soon as she go in these two spiks come out and one is paul who also in the video that rahe make…….so i go on up to top floor and only two apartments up there and i figure out which one is she go in by there be an old black man in the other and look drunk and a fat woman there too and a kid…..so i open the door and no one there but a voice in the background so i sneak up and someone a spik there say hurry up elaine…….

and so i hit him over the head with a bottle…….then i kick the bathroom door open and there is this silly bitch just kneel down by the tub just running water and she rocks back and forth like a possessed woman…….i take a rubber out of my pocket and then i grab her and she start laughing as i just peel her out of her cloths……and she is says wait a minute wait a minute but when i kiss her she kiss back but then say now we should not be do this and i said oh he do not care look at him he just lay there sleep…….so she say well……..then i take her by the arm and she lag behind but be pulled on out so i fuck her right beside him….not for long though just for like five minutes and then i stop and then i write down massouds address and stick it in her shirt pocket a mans shirt that she wear……and she laughs and is like what is that and i said where you can find me tonight if you want more dick…….just for tonight though……

then she tell me i am a strange man as the spik on the floor start to groan………so the water is still runs all the time in this tub so i go in and put in the stopper and check the lock which i do not break the one which is on the door just a old one which is like a latch above the knob…..so i lock the one on the door and close the door………then i wake him on up and i say to him you girlfriend here she was some good pussies i hope you do not mind i fuck her just now and she is come see me tonight do you have a fucking problem with that you fucking spik……..

then he starts holler for paul and for juan but i say oh they are go away for now and now so must i……then i reach out and grab elaine by the arm and she say now wait a minute now……wait a minute now…….about four times as the little fucking spik is say what are you do here mother fucker……..and i said i want a kiss before i go and elaine said well no i do not think we should do that but i drag her to me and she reaches out with her lips and is kisses me before i kisses her and we kisses together then…..and this little foolis says you bester get you ass out of here now and elaine says yes that’s right you go on now and don’t you do that any more……..

so the little man he is says who is in that bathroom because he hears the water runs in the tub and he go to the door but i have lock it up……..so he beat and bang……..i am sorry about you friend in there but i guess he be drown i said and he said what and elaine said oh paul…..you have to get him out of there mario and i said okay i go now and she said okay bye now but don’t you come back here……and i said well you have my address where i be tonight right in you pocket right……then mario he turn from the door and says you will pay for this motherfucker……..

so then off i go back to the store and there is massoud have all ready have a board over the window and he says i just get off the phone to jacks glass……….this is the fourth time in two weeks at this rate i might as well sign over the fucking store to them……and where the fuck have you be go all of a sudden are you go to take care of mara for me or what………

i promise him that she wil be in good hands so not to worry but i can tell i am waste my breath.

Halfway House

when i find out that rahcel have be made the counselor for shereys mother delores i know there is go to be a problem but i decide i am go to see her anyways at the half way house……after all i have to find out what happens to sherey if anybody know and i have to find out if any thing have be said which can implicate me in any wrong doing especially now that this bitch is be involve with me again…….

but lucky for me i have be approve to be on the list of her visitors by which i can only surmise that rachel have not be look at the list at least not yet…..of course there is always possible that she have and have allow me to go there just to try to set me up so i have to be careful…….

come to find out they have be in a fight and sherey run away and then delores she have go to get drugs from michael of all people the man who have the kellys stables bar where i get from thor……then the crazy bitch she have overdose on this shit which she should have all ready do as she have stay fuck up on all those i leave her and should have be enough for a month but she do all this in just one and one half week and then she can not get heroin from michael so he fix her up with somebody that have give her marijuana and crack and so it is the crack that mess her up bad….what a fool…..so anyways she overdose on this with some pills god only kow what they are and then be drink on them and the polices come in and find her all fuck up with drug paraphenalia all over the place…..

and still no word on sherey no one have any idea where the fuck she go to or what she up to for that matter even if she still be alive……but delores she beg me to get her out of this place and i promise her i will see what i can do but that it not likely i can get her out especially with her a counselor like this nigger bitch rachel…..

so after i leave there i call akhmet who still have not be hear from hamil and he say he will do what he can…..he is go to help me file a lawsuit against the city of covington too but he says if i get a offer for settlement i had bester take it……be may he is right……

as for delores she is bester off where she is really with all these other crazy drug addict bitches and whores and what have you man they are some stupid crazy and sorry people there so she fit right in really…all her other kids have be put in child protects custody and some are with relatives and they probably are all bester off as well…..i cant help but be worry about sherey though……who know what she will do under the right circumstance or for that matter what she wil say…..it would be bester for me if she turn up dead to tell you the truth.

I Am Grilled By The Police

i am still not satisfies with this shit after all how do the immam know anything about hamils activities it not like as if hamil go around and advertise his doings it do not make sense……the immam have to be make him aware of these things from some other source but who……..soon i will find out……i go to my uncles store and he is bitching about where have i be at and do i know that a window have be brake out in the store two nights in a row since i have be gone…..of course i know that is these spiks more than likely still pisses them off that they brrther and friend i have kill him here in this store and the police have they do nothing about it and will not…….so they take it out on rahe hosmonari first they kill him and make it look like suicide but i have it on tape from rahe have set up a hide camera to record him and the immam as they make filther disgust homosexer queer love which is how i know all this…….because i find the camera with the film and see him go there and of course he can only be go there for one thing why he do not report rahe his body be found dead………..so now they are still out to get us all……

but massoud who is also a filther disgust homosexer queer he is say i should watch the store and watch his wife while he go to canada to talk to omar………his wife mara of course is still just a empty shell just like a zombie and so she need constant care………..so i tell him he should know he is not the only one with problems i have them myself and he said yes i know because of what you are and who you associates you self with he tells me and then he throws in my face what he call this criminal hamil…….it is bad enough go through what i do let alone hear him talk to me this a way……..

but then suddens here come the police and of course they want to talk to me and are say i should come downtown with them……well masoud he throw up his hands but what choice do i have…….but i do not tell them nothing i tell them i have nothing to do with hamils criminal activities….then one of them pulls out the flyer with leanns picture and the draw of hamil and he said are you sure this man do not look familiar to you…….

and i said yes i know this look like this man hamil….but like i told you i do not know him at first i really only meet him through omar……omar of course have be run away for be want for suspicous in the disappearrance of ruthie and they do not know he have go to canada……so they keep on and say and you do not know him before this….so i do what you call use your brain and i cleverly tell them well yes i have see him a few times here and there no big deal i see a lot of people but it do not dawn on me at the time that this is the same man in the flyer…….

so now they are mad and one says well why do you not tell us when you find out and i said i do i call here and talk to someone on the phone for like ten minutes and they say okay…..they just look around at eaches other like they do not know what to think but i am cool and calm and collected like a fucking cucumber……i am nerves don’t get me wrong but they can not tell this and even if they do so what who would not be nerves……..

so you have no idea as to any of hamils activities they ask me and i said no i do not if i do i would have nothing to do with someone who do these things and really i do not know that he do……..you see i am mad at hamil mad enough i can and probably would kill him at the slightest chance but i cannot let they know this………so i have to pretend to know nothing….

it could be that the woman who have see them together have be see them after omar take her off and hamil do not know anything about it i said….now these police are real mad and the first one bang his fist on the table…..

do you know what this piece of shit is and what he have do he ask me…….he not only have probably be responsible for sell you girlfriends daughter and other young girls and boys that he have buy and even kidnap but even he have sell his own children do you know this……this stun me and i do not know what to think but also i can tell the other polices there in the room they give him this look like be may he have said too much but i do not know why……..

suddens this mad polices man he spits on the floor and grab up him cup of coffee and some papers and he say i need to go to get me some fresh air it is pollutes in here…….fuck him anyway i think he have no right to act like this but i can say nothing…….suddens it occurs to me that they are depserate for looks for something from me to use against hamil……but why they turn to me when they obvious have enough evidence to put his sorry ass in jail to begin with i wonder…..but they keep talking the same old round and about bullshit try to get answers from me that i think deep down they know they are not go to get and get madder andmore desperate every second……..

so where have you be go to they ask me and i tell them just out drive around really no place in particular and they say oh you just go out drives around in a semi truck……..of course they know i have be up to some thing but they have no way of knows about the heroin and if they do they have no idea of where i have it stored away under another name and as for the turck it have be cleaned it up anyway so they will findnothing at least this is what i am hope for………..but they are demands to know where i have go and if i have be doing something for hamil….see they have be look out for other people that are his regular people that do thse things forme but hamil is too smart to do that…..if he could nto arrange for me to do his work for him in a way that is safe then he would not do it at all just let it go of course he is intends to have me killed as well….allthese things are go around inmy head while they keep at me and suddens in comes akhmet and he tells them he is my lawyer and he demand that i be charged or they release me…..

they do not like it i can tell but they tel me they are free to go………i tell akhmet everything that happens and ask him if he have see hamil and he says no they have him on a special warrant where they do not have tolet him see any one and so i iknow fromthis they havehim on suspicous of terrors charges though i do not think hamil will be involve himself with this though some of his associates like these ones i drink beer with in juneau i am not too sure of…..but that will make a good pretext to keep him….

anyway i thank akhmet and aplogize for what i say to him before and he said do not worry about it……it is nice to know there is one thing i do not have to worry about because i fucking sure have enough as it is.

I Learn The Truth

when i make it home thor was glad to see me and i was happy as well as relieve to see him…he wag his tail and bark and whine and never have i see anything look so happy or any person for that matter to see me……..i have be worry ever since i find out that hamil have betray me because after all i have leave akhmed who ismy lawyer and hamils too in my house to look after it and the more ithink the strangers this seem…..but no thor is all right and akhmet seem to be un aware that anything is the matter…..and then after a few minutes i ask him just what is it the reason hamil have be in jail and i want to know the truth…..because before he have be tell me that he can not say too much…

oh some one have be turn him in for drugs and sex slaves and all this he said and for organized crime and money launders…well of course i know this so i ask him well do he think he know who turn him in….do he think i have turn him in……akhment look shock and say no why would he think that….then i said well because two time he have try to have me killed i said and the first person admit that he do this on hamils account……he admit this not to me but to hamils partner in racine name of anthony……

then i told to him it was martin in alaska who do this and i barely escape with my life and then about how hamils how wife try to kill me at they home in cleveland …..akhmet now he look concern and swear to me he do not know what is going on….but he do know that hamil have no reason to think iam one who betray me because he know who this is who do this……so if hamil try to have me kill it must be for another reason…….then he tell me who it is the immam who have turn him in for his criminal acts………suddens it is clear as a bell….the immam want to have me dead and know that hamil is the only one that can do this and also at the same time find the tape i have of him and rahe hosmonari of the two ofthem making filther disgust homosexer queers love……….

then i tell to akhmet do anyone have you look around for tapes….and he said to me yes hamil send word to me to make sure there is nothing here that can implicate him in any worng doing so i should look around and no matter what kind of tape i find evenif it seem to have nothing to do with him or do not seem suspicous in any way iam to let him no about it……

so thee is the answer god dam it…..hamil have be in a bind and that is why he have betrays me this way……so then i tell him you go and tell hamil that i know what he have try to do and that the immam is go to pay with his life for this…..as for me and hamil you tell him that me and him friendship it is over……but he had bester not ever try anything to do to me again….and now you leave here you i will not be need you as a laeyer any more………

so he leave but stillhe swear he do not know of any thing that hamil have to do with hurts me if he do he have nothing to do with that……and then he leave…..but i doubt that it is really over so i willhave to watch my ass.

Proof

so it was not too much after this i make it down to cleveland and by now i am in the mood for blood but of course hamil is nowhere around when i get tohis house noone there but his ugly fat ass bitch of a wife………you should see this woman really she is fatter even than amandas fat ass friend shirley and what is worse she have a mole on her right cheek with hari grows out of it…..even she wear the traditional arab dress and her fat show through it though i most cases it hide the fat of fat womans so i am think god dam how fat isthis fucking woman if her out of her cloths…….

but she is a good cook and make some good tea not like tis shit anthony perperate on me so she invites me in for tea though she act like nothing unusual this is strange usual this woman keep out of sight and have nothing to say to anyone…….i only take one drink and i am feel strange so i talk and then the phone ring so she get up to answer and while she not look i change glass with her then she come back in and start to drink a little and tell me go ahead and drink you tea then we finish our business……..

i have the money both from anthonyand from martin so she drink and count the money and keep look at my glass and the next thing kerplunk her fat ass she fall down on the floor……i notice that her phone have light for messages and i plays them and there is a bunch fo them and most from hamil and one in particular is strange telling her to leave the front porch light on and someone will be there to take care of it………

well it is get dark and so i turn on the front porch light and make sure to leave the front door unlock and drag this fat ass bitch to a bed room…..then i find out she is still alive but in deep sleep……so i sit and wait and start to feel like a cat that sit still and wait to pounce a mouse but it go on for hours before someone final come by at two o clock in the morning and two mans name of mahlmamut and hohni and i am wonder okay now i wonder what they do when they find her body………so i hide and listen and then they find her in the bedroom……..so i find out evident they have not be told any more than a body to be dispose of it so they drag this fat woman out and are grunts and groans because she is real fat and suddens she start to wake up and she resist and they keep on anyway and she is saying no fools it is not me but they tell her to shut up but suddens they vomit……they drop her for a minute and are cuss but then they pick her up and cover her mouth and out they go with her……i think also they have pass her out again because she stop her struggle……….i have see all from this i need to see i just pick up all the moey i have be get from martin and from anthony….then i call the cab and soon he come to pick me up though it take more than thirty minute it seem like another two hours…but he come and take me to where i have leave mytruck park…..

can you believe i have a half a truck load full of process high grade heroin now so what i am going to do with this shit……who care i think i willl find a usefor it for sure though i would glad trade it in for half the amount in unprocess opium which i think is what i mght well do think about it……..heroin is of no use to me personally i do not want to be involve with sells this evil shit but i love the opium that it is make it from……what person who deal in this can turn down a offer like this is certain something to think about…..in the meantime i have to find a place to store it but that is okay i have just the place i hope…….

as for mister hamil and his money well he have a big surprise in store for his ass.

Hamils Treachery

later on finally i meet anthony who is the head of this what they call family and who my friend hamil have be associate with them….only thanks to anthony i am start to wonder if hamil have be my friend after all……first he invite me to have some tea and i am think oh probably this american shit they do ot know hwo to make tea you know…..arabs learn how to make tea from the british and pakistanis…….it is about the only thing that make it worth have god let english stay on the planet and pakistais as well if you want to know the truth except at least they are muslims…..but this man anthony he is a italian but from three generations back he is all american andhis tea is too but i do not say anything just drink and shut up……

he us upset now abouthear how martin try to do what he have do and is curious about the child and then i realize oh shit i have not call martin yet to see if he find the child…….he tell me to go ahead and call him and when i do martin is cry and cussing and demand where i have be and where is his son and i said i tell you where he was do you not find him yet and he said he do not even find the tool shed yet……so i explain to him real slow where it is……but then martin stop me and take the phone and start talk to him and ask him do hamil have him try to kill me and he says tohim yes……

i do not know what to think about this shit……..but the more i think about it the more sense it make……i do not know why hamil will trust me for this job only that i have be to alaska and a truck driver and i think he my friend and trust me but even still it make no good sense especially ow that he have be indicted come to find out for some conspiracy charge to do with organized crime and drug trade and human slave trade and money launders…..still though i can do the job he not likely to put me in charge of this and send me by myself with no help at that……..

you see here is what go onand how it work………hamil have he friends from akistan who run opium from afghanistan and then they process it in they place in the mountains and then they take it by ship to alaska……martin usual pick uphis shipment by him self and take it by boat on down the west coast like to oregon and washington and some of the time even to parts of california…..the rest of it he send some one to pick it up and take it to racine where tony buys his share and then he have his network who distribute it in chicago and detroit and a few other places……and this is a on going thing these shipments are like every three or four months you see…….even after tony get his share there is like about a whole semi truck full of process heroin and it be in bags of flour or what look like flour so is disguise but it is dangers to be caught so why it seem strange he send me now in the middle of all he troubles………

i do not want to believe it and tony he admit he do not know martin from adam he is just someone who go through hamil to do his business……..just like he do but they have no associates with each other……….only thing is now i have martins share of heroin still and also still i have his money for pay to hamil and now i have anthonys money for pay to hamil……..so i have a reason to hope that anthony is right because if hamil have betrays me i have lost a good friend……but i have still make me a shit load of money………..

but anthony is make me promise not to do something stupid…..after all he make a lot of money on this business and want to make sure he keep a connect to it……..he ask me if i am interest in still make runs and i say to him hell no this is my one and only time for this shit…..he is real disappoint to hear this i can tell but i am not going tomake the mistake oflie to a man like this…….but i tell him i am sure that hamil will be glad to introduces him to who he need to know after all it look like he is not going to be run this business much longer……. he just shrug and said maybe but i can tell he is disapoint to hear all this…..

he offer me some wisconsin cheese and some wine god it is awful stuff and this place is supposeed to be know for make good cheese well it is all right but it is nothing i would travel to this awful pace for i tell you……..after we finish we shake hands and off i go…..i have another stop to make now in cleveland suppose to bring hamil his money to his wife as he is in jail and have be not able to make bail….at least as of now……….but i am going to find out what is go on here and when i do if it is true that hamil have betray me he is go to pay for this big time.

A Misunderstanding

i feel like such a idiot over what have happen last night i do not know what to say……i have be do stupid things in my life was crazy but this thing it is beyond fucked up…….it involve the girl last night i fuck who is a deaf mute girl who my new friend lazlo bring to me last night to help me to pass the time while i wait to meet the big boss man…..only lazlo when he come to my place last night he was not in such a friendly mood……..he come to me after the girl she left and he is like a crazy person when he find out that she have go away……..

you were suppose to kill her you idiot he told me…….now he do not tell me this shit and i tell him and he said the hell i told you to whack her and you said okay and i said yes and i whack her good she even was crying me and begging me to stop but i whack that pussy and then i whack that ass and then even i have her suck the shit off my dick……..

then he realize he should have explain that whack do not mean to fuck…..why do you think i would make you promise to fuck her he ask me i knew that was what you were going to do……come to think about it he was real persist make me promise twice to whack her i thought that was strange……..

why do you want to kill her i said and he said because she is i have her kidnap god dam you she is in some school for deaf people she was only fourteen…….now my head is spin because i promise i think she is older than this and besides i would not have kill her anyway i do not believe in kill somebody for no good reason…….otherwise i would have kill martin his little boy instead of take the time to lock him up in a abandon tool shed outside seattle….well i do not have to kill the spik that time in my uncles store but that is a different story he ask for it try to rob us and besides he was just a fucking spik…….

but anyways lazlo he is go crazy with the worry and say be may some one else pick her up and rapes her and might kill her or be may she so upset she commit suicide……..that not likely i tell him this girl is not a virgin she have be fucked a few times believe me so it not likely she be commit suicide over be fucked by me……so anyways i ask him what should we do should we leave here and he said yes that is a good idea and i will send someone up here to clean this place up to make sure they do not find any thing like dna and i said well you dam sure bester not send the one who snatches her up that would be real stupid….then he stops and says fuck…so obvious this is what he was go to do so he not so smart after all…….

so he says never mind i will stay here and clean the place up you get on out of here and i will meet you at so and so in about two hours……..so i said okay so off i go but i am worry now about find me by the police be may this girl bring them here and spot me so i am nervous……worse before lazlo come back i call the house and akhmed is tells me about how sherey her mother have be arrest for drugs after she be found overdose and that worse sherey she have disappearred….

god dam it….i have one good week in alaska one of the bester times i ever have and then after that one week things they just go to hell and no let up seem to be in sight.

A Deaf And Dumb Whore From Racine

racine is like a different world from any place i have ever be at and it is a dangers place too…..this is where all the drugs come to that are mean to go to chicago and is the big place for distributes these it is a drug center not only for chicago but for all surround areas…….so when i go to there i have to meet with a man his name is lazlo……..he is a older man with a scar on his face………heis not a boss i know this but he is a front man for a boss of his who i want to meet but lazlo says that he do all this work…….no one have meet with this man not even hamil……so i tell to him okay then if that is the way it is but i have something to tell to you about martin….well come to find out martin have nothing to do with lazlo and this gang so he do not know what i am talking about………but when i tell him the story about what happen in alaska with martin then he tell me i should stay around in racine for a day or two be may the big man he would like to meet me…….

but i tell him no i do not have the time and really i do not want to stay in this fucking place the air feel so dirty hear and heavy like it is about to attack you or something……..but this lazlo he give me this dirty look and he insist that i should stay here…..so what choice do i have it look like i am a prisoner again………i mean he do not force me to stay but he sure do make it clear it will not be a good idea to leave put it that way…….

i tell him okay but i tell him i want some pussies where is a good place to get me some and he says if you want i will send you some and he ask me then what i like and i said one that is young and real pretty and have big breasts and sexy legs and a nice ass….and i tell him i do not want some fat ass bitch that hav a big nose and scars and all wrinkles up and ugly warts and moles anywhere…also she should have beautiful hair and sexy lips and sexy eyes and then he stop me and tell me he think that he get it i want a fucking movie star or be may a goddess…..and i said no just a woman like i have describe to you and she have bester not have any disease…..

he look offend at this and hurt feelings even and say what do you think we are up here look here no one of my womans have any thing wrong with them because they do not just fuck anything and we check them out regular to make sure of this….

well i have heard this shit before any one who tell you about they woman say this but any given time they are likely to come down with something there is no way in the hells they can be one hndred per cent guarantee them not to catch a disease some time or the other……

sure enough thogh he is true to he word he send me up this really sexy bitch that is a good look woman as you have ever be imagine a woman can look only one thing wrong with her is she is deaf and dumb…..but when i take my cloths off and she look at my dick she about to go ballistic obvious she have never see a dick this big before and she is afraid and start to cry and beg and get down on her knees and shake her head no but i said oh yes bitch you are going to be fucked by this big dick of mine so i jerk her up and throw on the bed and real pour the peter to her…….

just a good thing for her i can scrunches it up or i would hurt her bad but she get it all just the same and then she is crys and i can tell now she is a crazy woman because i realy give it to her for over two hours and she have cum all over the place….she is sits there and shaking like a leaf beause she is afraid still and obvious i have make her hurt and real sore but i am not finish with her yet…..fuck it i have go two weeks all this time in alaska and have no pussies what do you expect………so i turn her over and start to pound that sweet ass of hers……

then i makes her to suck the shit and slime off my cock……so then finally i have had enough and so she leave thogh she can barely walk and she is cussing me now first words she real say in that deep almost unreal voice that deaf people have when they talk what words they have learn to form…….i have to laugh because her is a beautiful bitch and when she form these words she sound like some ugly fat retarded downs syndrome woman when she tells me to go to hell and i am a mean evil bastard…..

oh well what can i say bitch i tell her….that will teach you to be a fucking whore i said and then i decide to get me some sleep.

I Escape From Alaska

finally i have make it back from alaska for a few days now actual but this is the first chance i have that i feel like blog…..also i have join up with a new group on the internet a group call it homokaasu…..it seem to be a good group so far it is a nice place to have discuss with people…..so far though the only discuss i have with anybody is with someone who call himself name of snowman…..now that is ironic seeing as how i have just come from alaska……..i have be try to explain to him why i think someday all the whole world will be convert to islam and that this is finally how there will be peace in the world….i real believe this too….

of course i can not tell this to mister snowman but the reason i believe this is because i have see it in a vision several time in fact and the last one while i was in anchorage where i have to go to deliver some things for hamil…….it was a man name of martin who asks me all kinds of questions and who do not left me leave his place in peace and he make me stay there and have me with three other mans all of who look like it is they job to beat the truth out of you if they want to know something or to kill you if that is what they told them to do…….not only do martin insist i stay there thru the night but then i hear they have take away my truck so now i am stuck here ten miles on the outskirts away from anchorage…….

so they take me to this room that it is cold and no heat and no light and tell me they to wait there….so i wait and wait for more than three hours and i go to the door but it is locked so now i am start to be worry me so i sit and try to thinkand then i go in a trance and have this vision where i see eveyrone all over the world is prays them to allah….now i have learnthat when i have this vision this not the way it is yet and so i am in trouble from infidels which is what this martin is……

then anyway i come out of it and i hear there voices outside my door so i hide and when they come in they look all around but no where i to be find out at…..this is where i am at now if you believe stand out on a ledge outside the window and then i scale down and i mean fast…..so then i go to where is the truck in this huge build and lucky for me it no locked up and there it is with no one there and keys be left there in the door……i take these and hide in a stall and after some time some man come in there with martin and martin say he okay where is the keys to this and i know now what is happens they are say now hamil is in jail so we will steal his drugs…..so i know from this my life is not be worth a cent……

so back i go and sneak into the house while all these people they are driving out i think be may they go to try to find me think i have run off…..so i sneak in to all these rooms and there be some woman there and she sound asleep but i notice there kids in picture there with her and martin so now i know what i will do……i go to another room and there is the son about six years old or so i put my hand over his mouth and off we go to the truck we sneak and make it back there without we be see by them…..

i knock the little fucker out then and go in the truck and start it up and take off as fast as can be……then lucky i have my phone so i call martin and tell him i have his son with me….he is frantic and tells me please do not hurt him you do not understand and all this shit and i said to him oh yes i understand you want to steal hamils drugs that is what……well when hamil find this out you will be in trouble i tell to him…..then i tell him like it is that if he try to stop me or interfere with me leave there or call the police or do anything at all i will kill his son…….

can you believe i drive twelve hours straight with this little motherfucker…..and all the time he is cry and beg me to not hurt him and i am tell him that is up to your father as long as he do what i say you will not be hurt but if he do not do what i say then yes i will kill you……after all this is just a little boy it would be wrong to lie to him……..

but anyway i drop him off finally in seattle washington but i make sure he is knock him out so he stay unconscous for awhile…..and just to make sure that martin learn his lesson i shoot him up with heroin just enough for a little boy of about six though you have to be careful about these things………but boy was he ever do i fuck him up……..

anyways after i find a place where i can hide him where he will be safe from the weather and from bad people and from animals off i go on my way…other than this though it was a good trip i will tell more about it later…….even can you believe this in all times i on the road and even when i cross the borders of us and canada not one time was i stop by anybody……so i do not have to pay any bribery to border guards…..i just stop and show this my id that have be make up for me and they wave me on through and not want to look which is a dam good thing…….it would be impossible for me to explain heroin and little six year old motherfucker high as the hells…….so i go on over to spokane and i get me a bite to eat and think okay now i will call martin and tell him where to find his son but then i think oh to hell with it i will wait until i get to racine……

so i wait until i get to racine and then i call him…….i tell him about old shed i hide him in and the chain and lock i lock him up with and where to find the key to it i hide……he is crying and cusses me and threatens me and then i remind him of what hamil will do when he find this out the ungrateful motherfucker……..i could have kill his son and him and the whole family really because there was no one with them in the house except for be may one or two others who do not think i am around that i have run off on foot…….and this is the thanks i get for show them some mercy….some motherfuckers will never learn i guess.

My Prayer From Alaska

hamil have be got in some trouble but i can not get in to this right now.....only to say that he is in a real bind and he need of my help so i have be go to alaska for him......now akhmed when you get this here you know what to do you send it on like i tell you do okay...........

anyways it is beautiful up here and i am grateful to hamil for gives me this opportunity.....i have be here before but this is all business now but that is okay i love it up here and i will at least take opportunity to see a few sights in this beautiful country before i come back.......actual though alaska is a state in the us but that is still beautiful place i should say.........i get to juneau just three day ago and i meet with hamils friends from pakistan and i pays them for deliveries of the products though they are nervous they have never be seeing me before and they do not trust me even though hamil manages to get word to them about a changes of plans in who they meet.......

i offer to take them out for some beer thinking okay i hope they are not this kind of peoples that will be offends by this but to my surprise they gladly accept my invitation and they were quite pleasant.....they were nerves though.........

anyways i will be leaving in a few days and should be back home in just under a week from now if all goes well and god is willing........i be paid ten thousand dollars for making trip and another ten thousand dollars when i get back and besides this all my expense is paid.......not too bad for just a two week work for would you not say.........

in the meantime akhmed who be my lawyer and hamil too he is kind agree to stay at my house and take care of thor and keep a eye on my place......he know what to do but he refuses to have anyting to do with sherey and her mother or for that matter amanda if she come around.......so far as i know nothing out of the usual have be happens and even massoud is okay with me be go away to alaska......he is much better in his heart and can take care of things despite all his other problems with mara and with omar.....to tell the truth i think he is glad i will not be around to pester him and especial bug him about arianesa his daughter who i will marry one day no matter what he think......

but all this is not important for now.....up here in this beautiful place you can see the hand of great lord god all mighty allah.....so what bester time than now for me to offer this prayer of thanksgiving as this is the forth nineteenth post on this blog.......and so i will take the time to do so now........

great lord god all mighty allah i pray that you watches over my family and my friends.......i do not know what the trouble is with hamil lord god allah but he is a good man and i pray that you will watch over him and keep he from harm..........he have be a good friend to me and have be help to me in many ways.......

i pray lord god allah that the goods that i have be hired to deliver to the place like i was told to do will reach they destinates and that they will bring joy and comfort to those who in need of it.....unfortunates that hamil his friends have fails to bring me the good kind that not be processed which is i dearly love to smoke but lord god allah i have come to understand that sometimes you can not get everything that you want......for help me to learn this valuable lesson lord god allah i praise you all the more than if you actual make sure i get the opium and it not all be afghan heroin.......

okay lord god allah i have to tell you the truth actual i am pisses off about it but hey at least i am be honest with you and i am trying to look on the good side that count for something do it not.......

i praise you lord god allah for the creates of this world with all it varied wonders like this beautiful place call alaska so different from where i am from and yet every bit as much fill with the awesome wonder of you glory great lord god allah....whether it is hot or cold or there is desert or there is ice and snow great lord god allah there you are.......

i pray lord god allah that little ruthie is safe and sound and happy in you presence.......i am real sorry for what omar my fool nephew have do to her but he is family so i pray for his soul.....but lord god allah i pray they do not find her body after all is just a empty shell now her soul is what importants so even though she was a little infidel bitch i pray that she is happy and safe in you presence.......

i pray too for her sister sherey and for her mother and all the brothrs and sisters especially the one who now a soldier in iraq.....keep him safe and protect all the soldiers lord god allah while they go about the business of bringing freedom to iraq......and i pray again lord god allah that you make it happen that soon they will go to syria my country and be will to fight and die to free my people too.......

but most of all please look out for sherey and help her to understand when the time comes that there is no way i can ever marry her now that i have talks her into having sexes with my dog thor........and keep her safe from sexes transmits diseases lord god allah so her do not bring harm to my beloved pet......and look out for thor lord god allah and when he dies can he please go to the heavens.....i know he is just a animal but i promise you he will be good up there......

i pray also for all the womans i want or who i have have sexes with or want to.....melissa............dreama......marita..........amanda........louese.......

also i pray for mara......make her come out of the insane state she in now lord god allah she is no good to me like this.......i know i push her too far by putting her on date rape drug and then filming her be fucked by thor my dog and by omar her son who i blackmail in to do it because of what he do to ruthie and then i laugh at her about it and blackmail her and all the rest....but she is a bitch lord god allah and she bring all this on herself as you well know......

also leann lord god allah who is amanda daughter i am happy she is alive and i thank you for having her to come through for me just in the nick of time.....of course she have no choice because who know what hamil will have do to her if she do not do as she told to do.......still allah i pray that what ever trouble hamil is in he get out of it and if not please do not let this cause leann to be free to go back to her nigger loving ways and be free to cause me trouble over what has happens.......
she is bester off where her be now with peope that will look after her and teach her right from wrong even though she have no say in the matter......

finaley lord god allah help me to destroy my enemies like brian who amandas ex husband and louese husband though they be seperates now and him be back with amanda for now and is leanns father......him and his friends who attacks me i want them dead and to really suffer before hand....also these spiks who killed rahe over me killing the one spik in my uncels store.....help me to detroy them great lord god allah.....they are only worthless spiks.....i know they are human lord god allah and you creates them and other worthless humans like niggers for example.....but i have learned recents that all humans have a place in you creates.....i do not know why but i guess you have you reasons for makes them.......but these ones lord god allah should die....and also rachel the bitch nigger whore who was amandas counseler and causes all knds of trouble for me over leann.......i have special plans for this bitch too lord god allah for which i ask you blessings.....

before i forget i pray for soul of rahe even though he is a filther disgust homosexer queiers with my uncel massoud who is now having sexes with the imman........make them see how wiked it is lord god allah.......surey they must know deep down that it is wrong why elses then would i be able to blackmail them.......

before i forget i pray for the most improtant person of all who is areanesa my cousin and massoud and maras daughter that i will marry her.......this is the one thing uncel massoud refuses me.... but i promise you great lord god allah that if you changes his mind and make him let me marry her i will be a good husband to her and will treat her good......

finaley lord god almightey allah i remind you of my request.....i know that you says it is impossible for a human being to see you and live to tell about it....... no one have do this.....not even jesus christ.....not even mohammed the greatest of all you prophets.......but i ask that you change you mind great lord god allah......let me see you in such a way that people will believe me and then more people will be draws to you.....then i can be even the greatest prophet of all like my blessed mother always tells me......

yes lord god say hello to my mother for me and my father and i hope they are happy together now in the heavens after they be seperates by death for so many years.....

finally great lord god allah....as usual.....and most importants of all i pray for myself.